Comforting Center of Sonic Zone
We're the CCoSZ, the Comforting Center of Sonic Zone. We help the people who have issues with other members, feel depressed, or are just in general upset. This topic was made to help the members who are feeling down in the dumps, due to a hurtful message in a topic, or real life issues. When you read our staff replies, and you're the one that needs help, you have to remember that these people are here to help, they care about you. Many people are feeling upset about not being popular, or not being loved here, or in real life.
Rules:
- Our help might include things relating to a religion.
- If you refuse to do anything about a member you have an issue with, and instead make it worse, we have the right to give up for a little while.
- You need to listen to the advice given.
- Remember that people here love you, and aren't here to hurt, or lie to you.
- We go by levels of comfort. The levels are
Code Pink - You just broke up with your boyfriend/girlfriend.
Code Green - Someone hurt you with words.
Code Blue - You've been physically bruised and/or beaten.
Code Purple - You just feel like you need some comfort.
Code Grey - Depression.
Code Black - Extreme depression, dangerous stage.
Code Red - Family member/pet/friend died.
Code Yellow - A mixture of all, or some of them.
Code Cyan - Other. - If you're a staff member, you need to help make things BETTER, and not worse.
- If you're a staff member, you need to have patience with the people needing help.
- If you want to become a staff member, you need to say what code you're willing to help with.
- Yes, this is the off topic section, but please don't spam here. This rule makes sure that any spam in this topic will be deleted... you've been warned.
The color of your name means what code you work with.
Staff
Founder
Gleech
Co-Founders
EchidnaPower
Regular Staff
Shadow26
HMS7
Sonicmaddave
Rendel the Wolf
Super Sonic Boom
ChaosDazer
ChaosSwissroll
Draco
KirbySoul11
Xaio
Sonic360
John-the-Hedgie
SuperSonic12
Code Purple - I feel like the whole argument thing with HMS7 and michael etc my fault. :'(
It's ok, dude... you couldn't have predicted that it was going to happen. :/
Yeah thats true I was hoping I would be able to save them from disaster :(
code purple cus im so not happy sometimes cus im not really popular and ppl just leave or die which i dont like
*hugs michael* i'm always here for you bro
It's ok *pat's Dave on the back*. You did what you could.
Quote from: michael the hedgehog on November 24, 2009, 06:51:49 AM
code purple cus im so not happy sometimes cus im not really popular and ppl just leave or die which i dont like
See, this is where you need to improve on. Popularity doesn't mean anything, you should be happy with the friends you have :). You can attempt to prevent the people from leaving or dying, too... you just need to help show them reality.
code sucide-im gonna die and noone can help
I keep saying it man. God IS LOVE. If you feel un-loved, you need to go back to God. Your heavenly father has his arms open, waiting to take you back. Like the parable of the Prodigal Son.
but thats the problem i cant
Quote from: HMS7 on November 24, 2009, 06:56:48 AM
code yellow-im gonna die and noone can help
dude u got to live life to the fullest in the time u have
Yeah Gleech I did my best and I always look out for friends, but when this happens it upsets me. :(
Code black-I shouldn't of NEVER said all those things about HMS7's gf.... :'(
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 24, 2009, 07:04:50 AM
Code black-I shouldn't of NEVER said all those things about HMS7's gf.... :'(
Here bro *hugs* everything will be ok
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 24, 2009, 07:04:50 AM
Code black-I shouldn't of NEVER said all those things about HMS7's gf.... :'(
Dude if you felt that something was wrong, you did your duty as a friend to voice your concern.
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 24, 2009, 07:04:50 AM
Code black-I shouldn't of NEVER said all those things about HMS7's gf.... :'(
Its ok, we're not perfect, and we all make mistakes... I've said things I shouldn't have before, too.
I hate the feeling of guilt I have it really upsets me :'(
i tottaly feel numb
Quote from: Gleech on November 24, 2009, 07:08:01 AM
Its ok, we're not perfect, and we all make mistakes... I've said things I shouldn't have before, too.
But i shouldn't of said it....
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 24, 2009, 07:10:49 AM
But i shouldn't of said it....
As I said, we make mistakes, we're only human.
Quote from: michael the hedgehog on November 24, 2009, 07:10:14 AM
i tottaly feel numb
You ok?! O_o Or do you mean "Dumb"? because if you're feeling completely numb, you might need to go see a doctor.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 24, 2009, 07:09:20 AM
I hate the feeling of guilt I have it really upsets me :'(
Just try to clear your head of it... play a game, and get your mind off it.
Quote from: Gleech on November 24, 2009, 07:12:33 AM
Just try to clear your head of it... play a game, and get your mind off it.
Yeah I know, I am just so desperate to see and hope a good outcome comes out of this :(
Quote from: Gleech on November 24, 2009, 07:12:33 AM
As I said, we make mistakes, we're only human.You ok?! O_o Or do you mean "Dumb"? because if you're feeling completely numb, you might need to go see a doctor.Just try to clear your head of it... play a game, and get your mind off it.
i mean numb
Well try to relax. If you really need comforting, ask God to come into your heart if you haven't already. I've come to him in tears, and then I would feel a sense of peace and comfort come over me. Like you were being hugged by everyone you loved at once.
Quote from: JetTheHawk on November 24, 2009, 07:19:15 AM
.... o_O
Ah yes, I forgot. Even though this is the off topic section, I'd request that you not spam in this topic.
This is serious business on this topic.
I was just showing my reaction
Quote from: michael the hedgehog on November 24, 2009, 07:15:24 AM
i mean numb
Ahh i see. Have you ever had that pins n' needles feeling? Well if you ever lean on a part of your body for at least 5 mins or even an HOUR eg. your arm, then it's hard for the blood to access it and it goes numb for a while. hope it helped ^^
Quote from: Mikey the Echidna on November 24, 2009, 07:29:48 AM
Ahh i see. Have you ever had that pins n' needles feeling? Well if you ever lean on a part of your body for at least 5 mins or even an HOUR eg. your arm, then it's hard for the blood to access it and it goes numb for a while. hope it helped ^^
ummm...I don't think that's what he meant.
I think michael is numb in shock or something
Quote from: Mikey the Echidna on November 24, 2009, 07:29:48 AM
Ahh i see. Have you ever had that pins n' needles feeling? Well if you ever lean on a part of your body for at least 5 mins or even an HOUR eg. your arm, then it's hard for the blood to access it and it goes numb for a while. hope it helped ^^
ARG, I use to get that every morning when I woke up, I sometimes sleep on my arm... the first time it happened I thought I'd have to cut off my arm D:
Anyway, back to the topic.
GLEECH!!!!!!!!!!!
im back and normal again
Quote from: HMS7 on November 24, 2009, 09:40:40 AM
GLEECH!!!!!!!!!!!
im back and normal again
YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! :D :D :D
I'm soo happy! :D
Quote from: HMS7 on November 24, 2009, 09:40:40 AM
GLEECH!!!!!!!!!!!
im back and normal again
(Thanks God)
umm i have a question
can i be a sucide staff member
u kno
a memeber who will help the people in code sucide (that ok)
ok and hi hms7 lol
Quote from: HMS7 on November 24, 2009, 09:52:24 AM
umm i have a question
can i be a sucide staff member
u kno
a memeber who will help the people in code sucide (that ok)
I think you should :)
word
word lol
idk
Now back to topic...
can i gleech be a sucide staff memeber
Quote from: HMS7 on November 24, 2009, 10:28:00 AM
can i gleech be a sucide staff memeber
Added.
Theres a sticky vote, btw... if you didnt see it.
Gleech can I be a code purple staff member? I'm very good at that stuff
I should be in this for ALL of the colors since alot of these things have happened to me more than once.
I agree Rendel will be great help in this thread I reccommend him in it as a staff member at least. ;)
Both of you are added :)
Thank's gleech ;D
nice thanks gleech :D
thanks gleech
Code Yellow - Because I feel so sad and depressed because of it has been over 10 years since I last heard from my older brother. :'( :'( :'( :'(
quote author=sonicmaddave link=topic=12211.msg228843#msg228843 date=1259330240]
Code Yellow - Because I feel so sad and depressed because of it has been over 10 years since I last heard from my older brother. :'( :'( :'( :'(
[/quote]
its ok bro im here to help*hugs my bro[*
Quote from: HMS7 on November 27, 2009, 02:59:19 AM
its ok bro im here to help*hugs my bro[*
thanks bro *hugs my special bro* I was only 7 when I actually last seen him :'(
Code Purple- I got yelled at my brother and kicked when I was like beaten Tony Hawk's American Wasteland on Sick Mode and yelled w00t.
He's so stupid that he is forgot he made noise sometimes without a proper reason... -_- (he has some mental issues anyways and my mother asked me to give way...Sigh)
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 03:17:57 AM
Code Purple- I got yelled at my brother and kicked when I was like beaten Tony Hawk's American Wasteland on Sick Mode and yelled w00t.
He's so stupid that he is forgot he made noise sometimes without a proper reason... -_- (he has some mental issues anyways and my mother asked me to give way...Sigh)
*hugs Chaos* my big brother was very abusive when we played games he punched me one time because I beat him at a car game and he is 10 years older than me. -_- I know how you feel
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 03:19:28 AM
*hugs Chaos* my big brother was very abusive when we played games he punched me one time because I beat him at a car game and he is 10 years older than me. -_- I know how you feel
Ugh that's lame.Especially when I can't say a word about it, he even punched me when I moved my mouth...
Man, I HATE HIM SO MUCH NOW.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 03:31:43 AM
Ugh that's lame.Especially when I can't say a word about it, he even punched me when I moved my mouth...
Man, I HATE HIM SO MUCH NOW.
I know what you mean *protects you*
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 03:33:32 AM
I know what you mean *protects you*
He's 1 year older than you and he's a psycho...He smelled his cat's -beep-hole when he played with it and kept rubbing her -censored- and tried to squeeze milk from it....eww.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 03:38:17 AM
He's 1 year older than you and he's a psycho...He smelled his cat's -beep-hole when he played with it and kept rubbing her -censored- and tried to squeeze milk from it....eww.
eww thats sick... my older brother is 10 years older than me and I realised something very sad, he ran away 12 years ago, and ever since my parents has had another kid who is now 10, he doesn't even know his older brother and my older brother doesn't even know my 10 year old brother exists
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 03:39:55 AM
eww thats sick... my older brother is 10 years older than me and I realised something very sad, he ran away 12 years ago, and ever since my parents has had another kid who is now 10, he doesn't even know his older brother and my older brother doesn't even know my 10 year old brother exists
Did he ran away because your parents scolded him?
Well, my brother has mental illness and I always have to give way to him, he's like bossy and think he's in charge of everything here and asks me to do whatever he wanted me to do...
For example
Next day of my birthday, I ate the cake that remained and I put it at the ground and carried some rubbish because the rubbish bin had no room.
My brother saw that and was angry.I was about to put the fork and spoon and he asked me to dump it.
I said I wanted to put the fork in the sink first and he said no.
I didn't do it and he kicked me right in the butt and pinned me with his knee......
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 03:38:17 AM
He's 1 year older than you and he's a psycho...He smelled his cat's -beep-hole when he played with it and kept rubbing her -censored- and tried to squeeze milk from it....eww.
wow that makes me want to barf up the dirnk i just drank into the one im drinking right now
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 03:43:40 AM
Did he ran away because your parents scolded him?
Well, my brother has mental illness and I always have to give way to him, he's like bossy and think he's in charge of everything here and asks me to do whatever he wanted me to do...
For example
Next day of my birthday, I ate the cake that remained and I put it at the ground and carried some rubbish because the rubbish bin had no room.
My brother saw that and was angry.I was about to put the fork and spoon and he asked me to dump it.
I said I wanted to put the fork in the sink first and he said no.
I didn't do it and he kicked me right in the butt and pinned me with his knee......
I hate big brothers I can't believe he did that to you it's so nasty. :( As for my brother he just ran away before my parents got home, leaving me (I was 7) on the floor crying when he ran out
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 03:50:29 AM
I hate big brothers I can't believe he did that to you it's so nasty. :( As for my brother he just ran away before my parents got home, leaving me (I was 7) on the floor crying when he ran out
I hate specially when he ask for money for him cooking, my mom owns the house and it's where he live in, and he cost hundred bucks every month when my mom saw her credit card pay list...
When I was younger, like I was 8, he covered me with duct tape when I was unable to resist, and he put me at top of the cupboard leaving me crying, then I got down somehow and I went in my room because he took my pants...Then I tried to tear away a bit of the duct tape, I got out and saw my sister and I asked for help and I found out my pants were hanging above the door.
Quote from: HMS7 on November 27, 2009, 03:47:46 AM
wow that makes me want to barf up the dirnk i just drank into the one im drinking right now
He's a pervert...I saw him searching "Penis" on Wikipedia and say that it would benefit my elder cousin when he was looking at it....
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 03:55:48 AM
I hate specially when he ask for money for him cooking, my mom owns the house and it's where he live in, and he cost hundred bucks every month when my mom saw her credit card pay list...
When I was younger, like I was 8, he covered me with duct tape when I was unable to resist, and he put me at top of the cupboard leaving me crying, then I got down somehow and I went in my room because he took my pants...Then I tried to tear away a bit of the duct tape, I got out and saw my sister and I asked for help and I found out my pants were hanging above the door.
He's a pervert...I saw him searching "Penis" on Wikipedia and say that it would benefit my elder cousin when he was looking at it....
he sure does sound like a sick pervert kinda reminds me of my older brother when he threatened to cut off my... you know... if I told my parents that I caught him smoking
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 03:59:11 AM
he sure does sound like a sick pervert kinda reminds me of my older brother when he threatened to cut off my... you know... if I told my parents that I caught him smoking
Your brother sounds as same as my brother. >:(
And he's a mischievous bastard, he killed a toad and put it in front of the yard at my cousin's place, it was night and he asked me to step where there was a dead toad.
He and my cousin laughed.
I was angry and I took a bike and started riding outside and when my mom talked to me I said "He can eat shit"
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 04:03:21 AM
Your brother sounds as same as my brother. >:(
And he's a mischievous bastard, he killed a toad and put it in front of the yard at my cousin's place, it was night and he asked me to step where there was a dead toad.
He and my cousin laughed.
I was angry and I took a bike and started riding outside and when my mom talked to me I said "He can eat shit"
I don't even see my older brother as my own brother really he is such a nasty person who likes to hurt people >:(
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 04:07:49 AM
I don't even see my older brother as my own brother really he is such a nasty person who likes to hurt people >:(
Mine too, glad that yours are gone and your suffering has come to an end. >:(
Also, my mom told me that he took a BB gun to the roof and shot pedestrians and was warned by a sergeant.
My brother is stupid.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 04:14:12 AM
Mine too, glad that yours are gone and your suffering has come to an end. >:(
Also, my mom told me that he took a BB gun to the roof and shot pedestrians and was warned by a sergeant.
My brother is stupid.
If i was your brother I would be a very protective one because you are really cool ;)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 04:17:16 AM
If i was your brother I would be a very protective one because you are really cool ;)
I'd want a brother like you, like we both wear Quiksilver (lol) and I never knew how would it have been if I had a friendly and awesome brother :)
Well, my brother disturbs me by pounding on the wall when I was sleeping after an argue with him...ANNOYING...
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 04:23:46 AM
I'd want a brother like you, like we both wear Quiksilver (lol) and I never knew how would it have been if I had a friendly and awesome brother :)
Well, my brother disturbs me by pounding on the wall when I was sleeping after an argue with him...ANNOYING...
Yeah you are awesome :) I used to have to share a room with my own brother for a while as we lived in a 3 bedroom house and I also have 2 older sisters, it was hell sharing with him :o
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 04:30:47 AM
Yeah you are awesome :) I used to have to share a room with my own brother for a while as we lived in a 3 bedroom house and I also have 2 older sisters, it was hell sharing with him :o
Thanks lol, I used to share the room with my brother and my mom too, it was a two decked bed, me and my mom slept at the lower deck and he slept at the higher when I was at kindergarten.
But I moved to my sister's room and my mom went to sleep with dad because he often stays at night so it would be convenient, but she slept on a bed that was extended by a sofa at the lounge.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 04:41:07 AM
Thanks lol, I used to share the room with my brother and my mom too, it was a two decked bed, me and my mom slept at the lower deck and he slept at the higher when I was at kindergarten.
But I moved to my sister's room and my mom went to sleep with dad because he often stays at night so it would be convenient, but she slept on a bed that was extended by a sofa at the lounge.
We had a bed like that once, I remember him trapping me in the room one time and wouldn't let me out, but as soon as he went out to the toilet i sneaked out and slept in my sisters' room as they let me so i could get away from the abuse
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 04:42:46 AM
We had a bed like that once, I remember him trapping me in the room one time and wouldn't let me out, but as soon as he went out to the toilet i sneaked out and slept in my sisters' room as they let me so i could get away from the abuse
Heh...It's quite a coincidence that we both have bastard brothers.
I once played Counter Strike with him, when I asked to change a zone he said I was annoying and punched me in the guts when I was in toilet.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 04:47:25 AM
Heh...It's quite a coincidence that we both have bastard brothers.
I once played Counter Strike with him, when I asked to change a zone he said I was annoying and punched me in the guts when I was in toilet.
Well does he give you any respect
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 04:47:25 AM
Heh...It's quite a coincidence that we both have bastard brothers.
I once played Counter Strike with him, when I asked to change a zone he said I was annoying and punched me in the guts when I was in toilet.
my brother just couldn't take the fact that he is a loser :P
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 04:53:02 AM
my brother just couldn't take the fact that he is a loser :P
Your brother sure is a loser, violence neither solve problems nor make you look stronger.
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 27, 2009, 04:48:51 AM
Well does he give you any respect
I wish he did, when I was skating with my Heelys I fell once and he laughed at me and called me an idiot.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:01:04 AM
Your brother sure is a loser, violence neither solve problems nor make you look stronger.
I wish he did, when I was skating with my Heelys I fell once and he laughed at me and called me an idiot.
Why don't you not talk to him for a few hours or a day?To see what his reaction will be?
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 27, 2009, 05:11:30 AM
Why don't you not talk to him for a few hours or a day?To see what his reaction will be?
I never talked to him and he kept doing that over and over.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:12:36 AM
I never talked to him and he kept doing that over and over.
Ask him why does he do all that bad stuff to you?Or tell somebody (mum or etc.)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 02:57:20 AM
Code Yellow - Because I feel so sad and depressed because of it has been over 10 years since I last heard from my older brother. :'( :'( :'( :'(
Well man, here's what I have to say: You need to pray that wherever your brother is, he's happy and healthy. You'll feel much better knowing that someone(God) is watching over you and your big bro.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on November 27, 2009, 06:37:36 AM
Well man, here's what I have to say: You need to pray that wherever your brother is, he's happy and healthy. You'll feel much better knowing that someone(God) is watching over you and your big bro.
Yeah you have a good point there to be honest
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 06:40:14 AM
Yeah you have a good point there to be honest
If it makes you feel better, I'll pray for you and your big bro.
EP's Prayer list:
sonicmaddave
Quote from: Shadow26 on November 27, 2009, 05:16:55 AM
Ask him why does he do all that bad stuff to you?Or tell somebody (mum or etc.)
I asked, he said:"Because I like to."Bossy piece of sh*t
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 07:39:15 AM
I asked, he said:"Because I like to."Bossy piece of sh*t
Well when it feels like you can't do anything about it, you have to pray. I've said it before, but it's really the best advice to give. I'll add you to the queue.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 07:39:15 AM
I asked, he said:"Because I like to."Bossy piece of sh*t
um that sucks a lot my brother wouldnt do anything were both so crazy lolz
Quote from: JetTheHawk on November 27, 2009, 08:50:47 AM
um that sucks a lot my brother wouldnt do anything were both so crazy lolz
lol if I didn't do what he wanted me to do he'd hit me
Quote from: EchidnaPower on November 27, 2009, 07:43:04 AM
Well when it feels like you can't do anything about it, you have to pray. I've said it before, but it's really the best advice to give. I'll add you to the queue.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
Thanks for the advice, i'll try it.
I hope EchidnaPower becomes a staff member because he is rather cool and be a great help to this thread :)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 05:07:34 PM
I hope EchidnaPower becomes a staff member because he is rather cool and be a great help to this thread :)
-whispers to dave-
He's the co-owner....
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:08:31 PM
-whispers to dave-
He's the co-owner....
Oh dear I forgot about that :-[
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 27, 2009, 05:09:27 PM
Oh dear I forgot about that :-[
Anyways, I feel better now.Thanks for helping me. ;)
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:12:50 PM
Anyways, I feel better now.Thanks for helping me. ;)
No problem bro ;D
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:12:50 PM
Anyways, I feel better now.Thanks for helping me. ;)
Don't know if I helped any, but you're welcome just in case.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on November 27, 2009, 05:16:26 PM
Don't know if I helped any, but you're welcome just in case.
aw crap, forgot to thank you for that advice.
Praying sure does make me feel a bit better, I am not as frightened as I know God is on my side.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:12:50 PM
Anyways, I feel better now.Thanks for helping me. ;)
No problem. :)
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 27, 2009, 05:19:17 PM
aw crap, forgot to thank you for that advice.
Praying sure does make me feel a bit better, I am not as frightened as I know God is on my side.
Heh Heh, God is good all the time, and all the time God is good. If anyone else has a code(insert color here) Gleech and I will do our best to help you, and something new I'm starting, I'm going to have a prayer list, anyone who has an issue of any kind, gets added to the list of people I'll pray for. Right now it's...
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
Heheh... sorry, I had a busy thanksgiving, Black Friday, and today... I was over at my cousin's house today... >_< I was there from like, 10 AM to 3 PM... @_@ Glad to see you're still working over here, +1 to Shadow26 and Echidna.
Is it ok for the co-owner to ask for comfort? In case it is. Code Purple. I feel like I'm fighting a pointless battle with the whole ban the porn thing. And I feel physically and mentally fatigued because of it. How about giving me some comforting gang?
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
EchidnaPower(Me) Temporarily
Quote from: EchidnaPower on November 28, 2009, 12:46:23 PM
Is it ok for the co-owner to ask for comfort? In case it is. Code Purple. I feel like I'm fighting a pointless battle with the whole ban the porn thing. And I feel physically and mentally fatigued because of it. How about giving me some comforting gang?
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
EchidnaPower(Me) Temporarily
I dunno if I can do it or not
Well, those nerds have dependence on porn, even a mod is on their side, but your votes are higher, that means this battle is still worth fighting.
Or better yet, John will come do the justice.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on November 28, 2009, 12:46:23 PM
Is it ok for the co-owner to ask for comfort? In case it is. Code Purple. I feel like I'm fighting a pointless battle with the whole ban the porn thing. And I feel physically and mentally fatigued because of it. How about giving me some comforting gang?
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
EchidnaPower(Me) Temporarily
Well Echidna,what happens,happens.One day this battle will finish,and one side can only win.And don't think that you are the only one fighting for the porn,there are a lot more other people who don't want porn.And it's alright if your fighting,because you are fighting for your own rights and fighting for people that don't want porn.
Hope this helps you... :)
Quote from: EchidnaPower on November 28, 2009, 12:46:23 PM
Is it ok for the co-owner to ask for comfort? In case it is. Code Purple. I feel like I'm fighting a pointless battle with the whole ban the porn thing. And I feel physically and mentally fatigued because of it. How about giving me some comforting gang?
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
EchidnaPower(Me) Temporarily
(Please, God, forgive me for saying this...)
Don't give up, NiGHTS is a RETARD and needs to have that metal shell around his skull, CRACKED, he doesn't listen to ANYONE, and twists your words around, forcing you to repeat yourself, then he just mocks you for doing so and continues the battle. He thinks he's superior, but someone needs to put him him in his place.
Code Black
Why? No one likes me, I get beaten up every day, insulted, get death threats... The list goes on.
Just because others hate you, means you hate yourself? No! If others hate you, thats THEIR problem, that they're so blind they can't see how awesome you are!
Quote from: UberTails on November 29, 2009, 02:50:44 AM
Code Black
Why? No one likes me, I get beaten up every day, insulted, get death threats... The list goes on.
Well it's not that EVERYONE hates you.I'll give you 1+ karma :) Because ANYONE can be my friend :)
Quote from: UberTails on November 29, 2009, 02:50:44 AM
Code Black
Why? No one likes me, I get beaten up every day, insulted, get death threats... The list goes on.
Awww
This might not be cheering up, but if you get bullied can't you tell your parents? I'm sure something can be sorted out.
Quote from: UberTails on November 29, 2009, 02:50:44 AM
Code Black
Why? No one likes me, I get beaten up every day, insulted, get death threats... The list goes on.
If nobody likes you, they must have problems and are picking on people they don't like just because they liked to do so, it's not your problem.You're a normal guy just as others, bullies are like that, they'll soon meet at the reformatory, death threats are penal, they could go straight to prison if things get worse.
Don't be afraid, they always claim they will kill people, but they won't.
THEY'LL PAY SOON ENOUGH.You could go call 911 as long as they bruise you, threaten you.
You know you're not gonna let them get away with this, do you?
If you are still accepting staff members, I am willing to help with CODE YELLOW!
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on November 29, 2009, 04:22:14 AM
If you are still accepting staff members, I am willing to help with CODE YELLOW!
Added :)
Quote from: UberTails on November 29, 2009, 02:50:44 AM
Code Black
Why? No one likes me, I get beaten up every day, insulted, get death threats... The list goes on.
uber i am a code black staff member im here to help ok
i like u(non homo) ok so if u need to talk i'll be on
sorry wasnt here talking to lisa my girlfriend now and we talked all day and night yesterday sorry
If you want staff I can handle Code Green from now on. I have experience.
Quote from: Gleech on November 29, 2009, 04:45:29 AM
Added :)
Thanks, I just got done comforting my firend after he lost his grandpa, and he feels alot better now! :)
Quote from: Gleech on November 29, 2009, 04:45:29 AM
Added :)
Can I be staff for Code Purple?I have experience of it.
Quote from: ChaosDazer on November 29, 2009, 04:55:17 AM
If you want staff I can handle Code Green from now on. I have experience.
Added,
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 29, 2009, 05:06:40 AM
Can I be staff for Code Purple?I have experience of it.
and added.
i justed help lisa not kill her self.............not trying to brag
she was sad and upset that her friend killed herself
so i was talking to her all day this morning sorry
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 29, 2009, 05:06:40 AM
Can I be staff for Code Purple?I have experience of it.
That means you are my official work partner here :P
*pops in*
This looks like a great idea. =)
If you need someone for Code Grey or Code Black, I'm here. (:
Quote from: Dracoslythe on November 29, 2009, 12:28:37 PM
*pops in*
This looks like a great idea. =)
If you need someone for Code Grey or Code Black, I'm here. (:
added :)
Quote from: Dracoslythe on November 29, 2009, 12:28:37 PM
*pops in*
This looks like a great idea. =)
If you need someone for Code Grey or Code Black, I'm here. (:
yay i has partner lol
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on November 29, 2009, 05:02:58 AM
Thanks, I just got done comforting my firend after he lost his grandpa, and he feels alot better now! :)
Thats good to hear ;D +1 to you :P
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 29, 2009, 11:26:24 AM
That means you are my official work partner here :P
Yup.
Awesome.
Ok, anyone else need help/still need help?
well I felt a little down before but feel okay now
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 30, 2009, 06:50:07 PM
well I felt a little down before but feel okay now
Aww, why were you feeling down? D:
read his bf/gf topic
i sticky vote this topic
Quote from: Gleech on November 30, 2009, 06:51:29 PM
Aww, why were you feeling down? D:
yeah read that topic. D: The stress of 'her' got to me. D:
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 30, 2009, 06:52:24 PM
yeah read that topic. D: The stress of 'her' got to me. D:
It'll be over :)
Quote from: Shadow26 on December 01, 2009, 12:32:41 AM
It'll be over :)
Yeah true she's gradually getting phased out of my life now bro. ;D
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 01, 2009, 12:48:06 AM
Yeah true she's gradually getting phased out of my life now bro. ;D
Well thats life ;)
Quote from: Shadow26 on December 01, 2009, 01:00:15 AM
Well thats life ;)
yeah true ;D HMS7 and her broke up and she hurt him which kinda caused my sadness today, but he hates her now as well. :P
its ok bro she is gone for good never again
yeah shes in our pasts now
good to hear bro i want to see u help out people instead of being helped here i don't wanna see my bro be hurt.
So are we NOW happy? :)
yeah we all are ;D
yeah I know chaos, I don't get depressed much but this was just a bit of an unusual situation. :P
yeah it must hurt to break up with ur girlfriend, why did u break up with her?
well I broke up with her because she pretty much bullied me into a relationship or she would spread lies about me. She was desperate to get a boyfriend so she bullied to get one. After a few days of being in a relationship the novelty for her wore off, and constantly accused me of cheating on her. Because I have a full time job and in a totally different time zone.
She didn't take the breakup well with me I never ever loved her ever
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 01, 2009, 02:33:33 AM
well I broke up with her
same here but i broke up with her because it was her or lisa.....im glad i picked lisa
lisa is way better for you you deserve her
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 01, 2009, 02:50:34 AM
lisa is way better for you you deserve her
she deserves better then me......but she dont want anyone other then me
Now I wouldn't say that.
You're a great guy, and you two are lucky to have each other. C:
Quote from: Dracoslythe on December 01, 2009, 10:03:36 AM
You're a great guy
i am not i hurt her all day today and on sunday
im sure you didnt mean to bro
to me i didnt to her i did
im gonna post why i feel like this
(its long its 3 days long)
sunday i told her i was breaking up with my gf so i could love her more. she sent me this
-mibblez-...this is why i hate love...-breaks my heart in ur hands-
that broke my heart in 2....
(monday)i popped my pills for back pain and i popped double the limit..the limit is 1650 and i took 3500+ all i know is i was in pain and nothing worked so i popped all the pills i could...i told her this morning about it and she was all upset at me she sent me
" U FUCKING BASTARD I NEED U U DONT UNDERSTAND"
i asked her
"is that all i am to u a fucking bastard"
she said
"no ur not....i love you..."
i said
"i love you to lisa"
then today
i was tryin to figure out why she loves to cut(it reminded me of why i loved it)so i cut my arm all up
i called her and told her about it and she cryed for 20 mins on the phone with me
i tryed to make her happy but nothing worked
so i got real sad and i played the song dear you(far away)
(this song)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iys155n6a3M (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iys155n6a3M)
and started to sing it and she calmed down and she was all happy
(on yt she commented with this
Love it ever since my boyfriend sang it to me to calm me down.... first song he ever sang to me)
told her that i feel like shit and she asks why
and i said i cant forget all the times i hurt you
she saids it ok i forgive you
i said no its not ok
she said "stop being so hard on yourself"
well maybe u shuld stop being hard on urself
i said
" cant if i wasnt i would hurt you even more so i have to be
she said
"ur so caring"
i said
"im to caring thats why all my other gfs have broken up with me"
she said
"awe..........well i dont think so robbie"
thats why i think she deserves better
and why im not a great guy
sorry to hear that bro :( *hugs HMS7* these things do happen though :(
please let go
i dont deserve anything right now im sorry
...wut, maybe you shouldn't be so hard on yourself
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 01, 2009, 04:46:44 PM
...wut, maybe you shouldn't be so hard on yourself
i have to i love her to much
being caring is no bad after all u have a good girlfriend she can understand you and be kind about it unlike that "fuck a tree".
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 01, 2009, 10:42:13 PM
"fuck a tree"
yeah that was funny
but i feel like if i keep goin im gonna break our promise
......................"im never gonna leave your side not till the day i die"
that was the promise
we both made it at the same time
Quote from: HMS7 on December 02, 2009, 01:31:14 AM
yeah that was funny
but i feel like if i keep goin im gonna break our promise
......................"im never gonna leave your side not till the day i die"
that was the promise
we both made it at the same time
if you break your promise i will not like you breaking promises are deceiving
Quote from: HMS7 on December 02, 2009, 01:31:14 AM
yeah that was funny
but i feel like if i keep goin im gonna break our promise
......................"im never gonna leave your side not till the day i die"
that was the promise
we both made it at the same time
The promise hasnt started, you're not at her side. *Drums in the background*
Quote from: Gleech on December 02, 2009, 03:01:03 AM
The promise hasnt started, you're not at her side. *Drums in the background*
why? *angel of death guitar riff plays*
iu know they are so im trying not to break it no matter what happens
sheloves me with all her heart and so do i
Quote from: Gleech on December 02, 2009, 03:01:03 AM
The promise hasnt started, you're not at her side. *Drums in the background*
i know but it feels like i am
Quote from: HMS7 on December 02, 2009, 03:03:49 AM
iu know they are so im trying not to break it no matter what happens
sheloves me with all her heart and so do i i know but it feels like i am
go make a baby when ur 18 years old lol
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 02, 2009, 10:37:43 PM
go make a baby when ur 18 years old lol
maybe sooner -shot-
i just need to get TLS up and running
probably not a good idea to have children until you have a place of your own with your girl, and both can support children financially
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 04, 2009, 03:40:27 AM
probably not a good idea to have children until you have a place of your own with your girl, and both can support children financially
forgot to think about this damn maybe he can make money with his band
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 04, 2009, 03:42:11 AM
forgot to think about this damn maybe he can make money with his band
good idea make money and stuff first and also if you don't have one get a license so that when you do have kids you already have a car and stuff. when a baby comes you won't have much time to even learn to drive or anything :P
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 04, 2009, 03:43:44 AM
good idea make money and stuff first and also if you don't have one get a license so that when you do have kids you already have a car and stuff. when a baby comes you won't have much time to even learn to drive or anything :P
i know im not gonna rush anything
just wondering how draco will be on a tour bus with me my bro my cousin my gf and my best friend....hell to pay
Quote from: HMS7 on December 04, 2009, 03:45:26 AM
i know im not gonna rush anything
just wondering how draco will be on a tour bus with me my bro my cousin my gf and my best friend....hell to pay
sounds awesome
thats the last thing on my mind too lol
thats good to hear, children can be a financial burden... but don't let that put you off kids when you and your gf feels ready, even I want kids someday. ;D
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 04, 2009, 04:27:04 AM
thats good to hear, children can be a financial burden... but don't let that put you off kids when you and your gf feels ready, even I want kids someday. ;D
I always thought if I can have kids young then I can be quite free when they're adults (18 yrs old)by then I would be 36, not too old and I have a few years to travel.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 04, 2009, 04:45:44 AM
I always thought if I can have kids young then I can be quite free when they're adults (18 yrs old)by then I would be 36, not too old and I have a few years to travel.
man, i wish.
well I don't know what code is this, but it's like this: I like a girl, I feel very close to her, I'm not sure if she likes me or not, and I'm affraid how would she react if she found out that I like her. I feel so stupid, the first time I get on very good with a girl, next I have a crush on her, but I don't wan'na, even if I'm always sad because of lonelyness, I'm still a lone-wolf most of the time, so yeah... I feel a little better that I got this stone off my heart,... but still I have this problem
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 04, 2009, 10:44:47 AM
well I don't know what code is this, but it's like this: I like a girl, I feel very close to her, I'm not sure if she likes me or not, and I'm affraid how would she react if she found out that I like her. I feel so stupid, the first time I get on very good with a girl, next I have a crush on her, but I don't wan'na, even if I'm always sad because of lonelyness, I'm still a lone-wolf most of the time, so yeah... I feel a little better that I got this stone off my heart,... but still I have this problem
same here lol but i act like a friend to someone i like
(Epic bump)
I'm back, and I'm bringing the CCoSZ back to life! I was hoping it'd be stickied, but...meh. Anyways, my prayer list is still as follows.
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7(by my own choice)
Lol thanks for reviving it. And no it hasnt been stickied, we have like, 1 vote D:
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 05:14:57 AM
(Epic bump)
I'm back, and I'm bringing the CCoSZ back to life! I was hoping it'd be stickied, but...meh. Anyways, my prayer list is still as follows.
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7(by my own choice)
he did not bump lol only 10 days with no post lol
but thank you EP for doin that
i need help..........
Funnily enough, I was away to bump this before but forgot. Anyway thanks to EchidnaPower for reviving it. :)
Post Merge: 15 December 2009, 03:19:37
whats wrong HMS7?
Quote from: Gleech on December 14, 2009, 05:17:46 AM
Lol thanks for reviving it. And no it hasnt been stickied, we have like, 1 vote D:
Make that 2. :)
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 05:18:50 AM
he did not bump lol only 10 days with no post lol
but thank you EP for doin that
i need help..........
Well then tell me what's up.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 14, 2009, 05:19:22 AM
Funnily enough, I was away to bump this before but forgot. Anyway thanks to EchidnaPower for reviving it. :)
Post Merge: 15 December 2009, 03:19:37
whats wrong HMS7?
No prob buddy.
you know bro its about lisa.............
i cant stop her.......but the funny thing is
i think i cant stop her and she thinks im the only one who can stop her
O.o
weird i know
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 05:20:32 AM
Make that 2. :)
Well then tell me what's up.
No prob buddy.
awesome EP you are back! ;D
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 05:21:09 AM
you know bro its about lisa.............
i cant stop her she.......but the funny thing is
i think i cant stop her and she thinks im the only one who can stop her
O.o
weird i know
I knew it'd be about Lisa, but I'm not sure what you're supposed to "stop" her from doing. Could you specify?
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 14, 2009, 05:22:13 AM
awesome EP you are back! ;D
Heh, yeah I am.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 05:23:05 AM
I knew it'd be about Lisa, but I'm not sure what you're supposed to "stop" her from doing. Could you specify?
sucide......
every fews days she will snap and say i cant do it any more
but then for some reason i feel like calling her...like right now i feel like calling her i dont know why
and she will be about to cut her self and i talk her out of it....but her parents think im the reason why she is that why...they think i fight with lisa and i hurt her
but i dont
ever time i call her or she calls me im a calm hearted person and i never raise my voice to her so now she cant even go to sleep with out hearing my voice
but ever time i call her she is always cryin and i calm her down ever time
but the last time she tried to kill her self her parents told her she cant ever talk to me again...but i begged her to let her dad talk to me so i could tell him everything about me....she never let me do it >.<
but now when i or her calls we always talk for hrs( i mean hrs) the last one lasted 4 hrs >.<
but saturday morning she woke me up at 5 and told me she had a night mare and i calmed her down
then she opens up to me and tells me everything about her life
from the day she was born to saturday......
some things cant ever escape from my mouth
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 05:34:51 AM
sucide......
every fews days she will snap and say i cant do it any more
but then for some reason i feel like calling her...like right now i feel like calling her i dont know why
and she will be about to cut her self and i talk her out of it....but her parents think im the reason why she is that why...they think i fight with lisa and i hurt her
but i dont
ever time i call her or she calls me im a calm hearted person and i never raise my voice to her so now she cant even go to sleep with out hearing my voice
but ever time i call her she is always cryin and i calm her down ever time
but the last time she tried to kill her self her parents told her she cant ever talk to me again...but i begged her to let her dad talk to me so i could tell him everything about me....she never let me do it >.<
but now when i or her calls we always talk for hrs( i mean hrs) the last one lasted 4 hrs >.<
but saturday morning she woke me up at 5 and told me she had a night mare and i calmed her down
then she opens up to me and tells me everything about her life
from the day she was born to saturday......
some things cant ever escape from my mouth
Dude, that's deep. Well, you could start by telling yourself that you'll never again even THINK about committing suicide. I notice you seem to be doing a very good job of being a comforter. But if she's not Christian, then you need to start trying to show her that God provides hope for life. Give it a try.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 05:39:04 AM
Dude, that's deep. Well, you could start by telling yourself that you'll never again even THINK about committing suicide. I notice you seem to be doing a very good job of being a comforter. But if she's not Christian, then you need to start trying to show her that God provides hope for life. Give it a try.
im not gonna
i cant leave her...not again
but saturday while i was at work she sends me that she has to take anti drepessants
and i said i hope they can calm my riot girl(her nickname lol....yes its from the song riot girl)down
and she sends me -sigh-nothing can calm me down but my riot boy(my nickname :D)
she really needs me
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 05:43:50 AM
im not gonna
i cant leave her...not again
but saturday while i was at work she sends me that she has to take anti drepessants
and i said i hope they can calm my riot girl(her nickname lol....yes its from the song riot girl)down
and she sends me -sigh-nothing can calm me down but my riot boy(my nickname :D)
she really needs me
Well man, I'll pray for you. But anti-depressent pills won't help much. If she's depressed, God is the only real answer.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 05:46:20 AM
Well man, I'll pray for you. But anti-depressent pills won't help much. If she's depressed, God is the only real answer.
i know you have been for a while now thanks EP
but she told me that the last time she took them she cut herself so bad that she almost died(about 5 months before she met me)
but she is scared that all this crap she tells me will make me leave her.....but it is really makeing me love her more
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 05:49:43 AM
i know you have been for a while now thanks EP
but she told me that the last time she took them she cut herself so bad that she almost died(about 5 months before she met me)
but she is scared that all this crap she tells me will make me leave her.....but it is really makeing me love her more
That's the strongest kind of love in my opinion.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 06:01:41 AM
That's the strongest kind of love in my opinion.
it is?????
thanks
+1 for that remark
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 06:02:34 AM
it is?????
thanks
+1 for that remark
What I mean is that the more she trusts you, the more you love her. This type of love: comforter/needs comforting... is an incredibly powerful love. I truly hope Lisa sees God shine bright through you, and in turn, learns the truth of the hope that God brings.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 06:07:06 AM
What I mean is that the more she trusts you, the more you love her. This type of love: comforter/needs comforting... is an incredibly powerful love. I truly hope Lisa sees God shine bright through you, and in turn, learns the truth of the hope that God brings.
thanks EP ur like the coolest bro i never had.......are you like my twin or something....>.<
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 07:13:33 AM
thanks EP ur like the coolest bro i never had.......are you like my twin or something....>.<
lol, nah, just a dude who cares.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 07:30:15 AM
lol, nah, just a dude who cares.
and thats why you be a great mod lol
Quote from: HMS7 on December 14, 2009, 07:37:05 AM
and thats why you be a great mod lol
Heh, I'll think about it ok? But for now, I'm just happy to be back. Now, if anyone else has an issue, has a prayer request, or just wants some comforting, come visit the CCoSZ.
EP's prayer list:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's girlfriend)
Well, today I feel quite depressed. *sighs*
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 14, 2009, 06:29:48 PM
Well, today I feel quite depressed. *sighs*
bro im here to help you
-epic hugs you-
yeah thats true, it was just a moment of sadness I suppose, EP I feel way happier now. :)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 15, 2009, 06:17:12 AM
yeah thats true, it was just a moment of sadness I suppose, EP I feel way happier now. :)
glad i could help
lol
ummmm
my parents want me to be a counsler lol
yay
i love helping people
lol
im helping lisa and my 9 siters(all online family)
Alright then, glad to see you're feelin better. ;D
Thanks EP. ;D
i have been feeling emo all freaking morning long
like i want to be alone
but when i was alone i felt worse
but then when lisa called me just to say she loved me made me feel good
i dont know why
Quote from: HMS7 on December 15, 2009, 10:03:49 AM
i have been feeling emo all freaking morning long
like i want to be alone
but when i was alone i felt worse
but then when lisa called me just to say she loved me made me feel good
i dont know why
Duh dude, you love her. She told you she loved you, it made you feel good. That's not confusing, it's sweet! ;D
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 15, 2009, 10:09:55 AM
Duh dude, you love her. She told you she loved you, it made you feel good. That's not confusing, it's sweet! ;D
yeah ^_^
i olny want to love her
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 04, 2009, 10:44:47 AM
well I don't know what code is this, but it's like this: I like a girl, I feel very close to her, I'm not sure if she likes me or not, and I'm affraid how would she react if she found out that I like her. I feel so stupid, the first time I get on very good with a girl, next I have a crush on her, but I don't wan'na, even if I'm always sad because of lonelyness, I'm still a lone-wolf most of the time, so yeah... I feel a little better that I got this stone off my heart,... but still I have this problem
Gleech, can I join in black and/or purple?
Ok, the first thing you should do is find out what she's into. That will give you a clue. Take a peek on her binder, look for any bands or tv shows you haven't heard of...
Second, ask her questions like: What's your fave color, or: how fast can you run. Something like that.
Third, IM or Email her. Chat with her. you don't even have to be shy.
If she doesn't respond online or in person, relax! (Be Patient!). There are a million possible reasons for the silence. Someone else may have a crush on you, anyone asking alot of questions lately?
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on December 15, 2009, 10:30:48 AM
Gleech, can I join in black and/or purple?
Ok, the first thing you should do is find out what she's into. That will give you a clue. Take a peek on her binder, look for any bands or tv shows you haven't heard of...
Second, ask her questions like: What's your fave color, or: how fast can you run. Something like that.
Third, IM or Email her. Chat with her. you don't even have to be shy.
If she doesn't respond online or in person, relax! (Be Patient!). There are a million possible reasons for the silence. Someone else may have a crush on you, anyone asking alot of questions lately?
Ok, um...KirbySoul? Everything sounds like a good idea, except for peeking into her binder. That's an invasion of privacy. Everything else is cool.
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 04, 2009, 10:44:47 AM
well I don't know what code is this, but it's like this: I like a girl, I feel very close to her, I'm not sure if she likes me or not, and I'm affraid how would she react if she found out that I like her. I feel so stupid, the first time I get on very good with a girl, next I have a crush on her, but I don't wan'na, even if I'm always sad because of lonelyness, I'm still a lone-wolf most of the time, so yeah... I feel a little better that I got this stone off my heart,... but still I have this problem
Talk to her as if you were her friend, look into her eyes when you're talking to him, YES just like you talk to your mom, dad or your friends.
Then keep increasing your value to her.
That should keep you closer to her, but I'm not very good at dating stuff.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 16, 2009, 11:37:56 PM
Talk to her as if you were her friend, look into her eyes when you're talking to him, YES just like you talk to your mom, dad or your friends.
Then keep increasing your value to her.
That should keep you closer to her, but I'm not very good at dating stuff.
For someone who's not good at it, that's expert advice. That's the way to go Ioshyriku, just talk to her, make VERY subtle hints that you like her, that's how I got my GF.
ummmmm
yeah thats good advice imhaving a mentalblock cant think sorry im no help
>.>
Quote from: HMS7 on December 17, 2009, 08:02:17 AM
ummmmm
yeah thats good advice imhaving a mentalblock cant think sorry im no help
>.>
lol. No worries man, you've got enough on your plate as it is.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 17, 2009, 08:05:31 AM
lol. No worries man, you've got enough on your plate as it is.
yeah i do
lisa and me found out the most coolest/weirdest thing ever yesterday
..........................
Quote from: HMS7 on December 18, 2009, 03:26:34 AM
yeah i do
lisa and me found out the most coolest/weirdest thing ever yesterday
..........................
what's it? o.0
......WE ARE BOTH BIPOLAR.....damn it i hate that
.....sorry for cussing
Quote from: HMS7 on December 18, 2009, 03:37:00 AM
......WE ARE BOTH BIPOLAR.....damn it i hate that
.....sorry for cussing
oh, then you both would be a MATCH
hope your relationship with her advance.
Hmm, no one's needed comfort lately. That means we're doing a good job! ;D
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 18, 2009, 04:08:53 AM
oh, then you both would be a MATCH
hope your relationship with her advance.
lol
yup we have to much in common
Quote from: HMS7 on December 18, 2009, 04:12:49 AM
lol
yup we have to much in common
that'd be great you both would be together forever! :D
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 18, 2009, 04:22:11 AM
that'd be great you both would be together forever! :D
yeah i hope so lol
Well, we haven't had any customers lately. Bad for business, but good for the conscience. ;D But can somebody please sticky this?
Wow, I missed alot in 2 hours.
No customers?
I really wish this was stickied. Oh well D:
=\ Gleech is depressed, but he's not online.
He just came up on MSN about an hour ago like "I'm depressed today .-."
I was like "Aww, why? -huggle-" but I never got an answer; he must have logged off.
Hopefully he will feel better later, I sure do hope so.
(that convo with Snooky yesterday was kind of harsh; I have the chat log)
~TOPIC STICKIED~
Thanks Draco for stickying ;D
Quote from: Dracoslythe on December 22, 2009, 08:40:53 AM
=\ Gleech is depressed, but he's not online.
He just came up on MSN about an hour ago like "I'm depressed today .-."
I was like "Aww, why? -huggle-" but I never got an answer; he must have logged off.
Hopefully he will feel better later, I sure do hope so.
(that convo with Snooky yesterday was kind of harsh; I have the chat log)
~TOPIC STICKIED~
I know, Gleech was depressed when he was on msn before when he talked to me too. He was really attached to me and said that I am so much like a brother to him that he has never had. I feel so sorry for him. :(
Quote from: Dracoslythe on December 22, 2009, 08:40:53 AM
=\ Gleech is depressed, but he's not online.
He just came up on MSN about an hour ago like "I'm depressed today .-."
I was like "Aww, why? -huggle-" but I never got an answer; he must have logged off.
Hopefully he will feel better later, I sure do hope so.
(that convo with Snooky yesterday was kind of harsh; I have the chat log)
~TOPIC STICKIED~
Thanks Draco. And now it looks like the founder is on my list.
EP's Prayer list
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Quote from: Dracoslythe on December 22, 2009, 08:40:53 AM
=\ Gleech is depressed, but he's not online.
He just came up on MSN about an hour ago like "I'm depressed today .-."
I was like "Aww, why? -huggle-" but I never got an answer; he must have logged off.
Hopefully he will feel better later, I sure do hope so.
(that convo with Snooky yesterday was kind of harsh; I have the chat log)
~TOPIC STICKIED~
O;
Quote from: JetTheHawk on December 22, 2009, 09:41:04 AM
O;
Do you have something you'd like to report Jet? The CCoSZ is always at the ready.
12 pages now, we are doing good. :)
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 22, 2009, 09:44:07 AM
Do you have something you'd like to report Jet? The CCoSZ is always at the ready.
No, I dont need the helps of other people to calm me down or cheer me up.
Quote from: JetTheHawk on December 22, 2009, 09:50:41 AM
No, I dont need the helps of other people to calm me down or cheer me up.
Then why did you spam up the topic?
it's good seeing this topic stickied, some peple here get sad a lot
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 22, 2009, 10:05:16 AM
it's good seeing this topic stickied, some peple here get sad a lot
And what about you? Did our advice help?
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 22, 2009, 10:06:24 AM
And what about you? Did our advice help?
maybe,I don't know , I didn't visited this topic to much
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 22, 2009, 10:09:41 AM
maybe,I don't know , I didn't visited this topic to much
Well let us know how it goes, kay? ;)
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on December 15, 2009, 10:30:48 AM
Gleech, can I join in black and/or purple?
Ok, the first thing you should do is find out what she's into. That will give you a clue. Take a peek on her binder, look for any bands or tv shows you haven't heard of...
Second, ask her questions like: What's your fave color, or: how fast can you run. Something like that.
Third, IM or Email her. Chat with her. you don't even have to be shy.
If she doesn't respond online or in person, relax! (Be Patient!). There are a million possible reasons for the silence. Someone else may have a crush on you, anyone asking alot of questions lately?
thanks, but I already did those kind of things, I really know a lot of things about her
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 22, 2009, 10:17:02 AM
thanks, but I already did those kind of things, I really know a lot of things about her
Then what's stoppin you? Go for it!
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 22, 2009, 10:20:24 AM
Then what's stoppin you? Go for it!
well I'm in vacation, we live in different cities and we both don't have credit on our mobile phones and she doesn't have internet
Quote from: Ioshyriku on December 22, 2009, 10:25:49 AM
well I'm in vacation, we live in different cities and we both don't have credit on our mobile phones and she doesn't have internet
Well then, wait till you get back then. I hope things work out.
Quote from: JetTheHawk on December 22, 2009, 09:59:33 AM
I just put "O;"
lame, just as your place in Sonic and the Black Knight, Lamorak!
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on December 15, 2009, 10:30:48 AM
Gleech, can I join in black and/or purple?
Ok, the first thing you should do is find out what she's into. That will give you a clue. Take a peek on her binder, look for any bands or tv shows you haven't heard of...
Second, ask her questions like: What's your fave color, or: how fast can you run. Something like that.
Third, IM or Email her. Chat with her. you don't even have to be shy.
If she doesn't respond online or in person, relax! (Be Patient!). There are a million possible reasons for the silence. Someone else may have a crush on you, anyone asking alot of questions lately?
Sure you can join. :)
I'm feeling better, guys. Beating CoD:MW2 (EPIC ending, btw), and talking/playing with my other friends helped a lot. And so did the prayers, thanks EchidnaPower XD
Thanks Dave for comforting me last night.
Thanks Draco for the sticky, and understanding me :)
Thanks guys for just, being epic.
That's good that you feel better today and it's no problem to comfort you, because you are a really good friend to me and like you said we are like brothers who never met offline. :P
somebody help
my cat keeps running from me :(
CODE RED=Uncle died of cancer, and I'm like FUCK STOP TAKING MY FAMILY YOU CANCER BITCH! :'(
Quote from: Windlessusher on December 22, 2009, 07:26:57 PM
somebody help
my cat keeps running from me :(
Give it food, watch it eat, she'll come back
Quote from: Leviathan on December 22, 2009, 07:28:03 PM
CODE RED=Uncle died of cancer, and I'm like FREAKING STOP TAKING MY FAMILY YOU CANCER TAKERS! :'(
I changed your quote.Well,the only thing you can do now is live on.But,you'll always know that your Uncle is watching you everyday :)
Quote from: Shadow26 on December 23, 2009, 12:12:24 AM
I changed your quote.Well,the only thing you can do now is live on.But,you'll always know that your Uncle is watching you everyday :)
Aren't you working as Yellow Code staff? ???
Yellow Code i think is "All round",so like all of them.
Quote from: Shadow26 on December 23, 2009, 12:48:12 AM
Yellow Code i think is "All round",so like all of them.
Yeah, but wouldn't it be pointless if they have staff for all codes, we should just make the whole staff yellow code.
Quote from: Leviathan on December 22, 2009, 07:28:03 PM
CODE RED=Uncle died of cancer, and I'm like STOP TAKING MY FAMILY YOU CANCER BITCH! :'(
I'm sorry to hear that Leviathan. Well...here's what I have to offer. One thing you SHOULDN'T do, is hold in your emotions, if you feel you want to cry or something, let it happen. Holding it in makes it hurt twice as much. Something else you should do, is ask God to comfort you. Now listen carefully...I'm not going to say the pain will go away, because you'll always love your uncle. But God has the power to make the weight that's hurting you feel much lighter. You're now on my prayer list, and I hope God fills you with His love and comfort.
EP's Prayer List
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Leviathan
Quote from: Leviathan on December 23, 2009, 09:32:21 AM
Thanks Echidnapower. ;)
No prob man. Feel free to come back anytime.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on December 23, 2009, 01:50:02 AM
Yeah, but wouldn't it be pointless if they have staff for all codes, we should just make the whole staff yellow code.
I think having different staff codes are better for specific matters personally.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on December 24, 2009, 01:50:16 AM
I think having different staff codes are better for specific matters personally.
I believe that's what Gleech intended. But it doesn't really matter right now, since we have no customers.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 24, 2009, 08:37:21 AM
I believe that's what Gleech intended. But it doesn't really matter right now, since we have no customers.
I wouldn't be so sure about now. I have a bit of a home crisis going on. :-[
Well,whats going on SMD?
One of my sister's has a really annoying boyfriend. :( She is 31, and he is 55. I don't know what she sees in him. Well he always says I am using the computer a lot, he claims that I use it "too much". He bitches about it non stop whenever he is down at ours, yet the moment I leave the computer just to go to the toilet or something, I come back to find him on it, looking for fishing videos or soccer results.
He even argues about it. One Saturday I was sleeping in the morning, he was down at ours and he knocked on my door with such force it sounded more like it was the police trying to break it down. He then opens the door, sees me half naked jumping out of bed, and he said I was still in bed, and I said that I was because I was working all week. He told me that is all bullshit and that I really was in bed because I was on the computer all night which was not true. :(
He also takes our TV remote in the living room off me to watch his fishing shows. He also says I eat a lot at McDonalds, yet that I deny it, it's making me self concious about my looks. I'm not even fat in the slightest. :o
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 07, 2010, 10:35:06 PM
One of my sister's has a really annoying boyfriend. :( She is 31, and he is 55. I don't know what she sees in him. Well he always says I am using the computer a lot, he claims that I use it "too much". He bitches about it non stop whenever he is down at ours, yet the moment I leave the computer just to go to the toilet or something, I come back to find him on it, looking for fishing videos or soccer results.
He even argues about it. One Saturday I was sleeping in the morning, he was down at ours and he knocked on my door with such force it sounded more like it was the police trying to break it down. He then opens the door, sees me half naked jumping out of bed, and he said I was still in bed, and I said that I was because I was working all week. He told me that is all bullshit and that I really was in bed because I was on the computer all night which was not true. :(
He also takes our TV remote in the living room off me to watch his fishing shows. He also says I eat a lot at McDonalds, yet that I deny it, it's making me self concious about my looks. I'm not even fat in the slightest. :o
First thing you have to do,tell your sister about everything he has been saying.
Second thing,stick up for yourself,be tough and say "Get out of my room!" if he gets SO annoying.
Third thing,your not fat ;) He must be eating salads everyday :D
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 07, 2010, 10:47:36 PM
First thing you have to do,tell your sister about everything he has been saying.
Second thing,stick up for yourself,be tough and say "Get out of my room!" if he gets SO annoying.
Third thing,your not fat ;) He must be eating salads everyday :D
The sad thing is she knows about it but she can not do anything about it she tried. He also walked into the bathroom one time when my younger brother (he's 11) was taking a bath, I don't think he knew he was in there but it upset my brother. :(
Weird thing is, while he keeps saying I eat McDonalds a lot, he is over twice the size of my other sister who is 7 months pregnant, so he can't talk. :o
1st thing i already know,he is rude.No knocking on doors before coming in,says bad things to people etc.
Say to him once "Can you please knock once and a while?!".Then he'll feel half of how it is to be called fat
Thats right SMD,he can't talk.Just stick up to him.Don't let him put you down.And try to make him be wrong.So one time he comes into your room and says "Stop eat McDonalds!".Then you say "But i haven't been eating it for weeks",when you haven't been eating it for weeks.That will make him feel weird because he was wrong.
I'll tell him to stop eating McDonalds. XD
Yes,you can.But i didn't write to say that because that might be a little too mean.Cause i know your not that mean ;)
Yeah true ;) Everytime I look at him he has this really weird smirk which is freaky, he is even older than my dad which is even more sick. :o
Oh yeah,the smirk.Yes,it can get you scared.But you do the same.He hurts you,your sister gets angry,simple.And maybe just socialize with him
He doesn't socialise, he just finds faults with me and my younger brother. He thought it was funny to go in my younger brother's room and unplug the TV and stuff when we both were playing the Wii. He also hates video games saying they are pointless and a waste of time. >:(
Well tell him its not funny.And tell him that its hot outside and you and your little brother might get sunburns.
He never listens at all I keep trying telling him everything but he never listens. ._. He even had the nerve to bitch about my own job while he has no job at all. :o
Well tell him "Why don't you have a job?!".And,look for comebacks.The best place to find them,then internet! ;D
Like the old one of "I know you are,but what am i?" xD
That's a good point ;D He will be owned by someone who is like 30 odd years younger than him, in other words, me. :P
This guy you're talking about sounds like a real asshole...
He most definitely is thats for sure. ;)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 08, 2010, 12:01:28 AM
That's a good point ;D He will be owned by someone who is like 30 odd years younger than him, in other words, me. :P
Exactly ;) He'd be pretty angry at the comebacks,and might even explode,but keep your cool.Just keep those comebacks coming ;D
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 08, 2010, 12:08:53 AM
Exactly ;) He'd be pretty angry at the comebacks,and might even explode,but keep your cool.Just keep those comebacks coming ;D
Well if he actually tries to hurt me or my brother I am always prepared. Normally I do not fight, but when people try to hurt us, I can be rather nasty and explosive. ;)
Yes,thats right.You know where to hit him xD
As well as the genital region, I can also punch him in the nose, or side of the face where is jaw is, that would be a painful message to tell him that the next time he irritates me or my brother I'd do worse. xD
Yes,thats it!Don't let him get to you!
One more rant about him. ;)
He loves fishing. So when he was out fishing, I was unfortunately with him, and he asked me to pick up a live fish he caught, and I didn't want to as I don't like touching that sort of stuff, so he told me to "become a man". He also wants me to drink alcohol a lot, and go out, and treat girls as sex objects. :o
Don't listen to him.EVER!He's a physco!Sorry SMD,but he is.Alcohol is bad.You drive.Bad things can happen with alcohol and driving.Don't listen to him.He's not your Dad.And your old enough to make your own choices in life :)
You are right I only have the occasional drink, but thats when I am not going to be driving afterwards, and I don't like being drunk, the only time I was drunk I regretted it. Alcohol is overrated, beer tastes like earwax. ;)
Well yeah.Don't drink too much ;) Is that all your problems fixed?
Yeah that's pretty much it now thanks bro. ;)
No problem :) I'm glad i could help ;)
Thanks ;D
No problem ;)
Also you deserve karma for your help. ;)
I was going to give a suggestion, but it looks like Shade's got it handled. +1 Shade!
Thanks EP! ;)
yeah he got it under control as well EP it would be nice to hear your suggestion though. :P
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 08, 2010, 03:03:35 AM
yeah he got it under control as well EP it would be nice to hear your suggestion though. :P
Well, here's what I think. Since you obviously can't do anything about his being there, my solution is this: God takes care of any abusers. Whatever he does here, he'll pay for in Heaven. So here's what you do. You tell God: "Father, this person is harassing me and my brother. Please take care of the situation." And leave it at that. But you should also pray that God touches his heart, and makes him realize what he's doing to you. But you have to make sure, that in your heart, you're absolutely sure that God can do something about it.
Good point there EP thanks. ;)
EP, You Amaze me.
I agree EP is a great help to everyone. ;D
All Hail God Almighty!
Just needing to let out frustration about my stupid ex on deviantart. Have a read HERE (http://davyboy90.deviantart.com/journal/29528728/) to see my story.
Im not sure if this is a problem I can fix, but whatever, read my "Oh god" topic
heey gaiz..
i'm kinda code grey, because i got my DS taken away, and i REALLY wanna play fossil fighters! i'm slowly spiraling back into my depression hole without that game... that's right,i'm defendant upon a game to stay away from depression....but it's serious, i feel drained...just incomplete, it just makes me feel like a monster (not LIKE meepalot, were just an alternate human race <__<),and a reject from society...
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 08, 2010, 12:02:36 PM
Just needing to let out frustration about my stupid ex on deviantart. Have a read HERE (http://davyboy90.deviantart.com/journal/29528728/) to see my story.
Well Dave, here's what I say. I've learned through experience that there are some people you just can't talk to. There are people out there with issues like her. The way I see it, seeing that she's your ex...you don't have to worry anymore. You've tried your very best to try and help her, and she swats you away. All that means is, she doesn't want to listen. Whatever she does is between her and God now. You are not her boyfriend anymore? All you can do then, is to pray for her. But don't count on yourself to fix the issue. The Bible says: "We are weak, but God is strong. Let God take care of the problem.
Quote from: xaio on January 08, 2010, 03:25:08 PM
heey gaiz..
i'm kinda code grey, because i got my DS taken away, and i REALLY wanna play fossil fighters! i'm slowly spiraling back into my depression hole without that game... that's right,i'm defendant upon a game to stay away from depression....but it's serious, i feel drained...just incomplete, it just makes me feel like a monster (not LIKE meepalot, were just an alternate human race <__<),and a reject from society...
Hmmm...I've felt that drained problem recently. But I won't open that door again. Anyways, one thing you could do, is do your very best to earn that game back. But don't make it obvious. another thing you could do, is find another hobby. Try reading a book about something you're interested in. But the best advice would be this: Ask God to comfort you, and take away that feeling of depression. Try reading the New Testament of the Bible. It's always a good place to start. I'll be praying for you as well.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
can anyone help my problem./.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 08, 2010, 03:48:04 PM
Hmmm...I've felt that drained problem recently. But I won't open that door again. Anyways, one thing you could do, is do your very best to earn that game back. But don't make it obvious. another thing you could do, is find another hobby. Try reading a book about something you're interested in. But the best advice would be this: Ask God to comfort you, and take away that feeling of depression. Try reading the New Testament of the Bible. It's always a good place to start. I'll be praying for you as well.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
i've read so many books lateley, that all other books a FUTILE.. besides the twilight series...i still want new moon (what i'm tryin to get) i get back my DS th day of report cards.....SHIT THAT;S A PROBLEM ....but not code black worth...but, ugh i need to HELP rosie! I MUST GET THAT DAMN ZINO!!!
QuoteK, so after P.E in school today I was walking to goto art class, and I see my ex walking by and talking shit about me, and like a whole gang of girls are th ere, and they seem pretty pissed. Er what should I do,
(Oh and I broke up with her, not her breaking up with me, Dont ask why.)
Well, without details it's not easy. What should you do about the angry girls? Walk past them without a word. About your EX-GF talking junk about you? Well, this is the best advice I can give: You should come to God and tell him, "Lord, this person is hurting me. Take care of it." And you should leave it at that. Since she's your EX, nothing she says anymore should make any difference. Whatever reason she has to talk junk about you is obviously from her POV, and shouldn't even be acknowledged. Just chillax, and let God do his work. You are now on my prayer list.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
JetTheHawkQuote from: xaio on January 08, 2010, 04:17:03 PM
i've read so many books lateley, that all other books a FUTILE.. besides the twilight series...i still want new moon (what i'm tryin to get) i get back my DS th day of report cards.....SHIT THAT;S A PROBLEM ....but not code black worth...but, ugh i need to HELP rosie! I MUST GET THAT DAMN ZINO!!!
Erm...I don't know what that means, but there are other things. Try playing sports, maybe watch TV? But if it's REALLY a case of depression, then you should do what I said. Ask Jesus to come into your heart if you haven't already, and ask Him to help you.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 08, 2010, 04:31:26 PM
Well, without details it's not easy. What should you do about the angry girls? Walk past them without a word. About your EX-GF talking junk about you? Well, this is the best advice I can give: You should come to God and tell him, "Lord, this person is hurting me. Take care of it." And you should leave it at that. Since she's your EX, nothing she says anymore should make any difference. Whatever reason she has to talk junk about you is obviously from her POV, and shouldn't even be acknowledged. Just chillax, and let God do his work. You are now on my prayer list.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
JetTheHawk
Erm...I don't know what that means, but there are other things. Try playing sports, maybe watch TV? But if it's REALLY a case of depression, then you should do what I said. Ask Jesus to come into your heart if you haven't already, and ask Him to help you.
OMG!!! (oh my gizzarwindy) JESUS ANSWERED ME!! I CAN PLAY MY GAME!!! MY DAD SAID HE NEVER TOOK IT FROM ME, BUT HE TOOK THE DS FROM ME UNTIL I FINISHED MY HOME WORK! I COULDA HAD IT THIS WHOLE TIME!!! THANK YOU ECHIDNA POWER FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGTH TO ASK!! BLESS YOu!
also, i would like to join you guys with the grey and black group
Code grey black and red. Well, I've come here because after 2 days of silence, I've decided to come open about it. My uncle and my dad got into an argument,(to tell you the truth they hate each other) and my uncle went out to his truck, got his gun and held it point blank at my dad's head but then I got up and rammed into my uncle, the gun had shot but it missed my dad and hit my aunt. I was so nervestrucken that I was mentally paralized at the time. Later while she was in the hospital the doctors had told me... she died from the gunshot wound. I just can't take the pressure of some of this being my fault, I feel guilty of what happened that night.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 08, 2010, 03:48:04 PM
Well Dave, here's what I say. I've learned through experience that there are some people you just can't talk to. There are people out there with issues like her. The way I see it, seeing that she's your ex...you don't have to worry anymore. You've tried your very best to try and help her, and she swats you away. All that means is, she doesn't want to listen. Whatever she does is between her and God now. You are not her boyfriend anymore? All you can do then, is to pray for her. But don't count on yourself to fix the issue. The Bible says: "We are weak, but God is strong. Let God take care of the problem.
You make a good point, while I don't really care for her anymore, she gets on my nerves totally. All she ever does is whine, bitch, moan and attention seek; see her Journals (http://sonicandamylove4ever.deviantart.com/journal/). They are all whining, moaning and crying over things like she hates her parents for not letting her have a mobile phone. She also in the space of 12 months uploaded a grand total of 643 deviations including scraps. She wonders why she is losing friends as well, ironic.
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 08, 2010, 07:23:03 PM
Code grey black and red. Well, I've come here because after 2 days of silence, I've decided to come open about it. My uncle and my dad got into an argument,(to tell you the truth they hate each other) and my uncle went out to his truck, got his gun and held it point blank at my dad's head but then I got up and rammed into my uncle, the gun had shot but it missed my dad and hit my aunt. I was so nervestrucken that I was mentally paralized at the time. Later while she was in the hospital the doctors had told me... she died from the gunshot wound. I just can't take the pressure of some of this being my fault, I feel guilty of what happened that night.
Well, if I am honest from what you told us you have done nothing wrong you should not feel guilty. That must have been so terrible to witness. I am also sorry to hear about your aunt. It's a terrible tradgegy which you had to be involved in. Your uncle shouldn't be pointing guns at people's faces.
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 08, 2010, 07:23:03 PM
Code grey black and red. Well, I've come here because after 2 days of silence, I've decided to come open about it. My uncle and my dad got into an argument,(to tell you the truth they hate each other) and my uncle went out to his truck, got his gun and held it point blank at my dad's head but then I got up and rammed into my uncle, the gun had shot but it missed my dad and hit my aunt. I was so nervestrucken that I was mentally paralized at the time. Later while she was in the hospital the doctors had told me... she died from the gunshot wound. I just can't take the pressure of some of this being my fault, I feel guilty of what happened that night.
Its not your fault.Your uncle got the gun out and pointed it at your Dad's face.And it was very brave to hit your uncle,then just look at your uncle pointing the gun at your Dad.If you didn't do anything,your Dad would be dead now,but you did something.You saved his life.And i am sure your Auntie could always forgive you :)
I am giving Shadow26 a karma for what he said he definitely deserves that karma. :)
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 08, 2010, 07:23:03 PM
Code grey black and red. Well, I've come here because after 2 days of silence, I've decided to come open about it. My uncle and my dad got into an argument,(to tell you the truth they hate each other) and my uncle went out to his truck, got his gun and held it point blank at my dad's head but then I got up and rammed into my uncle, the gun had shot but it missed my dad and hit my aunt. I was so nervestrucken that I was mentally paralized at the time. Later while she was in the hospital the doctors had told me... she died from the gunshot wound. I just can't take the pressure of some of this being my fault, I feel guilty of what happened that night.
You shouldn't be guilty of yourself, you did a great job protecting your dad.In fact I think you should be awarded a medal.
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 08, 2010, 07:23:03 PM
Code grey black and red. Well, I've come here because after 2 days of silence, I've decided to come open about it. My uncle and my dad got into an argument,(to tell you the truth they hate each other) and my uncle went out to his truck, got his gun and held it point blank at my dad's head but then I got up and rammed into my uncle, the gun had shot but it missed my dad and hit my aunt. I was so nervestrucken that I was mentally paralized at the time. Later while she was in the hospital the doctors had told me... she died from the gunshot wound. I just can't take the pressure of some of this being my fault, I feel guilty of what happened that night.
Okay. I know how you feel.
First of all, It you really think it's you're fault, pray to God and tell him how you feel. Your uncle can go to jail for committing assault. Your uncle needs to step up to the plate and get over this argument. You did a good thing saving your dad's life, and your aunt would be glad to. That uncle of yours shouldn't even be pointing guns in peoples faces. If he's doing that, he's got some crazy things going on in his head. Bless you and Your family. I hope your uncle realizes what he's doing.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 09, 2010, 05:05:22 AM
Okay. I know how you feel.
First of all, It you really think it's you're fault, pray to God and tell him how you feel. Your uncle can go to jail for committing assault. Your uncle needs to step up to the plate and get over this argument. You did a good thing saving your dad's life, and your aunt would be glad to. That uncle of yours shouldn't even be pointing guns in peoples faces. If he's doing that, he's got some crazy things going on in his head. Bless you and Your family. I hope your uncle realizes what he's doing.
You know what? I don't even have to comment. Kirby hit it right on the nose. I'll just add you to the prayer list 360.
P.S. +1 Kirby.
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Lisa(HMS7's GF)
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
JetTheHawk
Sonic360
Yesterday ever since some of us gave help, I seen Sonic360 was online and was viewing this thread, but he didn't respond. I hope our advice has helped.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 09, 2010, 08:51:12 AM
Yesterday ever since some of us gave help, I seen Sonic360 was online and was viewing this thread, but he didn't respond. I hope our advice has helped.
I do too Dave. I'm praying hard for him. We all should.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 09, 2010, 08:51:12 AM
Yesterday ever since some of us gave help, I seen Sonic360 was online and was viewing this thread, but he didn't respond. I hope our advice has helped.
All of your advice did help me out, but I didn't reply because I kinda was thinking about what happened, but I thank you all for the support. The funeral is next Saturday the 16th.
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 09, 2010, 02:16:01 PM
All of your advice did help me out, but I didn't reply because I kinda was thinking about what happened, but I thank you all for the support. The funeral is next Saturday the 16th.
awww man, you uncle deserves LIFE (in jail) . just to let you know, everyone here, even the lowest of them all, will be there, praying for you on the 16th, and the the days before that...
Ditto 360. I'm praying hard for you, and your family. God bless.
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 09, 2010, 02:16:01 PM
All of your advice did help me out, but I didn't reply because I kinda was thinking about what happened, but I thank you all for the support. The funeral is next Saturday the 16th.
All right thanks for updating us. :)
Sonic360, I read what had happened and I must give you gratz on such a brave act like that. It was nice of you to save your dads life, and about your aunt, apparently it was just her time to go :/ I'm sorry to hear that it had to happen like that, and personally, I hope your uncle goes to jail for what he did.
I'll be praying for you. ;)
gleech, can i join your encouragers group? i'm gonna go for red, black, grey.
Quote from: xaio on January 09, 2010, 05:53:38 PM
gleech, can i join your encouragers group? i'm gonna go for red, black, grey.
Added ;D
I am just wanting to see if everyone is ok. :)
Yeah. Anyone Need Any Help?
I don't I just need sleep, I went to bed at like 11pm, woke up 3:30am and dont even feel tired what a messed up sleeping pattern. @.@
Didnt KnuXXX make such a topic years ago?
It's Dead... So he made this one.
And this one won't die. Draco stickied it.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 10, 2010, 12:06:07 PM
Fixed.
No, Draco told me she stickied it. Did Gleech do it? Oh well, at any rate it is stickied.
I don't Really know Who stickied it. i think it Was Gleech.
Well, Anyways, Anyone need help?
im good
I just wanted to let some people know, one of my online friends, I call him Cliff but his name is Michael (Or Mike), the boiler in his house exploded and he has burns on his back, apparently he and his dad are the only ones that are injured, I don't know about his mom and I think his sister, no I KNOW his sister moved out, she's married.
Anyway he also lost a friend on friday due to a car crash.
I'd like people to pray for him, or anything that might help in your eyes... He really needs comfort, and healing. I don't know how serious everything is, since he's IMing on his phone, and usually busy on messenger, but he said he lost about everything... and that's gotta' be really hard.
He also isn't a christian, which kind of makes things worse on him.
And Draco did it, I'm pretty sure. I was hesitating to sticky it.
Gotcha covered my friend. I'm praying hard for help, and for his salvation.
I'm Sorry Gleech. About Your friend. I'm Praying for him.
Thanks guys :)
Quote from: Gleech on January 10, 2010, 12:10:37 PM
I just wanted to let some people know, one of my online friends, I call him Cliff but his name is Michael (Or Mike), the boiler in his house exploded and he has burns on his back, apparently he and his dad are the only ones that are injured, I don't know about his mom and I think his sister, no I KNOW his sister moved out, she's married.
Anyway he also lost a friend on friday due to a car crash.
I'd like people to pray for him, or anything that might help in your eyes... He really needs comfort, and healing. I don't know how serious everything is, since he's IMing on his phone, and usually busy on messenger, but he said he lost about everything... and that's gotta' be really hard.
He also isn't a christian, which kind of makes things worse on him.
And Draco did it, I'm pretty sure. I was hesitating to sticky it.
Er........... I hope he doesnt die..
Quote from: Gleech on January 10, 2010, 12:10:37 PM
I just wanted to let some people know, one of my online friends, I call him Cliff but his name is Michael (Or Mike), the boiler in his house exploded and he has burns on his back, apparently he and his dad are the only ones that are injured, I don't know about his mom and I think his sister, no I KNOW his sister moved out, she's married.
Anyway he also lost a friend on friday due to a car crash.
I'd like people to pray for him, or anything that might help in your eyes... He really needs comfort, and healing. I don't know how serious everything is, since he's IMing on his phone, and usually busy on messenger, but he said he lost about everything... and that's gotta' be really hard.
He also isn't a christian, which kind of makes things worse on him.
And Draco did it, I'm pretty sure. I was hesitating to sticky it.
im not christian or anything but i do believe in hope :)
Quote from: JetTheHawk on January 10, 2010, 12:36:12 PM
Er........... I hope he doesnt die..
He shouldn't... he's been through a lot before, like lung cancer.
Quote from: Gleech on January 10, 2010, 01:04:38 PM
He shouldn't... he's been through a lot before, like lung cancer.
He has been through alot, and so he won't have to experience those tragic memories again I will pray for him.
*crys as hard as possible*
Um... Why?
MY GF CHEATED ON ME FOR 2 WEEKS AND ITS OVER AND NOW I GOT ANOTHER GF AND ITS OVER *crys even harder*
Oh my God, I didn't know! I'm So Sorry!
Quote from: HMS7 on January 11, 2010, 10:20:08 AM
MY GF CHEATED ON ME FOR 2 WEEKS AND ITS OVER AND NOW I GOT ANOTHER GF AND ITS OVER *crys even harder*
I'm sorry man. I'm praying that God comforts you more than ever.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 11, 2010, 10:22:33 AM
Oh my God, I didn't know! I'm So Sorry!
its fine....all my friends have been tryin to cheer me up....this all happened at christmas too D':
Quote from: HMS7 on January 11, 2010, 10:26:07 AM
its fine....all my friends have been tryin to cheer me up....this all happened at christmas too D':
Just never lose sight that there is Someone who loves you more than anyone else in the world. (Points up)
yeah i know he is....i just need a human touch...a hug or someone to knock some since into me
Quote from: HMS7 on January 11, 2010, 10:28:59 AM
yeah i know he is....i just need a human touch...a hug or someone to knock some since into me
I can understand that. I wish I could be there personally my friend.
yeah...now my friend kelsie...is all like robbie i told you..and she is tryin to get me to love her
Well, has she ever had a BF before?
she is the one who i cheated on lisa with.......so yeah it was me.......now i cant stop loving my kitten(my last gf cat)
Quote from: HMS7 on January 11, 2010, 10:39:40 AM
she is the one who i cheated on lisa with.......so yeah it was me.......now i cant stop loving my kitten(my last gf cat)
Well, the best advice I can give, is to ask God to take your hand, and guide you through this ordeal. If God wants you with her, you'll know.
I think i'd be good for code purple and pink
Quote from: john-the-hedgie on January 11, 2010, 11:17:53 AM
I think i'd be good for code purple and pink
I think you will as well John. ;)
Quote from: Gleech on January 10, 2010, 12:10:37 PM
I just wanted to let some people know, one of my online friends, I call him Cliff but his name is Michael (Or Mike), the boiler in his house exploded and he has burns on his back, apparently he and his dad are the only ones that are injured, I don't know about his mom and I think his sister, no I KNOW his sister moved out, she's married.
Anyway he also lost a friend on friday due to a car crash.
I'd like people to pray for him, or anything that might help in your eyes... He really needs comfort, and healing. I don't know how serious everything is, since he's IMing on his phone, and usually busy on messenger, but he said he lost about everything... and that's gotta' be really hard.
He also isn't a christian, which kind of makes things worse on him.
And Draco did it, I'm pretty sure. I was hesitating to sticky it.
Wow thats terrible I hope he turns out okay. Also losing a friend in a car crash is very sad. :(
Quote from: HMS7 on January 11, 2010, 10:20:08 AM
MY GF CHEATED ON ME FOR 2 WEEKS AND ITS OVER AND NOW I GOT ANOTHER GF AND ITS OVER *crys even harder*
I already heard this on myspace but I hope you are ok. :(
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 11, 2010, 10:41:18 AM
Well, the best advice I can give, is to ask God to take your hand, and guide you through this ordeal. If God wants you with her, you'll know.
kelsie tryed to kill her self yesterday..she cut her arm open....
Soo, is Kelsie your Girlfriend or just a friend?
The best advice to give her is to tell her to not waste her life. I'm sure she has many good caring friends like you, and tell her that no matter what happens you'll be there for her.
I'm not cut out for this stuff...I'll try and help though. ^_^
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 06:31:28 AM
kelsie tryed to kill her self yesterday..she cut her arm open....
Well then she's your new project. Time to show her God's love.
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 06:38:01 AM
Soo, is Kelsie your Girlfriend or just a friend?
The best advice to give her is to tell her to not waste her life. I'm sure she has many good caring friends like you, and tell her that no matter what happens you'll be there for her.
I'm not cut out for this stuff...I'll try and help though. ^_^
she is my friend and she dont want to be my friend she wants to be my girlfriend
While this thread is going I best say I am feeling depressed myself, from a bullying asshole who is older than my dad even. :(
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 06:50:38 AM
While this thread is going I best say I am feeling depressed myself, from a bullying asshole who is older than my dad even. :(
bro whats wrong man*hugs you*
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 06:46:51 AM
she is my friend and she dont want to be my friend she wants to be my girlfriend
Do you have a girlfriend?
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 06:50:38 AM
While this thread is going I best say I am feeling depressed myself, from a bullying asshole who is older than my dad even. :(
Whats wrong?
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 06:53:25 AM
Do you have a girlfriend?
no...but i dont want her as my girlfriend...i want her to still be my friend
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 06:50:38 AM
While this thread is going I best say I am feeling depressed myself, from a bullying asshole who is older than my dad even. :(
Have you talked to your Sis? He does seem very strange....
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 06:52:38 AM
bro whats wrong man*hugs you*
My sister's boyfriend is a bullying asshole he is older than my dad. :(
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 06:56:34 AM
Have you talked to your Sis? He does seem very strange....
I tried but nobody seems to listen not even my parents, he got everyone fooled into thinking he is a good guy. :o
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 06:53:25 AM
Do you have a girlfriend?Whats wrong?
General depression about my sister's boyfriend. :(
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 06:54:37 AM
no...but i dont want her as my girlfriend...i want her to still be my friend
So you didn't give her a chance...?
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 06:58:00 AM
My sister's boyfriend is a bullying asshole he is older than my dad. :(
I tried but nobody seems to listen not even my parents, he got everyone fooled into thinking he is a good guy. :o
General depression about my sister's boyfriend. :(
Grr.......him AGAIN?! >:(
Tell him "Bring it on Oldy" and let the games begin!First let him get into your room and say bad things at you.But before he does that,ask your sis to come to your room.When she does......BAM!She hears what he's telling about you and that means an angry sis...
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:01:07 AM
So you didn't give her a chance...?Grr.......him AGAIN?! >:(
Tell him "Bring it on Oldy" and let the games begin!First let him get into your room and say bad things at you.But before he does that,ask your sis to come to your room.When she does......BAM!She hears what he's telling about you and that means an angry sis...
Good idea ;) she is actually aware of the situation, just powerless. :(
I feel like either smashing his nose in, or calling the police before he comes down. DX
So why doesn't your sister do anything about it?!Tell her to talk with him.Give him a few chances or lives.Or even maybe every night when your alone,tell your sister what he says to you everyday.
She tried telling him and stuff but he carries on coldly, as if she hasn't told him at all. She even got angry at him yet carries on with it. He even got my brother to try drinking alcohol, claiming to him it will "help him get into puberty quicker". My brother is only 11. DX
Hmm...why don't you try talking to him? Except your sis and family are listening in so if anything goes wrong...
Yeah, my ideas aren't great. But maybe if you talked to him you could get to the source of the problem.
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:01:07 AM
So you didn't give her a chance...?
i did but then that was when i cheated on lisa.....and now she tells em she wants to feel my warmth on her heart once more and my gental touch on her skin.....
He just never listens whatsoever and finds it funny to even play rather dangerous pranks like removing the light bulbs from the lights in my room causing me to fall over, or when I left my car he ACTUALLY put the gear stick from in gear into neutral, which is very dangerous if the handbrake cable breaks.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 07:11:00 AM
He just never listens whatsoever and finds it funny to even play rather dangerous pranks like removing the light bulbs from the lights in my room causing me to fall over, or when I left my car he ACTUALLY put the gear stick from in gear into neutral, which is very dangerous if the handbrake cable breaks.
Tell someone about the pranks.
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 07:09:17 AM
i did but then that was when i cheated on lisa.....and now she tells em she wants to feel my warmth on her heart once more and my gental touch on her skin.....
So you don't like her....?
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:13:16 AM
So you don't like her....?
not anymore...but she tells me i dont want anyone onther then you robbie...
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:13:16 AM
Tell someone about the pranks.So you don't like her....?
I threatened telling him to the police when he thought it was funny about moving the gearstick from in gear 1 to neutral. My car was parked on a hill and it's an Isuzu if the handbrake failed, it would have gone down the hill quite fast as it is a 1 tonne vehicle, and would do a lot of damage. Also the building at the bottom of the hill is a preschool/kintergarden school, my vehicle would have smashed through the wall of that. :o
wow not good at alll *grabs gun and cocks it*
where is he at
at my sister's flat. I've became extremely close to punching him when he walked in on me half naked. :(
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 07:16:09 AM
not anymore...but she tells me i dont want anyone onther then you robbie...
Go slowly.Don't go too fast.Relax.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 07:16:40 AM
I threatened telling him to the police when he thought it was funny about moving the gearstick from in gear 1 to neutral. My car was parked on a hill and it's an Isuzu if the handbrake failed, it would have gone down the hill quite fast as it is a 1 tonne vehicle, and would do a lot of damage. Also the building at the bottom of the hill is a preschool/kintergarden school, my vehicle would have smashed through the wall of that. :o
And what did he do?
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:20:52 AM
Go slowly.Don't go too fast.Relax.And what did he do?
He had walked to my sister's by that point. When I got home and he was down later, I was telling my parents what happened and he suddenly told my parents that I did not put it in gear, I left it in the neutral position and that I was speeding and doing burnouts in my car with him in it. My parents know I don't drive dangerously though. ;)
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:20:52 AM
Go slowly.Don't go too fast.Relax.
thats my problem...when i take things slow they want to pick up the speed...she started out as my friend then we got closer and then we finally fall in love..but then we didnt talk for a week and it stoped and she now wants me back
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 07:25:10 AM
thats my problem...when i take things slow they want to pick up the speed...she started out as my friend then we got closer and then we finally fall in love..but then we didnt talk for a week and it stoped and she now wants me back
Slow down.And think a while about how you want to react to her
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 07:22:19 AM
He had walked to my sister's by that point. When I got home and he was down later, I was telling my parents what happened and he suddenly told my parents that I did not put it in gear, I left it in the neutral position and that I was speeding and doing burnouts in my car with him in it. My parents know I don't drive dangerously though. ;)
Did your parents do anything?
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:27:55 AM
Slow down.And think a while about how you want to react to herDid your parents do anything?
My parents told him that I am a safe driver and would not put anyone at risk and made him look so stupid, I just couldn't believe he had to lie something about me to my parents, when he has known me for a few months, while my parents have brought me into this world. My parents know far more about me than this weirdo.
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:27:55 AM
Slow down.And think a while about how you want to react to her
she is my friend now..but she alway trys to get me to kiss her by kissing me and asking me to hold her close and to hug her...and she knows that when i see ppl cry i give them and hug and i kiss there foreheads....so she acts like she is gonna cry and i do that and she stops and kisses me
@SMD:Well,take action!No more Mister nice guy!
@HMS7:Just react slowly.There's no pressure.
I am gonna pwn this asshole. Hit him right where it HURTS. He thinks he knows more about me than my mother who gave birth to me. :P
Just hit him when he does something bad,really bad.Okay? ;)
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:35:59 AM
@SMD:Well,take action!No more Mister nice guy!
@HMS7:Just react slowly.There's no pressure.
easy for you too say
@HMS7:Dude,calm down.Just react slowly.
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 12, 2010, 07:40:38 AM
Just hit him when he does something bad,really bad.Okay? ;)
Sure thing... I broke someone's nose in high school once because of his constant bullying. He was bleeding quite badly. ;)
HSM7 calm down. As I have said before, stop being so Melodramitic and think normally. I'm sure your emotions are mixed right now, so you should take some time to sit down and relax.
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 07:52:24 AM
HSM7 calm down. As I have said before, stop being so Melodramitic and think normally. I'm sure your emotions are mixed right now, so you should take some time to sit down and relax.
im tryin to chaos.......
u try gettin dumped on christmas...then getting dumped on new years ...
Dude, HMS7, this may not help... but if she can't take it that you don't want her to be your girlfriend, she isn't WORTHY to even be your FRIEND.
And SMD, I know this has to be really hard on you dude :/
And he does sound like a real jerk! Once again, why cant your sister dump him?
Quote from: Gleech on January 12, 2010, 08:20:23 AM
And SMD, I know this has to be really hard on you dude :/
And he does sound like a real jerk! Once again, why cant your sister dump him?
You are spot on it's very tough its constant pressure and annoyance from him that depresses me. :(
Also I really wish my sister would get rid of him, because my sister is almost 31 and he is 55-56? He even has no job and bitches about my dad's job saying its crap, behind his back. (My dad is a bus driver.)
Quote from: Gleech on January 12, 2010, 08:20:23 AM
Dude, HMS7, this may not help... but if she can't take it that you don't want her to be your girlfriend, she isn't WORTHY to even be your FRIEND.
yeah i know.....i was talking about what happened to me in the time i was offline.....but yeah ur right
hms7 can i say just find a girl that you like and she likes you
how about that
Quote from: shiner the hedgehog on January 12, 2010, 08:28:06 AM
hms7 can i say just find a girl that you like and she likes you
how about that
thats easier said than done in this world...
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 08:38:08 AM
thats easier said than done in this world...
so true.......
what is it a bad plan....
me = idiot :(
You aren't an idiot at all you are only 12 you didn't realise so plz don't call yourself an idiot. :(
Quote from: shiner the hedgehog on January 12, 2010, 09:16:13 AM
what is it a bad plan....
me = idiot :(
micheal.....calm down
if it was that easy i would have been marryed along time ago.....
>< yes im only 16
Post Merge: January 12, 2010, 09:09:38 PM
Quote from: JetTheHawk on January 08, 2010, 04:10:45 PM
can anyone help my problem./.
sure what is it bbro
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 08:22:45 AM
You are spot on it's very tough its constant pressure and annoyance from him that depresses me. :(
Also I really wish my sister would get rid of him, because my sister is almost 31 and he is 55-56? He even has no job and bitches about my dad's job saying its crap, behind his back. (My dad is a bus driver.)
Ok so I dont see the attraction in this guy, and if your sister feels bad for the stupid fool then she cant just let him go, the sooner its done the sooner you guys can stop being bothered by him.
You can call the police if he's a stalker, or threatening anyone afterwards.
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 01:29:29 PM
micheal.....calm down
if it was that easy i would have been marryed along time ago.....
>< yes im only 16
Post Merge: January 12, 2010, 09:09:38 PM
sure what is it bbro
nah no need to worry bro i solved it already
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 08:22:45 AM
You are spot on it's very tough its constant pressure and annoyance from him that depresses me. :(
Also I really wish my sister would get rid of him, because my sister is almost 31 and he is 55-56? He even has no job and bitches about my dad's job saying its crap, behind his back. (My dad is a bus driver.)
wow... and didnt you say he has false teeth too? XD
Quote from: JetTheHawk on January 12, 2010, 04:18:14 PMwow... and didnt you say he has false teeth too? XD
Spot on XD He has to use false teeth, with the way he irritates me, they would be broken to pieces when I punch his jaw. XD
Quote from: Gleech on January 12, 2010, 03:19:30 PM
Ok so I dont see the attraction in this guy, and if your sister feels bad for the stupid fool then she cant just let him go, the sooner its done the sooner you guys can stop being bothered by him.
You can call the police if he's a stalker, or threatening anyone afterwards.
This guy is so ugly and claims I look like that I eat McDonalds everyday. :o Btw he is more than twice the size of my other sister who is pregnant.
This guy sounds like he has no life. Wait, he doesn't...
Spot on he has no life whatsoever, he criticises my dad's job behind his back because he drives buses, yet this guy has no job whatsoever and is on the dole.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 07:07:10 AM
She tried telling him and stuff but he carries on coldly, as if she hasn't told him at all. She even got angry at him yet carries on with it. He even got my brother to try drinking alcohol, claiming to him it will "help him get into puberty quicker". My brother is only 11. DX
i've just returned, and i even know "enough is enough" (-xaio's anger problems) tell that old (censor'd) he can burn in hell for all you care, and if he puts a finger o you, call the police.(sorry, you may hate me for this bro, but..) i don't care if he has you runnin out the house! CALL (your version of 911) IMMEDIATELY!
or... do what crasher does, just simply hit'n'run, then influence you bro to "let puberty come by itself" cause if your lil bro drinkin liquor n' stuff like that, take it from him, plus you need to tell ANYONE POSSIBLE..
(sorry, i was typing this at about 5 minutes later per paragraph's worth typing.)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 12, 2010, 05:22:28 PM
Spot on XD He has to use false teeth, with the way he irritates me, they would be broken to pieces when I punch his jaw. XD
This guy is so ugly and claims I look like that I eat McDonalds everyday. :o Btw he is more than twice the size of my other sister who is pregnant.
XD you should really punch him no holding back
Man,I really have nothing bad in life,But for all the other's with it.I feel really sorry for the beaten/abuse one.....
ugh, i'm actually coming here for a code i help others with... CODE GREY!
my lil bro is playing just dance by hisself, because he didn't want to play at first, then he got to play... which got me kicked the F off! now i'm playling fossil fighters and acting like these vivorsaur's asses i'm kicking are HIM
I SWARE HE PISSES ME OFF!!
and then my dad was no help, he sided up with him (like usual) and that litterally put me in code grey....
I've experienced things like those, but you will realize that you're wasting your time on these people.
Try not to give a shit on them, you'll feel better.
Quote from: JetTheHawk on January 13, 2010, 11:03:31 AM
XD you should really punch him no holding back
Everyday that feeling is getting stronger. I got so pissed with someone in high school once I smashed his nose in. XD
Code Pink....... :(
I think I'm code black...
I just knew that the girl I liked already has a boyfriend and it really breaks my heart. After all those times I expressed my feelings to her, all went to waste...I wanna kill myself or do something bad but I know its its wrong...I don't even know if anyone can comfort me now....(I'm not going emo)
I'm sorry to hear that Skyle. It has happened to me too and I have felt the same way. It was years ago and I couldn't remember how I pulled through, I am sure you will as well. You're 14(?) and so you will find someone right for you. :)
Yep, I'm 14 but school year is about to end about in 2 months... I don't think I'll find one till vacation...no one will learn to love me...
You've still got a few years Skyle!It's not like your gonna find one in one day.
I'm so mad at myself that I'm about to cry right now!
I'm now reading her Facebook messages on how she misses him and I'm so mad at myself. And now I'm seeing my friend taking his chance to be with her and I'm so mad because I want to punch their faces and tell them that she belongs with me! I hate reality!
Be patient.Still be friends with her.You never now if she breaks up with her boyfriend
I'm just really hurt right now, I really thought she was the one! She meant a lot to me, she's the reason why I'm always trying my best at everything I do to impress her but now...I just don't know...
Dude, why not chill and be friends just as Shadow26 said.
Even she has a boyfriend, doesn't mean you have no chance.
Anyways...Your happiness has to be constructed on the others' sorrow, they'd be like you at this moment now by then.
Quote from: Leviathan on January 14, 2010, 03:25:17 PM
Code Pink....... :(
Quote from: Skyle369 on January 14, 2010, 11:56:58 PM
I think I'm code black...
I just knew that the girl I liked already has a boyfriend and it really breaks my heart. After all those times I expressed my feelings to her, all went to waste...I wanna kill myself or do something bad but I know its its wrong...I don't even know if anyone can comfort me now....(I'm not going emo)
I think this advice could work for both of you.
Skyle, you mentioned how many times you "poured out your
feelings to her". Well, that won't work long-term. Relationships based on feelings are almost always doomed to failure. This may not seem encouraging, but let me continue. There are two types of love: Romantic love, and True love. Romantic love, is the feeling you get when you're near someone you feel attracted to. Hugging, kissing,
pouring out your feelings, that sort of relationship is short-term gain and long-term loss. True love is the kind of love that two people who deeply care and are concerned about the welfare of the other demonstrate. That is a mature and stable kind of love. Solid, enduring, and providing a sense of security. Obviously, if she continued to let you just tell how much you "loved" her, and she knew she had a boyfriend, she was not at all concerned for your well-being. And thusly, she does not deserve someone like you. You're only 14 Skyle,(and you should be reading this too Leviathan) and you have many years to find "the one". And if you're not sure how to start, ask God to bring the right girl into your life, someone who loves you the way love is supposed to be. Not through how you feel when you're near her, but through mutual caring, friendship, and respect.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 15, 2010, 02:19:08 AM
I think this advice could work for both of you.
Skyle, you mentioned how many times you "poured out your feelings to her". Well, that won't work long-term. Relationships based on feelings are almost always doomed to failure. This may not seem encouraging, but let me continue. There are two types of love: Romantic love, and True love. Romantic love, is the feeling you get when you're near someone you feel attracted to. Hugging, kissing, pouring out your feelings, that sort of relationship is short-term gain and long-term loss. True love is the kind of love that two people who deeply care and are concerned about the welfare of the other demonstrate. That is a mature and stable kind of love-solid, enduring, and providing a sense of security. Obviously, if she continued to let you just tell how much you "loved" her, and she knew she had a boyfriend, she was not all concerned for your well-being. And thusly, she does not deserve someone like you. You're only 14 Skyle,(and you should be reading this too Leviathan) and you have many years to find "the one". And if you're not sure how to start, ask God to bring the right girl into your life, someone who loves you the way love is supposed to be. Not through how you feel when you're near her, but through mutual caring, friendship, and respect.
Wow...thanks a lot EP.
I guess I'll just try my best to get over it...
Quote from: Skyle369 on January 15, 2010, 02:25:35 AM
Wow...thanks a lot EP.
I guess I'll just try my best to get over it...
Glad I could help my friend. ;)
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
JetTheHawk
Sonic360
Skyle369
Wow,I've been taken out alot of lists O.O,Resident Evil 6 anyone? :D
Quote from: [GM]Zerzavy on January 15, 2010, 05:03:55 AM
Wow,I've been taken out alot of lists O.O,Resident Evil 6 anyone? :D
The prayer list is exclusive for people who come here as a customer. When someone comes with a problem, we help them, and they automatically get added to the list.
Quote from: Skyle369 on January 14, 2010, 11:56:58 PM
I think I'm code black...
I just knew that the girl I liked already has a boyfriend and it really breaks my heart. After all those times I expressed my feelings to her, all went to waste...I wanna kill myself or do something bad but I know its its wrong...I don't even know if anyone can comfort me now....(I'm not going emo)
skyle dont ok
skyle how do you know if you doing that showed her how much you really loved her
when lisa and i broke up...i told her that i was not mad and i would never really leave her side....i'm hurt that it happened to me..but i was able to see just how much it hurt her....she called me yesterday and said she still loved me and she is sorry that it happened and that she misses me....i was just being myself bro....and look now she cant live without me...so u dont know how much that impacts her....
HMS7 gives out some good advice. Skyle, i think you should follow .
code gray- I'm very sad I really am, I have problems at school, I have the worst grades at one of the main classes, I really can't live with the idea that my parents are working so hard to keep me in school and I desappoint them so much, I sometimes even lie to them to hide the thing that I have bad grades, I really want to do something to resablish my grades and too see them proud of me, I am sorry for the disturbing, maybe somone can give me a good advice
Quote from: Ioshyriku on January 16, 2010, 11:32:34 AM
code gray- I'm very sad I really am, I have problems at school, I have the worst grades at one of the main classes, I really can't live with the idea that my parents are working so hard to keep me in school and I desappoint them so much, I sometimes even lie to them to hide the thing that I have bad grades, I really want to do something to resablish my grades and too see them proud of me, I am sorry for the disturbing, maybe somone can give me a good advice
Personally, I think this situation can be solved with self-motivation. Try to motivate yourself to do better, and if you need help with things in school...ask your teachers and or friends. You may think you feel stupid at times if you need to ask someone to help you (like I use to), but you're not the only one that may not understand certain things in school.
One of motto's or catchphrases that I like the most is, "There's Power in Numbers!" which means start study groups with friends or teachers and that could help you out in school. Just try your best and if you are able to accomplish your school work and get good grades...then the other situations should resolve them-self.
(Believe me, I've gone through this...I've felt disappointed before not getting straight-A's and other things. You just need to persevere more and you have the confidence to power on my friend. ;))
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on January 16, 2010, 11:41:51 AM
Personally, I think this situation can be solved with self-motivation. Try to motivate yourself to do better, and if you need help with things in school...ask your teachers and or friends. You may think you feel stupid at times if you need to ask someone to help you (like I use to), but you're not the only one that may not understand certain things in school.
One of motto's or catchphrases that I like the most is, "There's Power in Numbers!" which means start study groups with friends or teachers and that could help you out in school. Just try your best and if you are able to accomplish your school work and get good grades...then the other situations should resolve them-self.
(Believe me, I've gone through this...I've felt disappointed before not getting straight-A's and other things. You just need to persevere more and you have the confidence to power on my friend. ;))
so I first need to get on with people and socialize?thank you for your help
+1
If you wanna see a row of A's on your report card, i suggest you keep at your goal.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 16, 2010, 12:07:40 PM
If you wanna see a row of A's on your report card, i suggest you keep at your goal.
My 2nd nine weeks ended yesterday, I'm getting 5 A's and 2 B's I think.
One was in Spanish (89.165%).
One in Geometry (88.500%) where the teacher woulda bumped the it to an A if it was 89.5% or higher.
TWO WORDS - EXTRA CREDIT! (if I did extra credit, I woulda gotten straight A's)
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on January 16, 2010, 11:41:51 AM
Personally, I think this situation can be solved with self-motivation. Try to motivate yourself to do better, and if you need help with things in school...ask your teachers and or friends. You may think you feel stupid at times if you need to ask someone to help you (like I use to), but you're not the only one that may not understand certain things in school.
One of motto's or catchphrases that I like the most is, "There's Power in Numbers!" which means start study groups with friends or teachers and that could help you out in school. Just try your best and if you are able to accomplish your school work and get good grades...then the other situations should resolve them-self.
(Believe me, I've gone through this...I've felt disappointed before not getting straight-A's and other things. You just need to persevere more and you have the confidence to power on my friend. ;))
Looks like you got this one covered Boom, I'll just add Ioshyriku to the list.
EP's Prayer List:
sonicmaddave
Chaos Swissroll
HMS7
Gleech
Leviathan
xaio
JetTheHawk
Sonic360
Skyle369
Ioshyriku
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 15, 2010, 02:19:08 AM
I think this advice could work for both of you.
Skyle, you mentioned how many times you "poured out your feelings to her". Well, that won't work long-term. Relationships based on feelings are almost always doomed to failure. This may not seem encouraging, but let me continue. There are two types of love: Romantic love, and True love. Romantic love, is the feeling you get when you're near someone you feel attracted to. Hugging, kissing, pouring out your feelings, that sort of relationship is short-term gain and long-term loss. True love is the kind of love that two people who deeply care and are concerned about the welfare of the other demonstrate. That is a mature and stable kind of love. Solid, enduring, and providing a sense of security. Obviously, if she continued to let you just tell how much you "loved" her, and she knew she had a boyfriend, she was not at all concerned for your well-being. And thusly, she does not deserve someone like you. You're only 14 Skyle,(and you should be reading this too Leviathan) and you have many years to find "the one". And if you're not sure how to start, ask God to bring the right girl into your life, someone who loves you the way love is supposed to be. Not through how you feel when you're near her, but through mutual caring, friendship, and respect.
Once again, you have helped me EP, thanks alot man. ;)
You're like a brother to me.
Quote from: Leviathan on January 16, 2010, 04:44:49 PM
Once again, you have helped me EP, thanks alot man. ;)
You're like a brother to me.
I'm glad I could help man. ;)
Anyone need Help?
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 16, 2010, 06:05:12 AM
HMS7 gives out some good advice. Skyle, i think you should follow .
just speaking from my heart bro...thats all i do now
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 17, 2010, 01:22:29 AM
Anyone need Help?
i may need a litle help...its not any code..just a problem i got myself into again....
Quote from: HMS7 on January 17, 2010, 03:44:51 AM
just speaking from my heart bro...thats all i do nowi may need a litle help...its not any code..just a problem i got myself into again....
What Happened, Bro?
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 17, 2010, 04:25:07 AM
What Happened, Bro?
just more girls fight over who wants to date me X_X
not enough me to go around
Well, you know how girls are...
good thing draco's not around (O_O)
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 17, 2010, 04:38:53 AM
Well, you know how girls are...
good thing draco's not around (O_O)
she at church X_X.....
ueah but i have to stop being so caring and it will stop
Stopping being caring is DEFIANTLY not the thing to do. Just let them know you're not available ate the time.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 17, 2010, 04:48:32 AM
Stopping being caring is DEFIANTLY not the thing to do. Just let them know you're not available ate the time.
i do and they go.."ok i'll wait"...X_X
Quote from: HMS7 on January 17, 2010, 04:35:59 AM
just more girls fight over who wants to date me X_X
not enough me to go around
Erm...well...I don't have a big speech for this one bro. ^_^U I've NEVER been in that sort of situation. All I can say is, ask God to show you the right girl.
I'm don't think there is a code color for this but, I think I am gay now. I fell for a trap on a game called Guilty Gear for my PS2. I was playing and skipping scenes as always but there was one with a girl/guy In it so I thought he/she looked cute so I decided to go play as the character, (his/her name is Bridget) then as I was looking at his story line and realized he/she was a guy! I got happy over a guy. I feel really gay right now Here's his/her pic (http://www.gannon-banned.com/images/site_images/gannon_banned_images/bridget.jpg)
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 17, 2010, 11:30:45 AM
I'm don't think there is a code color for this but, I think I am gay now. I fell for a trap on a game called Guilty Gear for my PS2. I was playing and skipping scenes as always but there was one with a girl/guy In it so I thought he/she looked cute so I decided to go play as the character, (his/her name is Bridget) then as I was looking at his story line and realized he/she was a guy! I got happy over a guy. I feel really gay right now Here's his/her pic (http://www.gannon-banned.com/images/site_images/gannon_banned_images/bridget.jpg)
This controversy sounds familiar to the Marth problem. Dude, you didn't know. Programmers do this to fulfill their sick wants. As long as you didn't feel the same after you figured it out that it was a dude, then no worries. But if you really want to avoid this again, don't play that game anymore.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 17, 2010, 12:55:29 PM
This controversy sounds familiar to the Marth problem. Dude, you didn't know. Programmers do this to fulfill their sick wants. As long as you didn't feel the same after you figured it out that it was a dude, then no worries. But if you really want to avoid this again, don't play that game anymore.
yeah what he says
i dont know what code I need right now. -_-
Whats the problem?
It's him again. He said something yesterday. We got a thunderstorm and so my mum asked me to bring the washing in and he followed me out and asked me "Why are you doing it so fast?" and I replied with "So that I get it all in before it rains and so that I won't get struck by lightning." and he said "Struck by lightning? That won't happen thats all bullsh*t."
I lost my temper and thrown him hard against the wall of the house, and threatened him. It just happened, I just got so frustrated he pushed me too far. :(
Oooooh yeah.I bet he was totally scared.
Annoying guy:No,SMD.......NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
You showed him
Oh yeah a day before that he claims I have been putting on weight and getting a fat belly. >:(
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 12:44:43 AM
Oh yeah a day before that he claims I have been putting on weight and getting a fat belly. >:(
you are not
Quote from: HMS7 on January 18, 2010, 03:22:30 AM
you are not
I know as a matter of fact I LOST weight some pairs of trousers and even boxer shorts actually fall off me now. He also claims I eat at McDonalds everyday. :(
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 03:23:25 AM
I know as a matter of fact I LOST weight some pairs of trousers and even boxer shorts actually fall off me now. He also claims I eat at McDonalds everyday. :(
you do not
Quote from: HMS7 on January 18, 2010, 03:24:16 AM
you do not
Of course I don't at the same time he HATES McDonalds, yet has he ever had a McDonalds? Never in his shitty little life so he can't criticise McDonalds when he has never tried it.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 12:44:43 AM
Oh yeah a day before that he claims I have been putting on weight and getting a fat belly. >:(
Say "You STILL don't have anything ELSE to tell me,don't you?"
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 03:26:14 AM
Of course I don't at the same time he HATES McDonalds, yet has he ever had a McDonalds? Never in his shitty little life so he can't criticise McDonalds when he has never tried it.
this man is stupid(the guy who is saying this stuff to you)
Quote from: HMS7 on January 18, 2010, 03:27:31 AM
this man is stupid(the guy who is saying this stuff to you)
I hate it everytime I look over at him I see his horrible toothlesss smirk he has false teeth. He really is a lowlife who sees me and my brother as a "stupid little boy" when I am nearly 20.
kill him
easier said than done i could beat him up though
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 03:31:43 AM
easier said than done i could beat him up though
have fun!
Quote from: HMS7 on January 18, 2010, 03:32:41 AM
have fun!
i found it upsetting when i was fast asleep on saturday morning when he woke me up and walked in when i jumped out of bed half naked and that i covered my, youknow. D:
If I was over at your house, I would bitch-punch him across his face like POW!
XD LOL bro, I just hope he has a lesson learned from what I did to him.
If he doesn't, Come Find Me.
If I know where you live that is. ;)
Gets into Terminator voice and says
"I know where you live,Fat Man"
He'd go ".......O_O................."
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 18, 2010, 03:56:31 AM
Gets into Terminator voice and says
"I know where you live,Fat Man"
He'd go ".......O_O................."
Yeah he is way bigger than my other sister who is married and pregnant. XD
(Sigh) Anything I say at this point will just be a repeat. Dave, you know what I'd do.
Yeah I know. This place is just to let me rant a bit about this guy who has no life. I don't have anywhere else to rant. :(
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 05:11:23 AM
Yeah I know. This place is just to let me rant a bit about this guy who has no life. I don't have anywhere else to rant. :(
Well, at least your letting your anger out here and not out on someone in real life. :)
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on January 18, 2010, 05:12:54 AM
Well, at least your letting your anger out here and not out on someone in real life. :)
Yeah good point, I did come close to it though. Luckily I didn't. :)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 18, 2010, 05:15:59 AM
Yeah good point, I did come close to it though. Luckily I didn't. :)
Exactly, and I bet that's only one of many cases we prevented here on CCoSZ.
I'm not going to use this thread for a while I don't want to burden other people with my problems I just feel so selfish. >.>
Don't worry bro, that's why this topic is here, To talk about your feelings. I got your back, K?
Me too :)
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 19, 2010, 10:31:33 AM
Don't worry bro, that's why this topic is here, To talk about your feelings. I got your back, K?
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 19, 2010, 10:33:20 AM
Me too :)
Thanks guys, its mostly because I want to take a break from too much typing and just that give your eyes a break too. XD jk seriously I am trying to avoid complaining for a few days. ;)
I know this is all kind of sudden, but can I join as part of code purple.
I don't see why not I'll add you. ;)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 22, 2010, 08:00:12 PM
I don't see why not I'll add you. ;)
Can you add me to pink and purple? :3
Hmmm...lots of employees, no customers. Oh well, that's not necessarily a bad thing.
Quote from: john-the-hedgie on January 23, 2010, 10:24:56 AM
Can you add me to pink and purple? :3
I don't see why not. :3 *goes to add you* :P
Code gray kay! my sister is comin back back kay! im doomed kay! how do i fix dis kay?
I don't know how to fix this, but I would suggest requesting a new password so your sister can't get on and make a new email account so she can't hit the recover password option.
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 24, 2010, 12:33:55 PM
I don't know how to fix this, but I would suggest requesting a new password so your sister can't get on and make a new email account so she can't hit the recover password option.
that was rainbows sister..
xD
Way to go u told my sis i was gonna change my password.....
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 24, 2010, 12:44:27 PM
Way to go u told my sis i was gonna change my password.....
Well you can't blame him for it. He was only trying to help.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 24, 2010, 12:44:27 PM
Way to go u told my sis i was gonna change my password.....
Who did?
Sonic360
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 24, 2010, 12:58:51 PM
Sonic360
No he didn't, please go back and read it again
She ask for hep, he answered, he never meantioned you changing your password. He suggust changing it. If you don't understand that .. then wow
Well I've got a bit of a sad situation. It's code RED
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 24, 2010, 11:48:39 PM
Well I've got a bit of a sad situation. It's code RED
What is it?
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 24, 2010, 11:53:39 PM
What is it?
Well I have known for over a day but well, a friend of mine has died on Saturday at the age of 13. His mother sent me a message about it on facebook. :'(
Dude I am so sorry to hear that, it is a terrible to lose a friend and especially when he is such a young age. I will be praying for God to heal you in such a time of need and comfort.
oh hey guys i have been taking counseling classes ok so i can be a code every color if it helps
and im in a new code
code orange:ur friends are tryint to break up you and ur gf/bf
so yeah i knida need some help guys X_X
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 24, 2010, 11:54:28 PM
Well I have known for over a day but well, a friend of mine has died on Saturday at the age of 13. His mother sent me a message about it on facebook. :'(
Sorry to hear that Dave. All I can say is that I'll pray for you, and the family of your friend. Was he Christian?
Quote from: HMS7 on January 25, 2010, 04:48:58 AM
oh hey guys i have been taking counseling classes ok so i can be a code every color if it helps
and im in a new code
code orange:ur friends are tryint to break up you and ur gf/bf
so yeah i knida need some help guys X_X
Hmmm, here's my opinion. Remember the girl before Lisa? Your friends voiced their concerns. Perhaps they're just concerned for your well-being.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 25, 2010, 05:05:17 AM
Hmmm, here's my opinion. Remember the girl before Lisa? Your friends voiced their concerns. Perhaps they're just concerned for your well-being.
not yal here on sz
my real friends
they keep saying kelsie is cheating on me on she is lying when she tells me she loves me and and that she is lieing to me when she said she wants to change her "sexuality" back to being straight again
but last night i slipped up and kinda told her something that i kinda wanted to do for her >.<
and she was shocked when i told her it
but then she kinda shocked me back by sending me a txt from yahoo with something she wanted to give me
Quote from: HMS7 on January 25, 2010, 05:17:16 AM
not yal here on sz
my real friends
they keep saying kelsie is cheating on me on she is lying when she tells me she loves me and and that she is lieing to me when she said she wants to change her "sexuality" back to being straight again
but last night i slipped up and kinda told her something that i kinda wanted to do for her >.<
and she was shocked when i told her it
but then she kinda shocked me back by sending me a txt from yahoo with something she wanted to give me
I wasn't necessarily referring to the SZ friends. Anyways, watch your back my friend.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 25, 2010, 05:21:15 AM
I wasn't necessarily referring to the SZ friends. Anyways, watch your back my friend.
this is what she sent me
Kelsie <------loves her baby to death and always will and is willing to give him her virginity and carry his child inside her
what i sent her was
Robert <--- loves his baby to death and will do anything and everything in his power to keep his baby smiling
becuz she has the prettyest smile in the known universe
but im still in shock that she loves me enough to become straight and not be bisexual anymore
Quote from: Sonic360 on January 25, 2010, 01:54:10 AM
Dude I am so sorry to hear that, it is a terrible to lose a friend and especially when he is such a young age. I will be praying for God to heal you in such a time of need and comfort.
Thanks 360 it's such a shame because his whole life he was always in and out of hospital for illness. :(
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 25, 2010, 05:05:17 AM
Sorry to hear that Dave. All I can say is that I'll pray for you, and the family of your friend. Was he Christian?
I'm not sure if he was or not but he believes in god. The last message I ever received on facebook by him was rather sad. :(
Well, if he did indeed believe in Jesus Christ as his Savior, then you will eventually see him again in Heaven.
I'm sure I will, when my time comes eventually...
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 25, 2010, 09:17:08 AM
I'm sure I will, when my time comes eventually...
.... Why did that scare me all of a sudden?
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 25, 2010, 10:29:53 AM
.... Why did that scare me all of a sudden?
Because no one wants dave dead D:
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on January 25, 2010, 10:29:53 AM
.... Why did that scare me all of a sudden?
Oh I dont want to kill myself or anything. Sadly, life is mortal and I am frightened of dying if I am honest. :-[
Quote from: john-the-hedgie on January 25, 2010, 10:32:10 AM
Because no one wants dave dead D:
Thats right nobody does. XD
some dude gave me a note in my locker and it said "go to hell (real name)!!!!!!! u dink ull get to beat me in track?!?!?! im gonna kill u!!!"
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 25, 2010, 03:36:35 PM
some dude gave me a note in my locker and it said "go to hell (real name)!!!!!!! u dink ull get to beat me in track?!?!?! im gonna kill u!!!"
He won't be able to do anything if your with your Mum or Dad.But watch out and look for signs.
My sister's boyfriend really done it this time today >:( you didn't give me advice ever since i told you shadow26, while others did. Why did you ask me whats wrong and never replied to me since? Thats a little rude. ???
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 25, 2010, 10:56:47 PM
My sister's boyfriend really done it this time today >:( you didn't give me advice ever since i told you shadow26, while others did. Why did you ask me whats wrong and never replied to me since? Thats a little rude. ???
Sorry :(
*Goes to different page and finds it*
I'm sorry SMD that your friend died.And it must of been painful for his parents as well.But i bet he lived a WONDERFUL life because he had a great friend like you :)
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 25, 2010, 11:19:54 PM
Sorry :(
*Goes to different page and finds it*
I'm sorry SMD that your friend died.And it must of been painful for his parents as well.But i bet he lived a WONDERFUL life because he had a great friend like you :)
dont worry about it i was knda sad and depressed about it, but we are good friends no matter what. ;) Yeah you are right im glad to have such a friend while he was in hospital a lot i cheered him up however his death kinda saddened me about my own younger brother too because when he was nearly 9 in 2008 my brother collapsed and fell unconcious and nearly died that scared me I'd hate to lose close family. D:
Quote from: sonicmaddave on January 25, 2010, 11:21:42 PM
dont worry about it i was knda sad and depressed about it, but we are good friends no matter what. ;) Yeah you are right im glad to have such a friend while he was in hospital a lot i cheered him up however his death kinda saddened me about my own younger brother too because when he was nearly 9 in 2008 my brother collapsed and fell unconcious and nearly died that scared me I'd hate to lose close family. D:
Yeah,that wouldn't be good.But i know you will always watch out for your brother ;)
Quote from: Shadow26 on January 25, 2010, 11:23:40 PM
Yeah,that wouldn't be good.But i know you will always watch out for your brother ;)
You are right I always look after people. ;) As for my friend, the grief hasn't set in yet, but will take a few days yet, and I don't know when the funeral is as of yet.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 25, 2010, 03:36:35 PM
some dude gave me a note in my locker and it said "go to hell (real name)!!!!!!! u dink ull get to beat me in track?!?!?! im gonna kill u!!!"
wow just wow
well rainbow just ingonre him and if it happens again tell ur parents and if it happens a thrid time tell the cops and show them all 3 notes so thne they can help you out better then we can DX ok?
Dank yall!
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 26, 2010, 01:08:26 PM
Dank yall!
your welcome rainbow
ever need any help just give CCoSZ a call...or someone who can help a txt
I dont have my real moms #,oh u ment u! lolz im so slow! but not on da field!
Yez yez she does
Code Black Its a serious case of depression at this state.
I have the guts to tell you guys some of it, but I can't tell all.
My brother left home the other day, hes 17 and doesn't belong out there in the cold world. Him and my dad got into a fight and some bad things were said to each other.
With the death of my uncle, I can't take any of this.
He was close, very close.
I need to leave for a while.
To clear my mind.
Think things over.
And seek emotional Help.
I'm sorry guys.
Anyway, good luck to everyone.
Goodbye SonicZone.
love peace smile -rainbow
Quote from: Leviathan on January 26, 2010, 04:21:15 PM
Code Black Its a serious case of depression at this state.
I have the guts to tell you guys some of it, but I can't tell all.
My brother left home the other day, hes 17 and doesn't belong out there in the cold world. Him and my dad got into a fight and some bad things were said to each other.
With the death of my uncle, I can't take any of this.
He was close, very close.
I need to leave for a while.
To clear my mind.
Think things over.
And seek emotional Help.
I'm sorry guys.
Anyway, good luck to everyone.
Goodbye SonicZone.
levi if u need you can call me or txt me whenever you need ok little bro i deal with ppl like this all the time
one of my...all of my friends are asking me for help becuz they are suicidal and they feel like noone will listen but im here to listen so if anyone needs anything just drop me a line or give me a buzz(txt me)
Quote from: HMS7 on January 26, 2010, 04:29:24 PM
levi if u need you can call me or txt me whenever you need ok little bro i deal with ppl like this all the time
one of my...all of my friends are asking me for help becuz they are suicidal and they feel like noone will listen but im here to listen so if anyone needs anything just drop me a line or give me a buzz(txt me)
Thanks, friend. ;)
R meh.
Quote from: Leviathan on January 26, 2010, 04:21:15 PM
Code Black Its a serious case of depression at this state.
I have the guts to tell you guys some of it, but I can't tell all.
My brother left home the other day, hes 17 and doesn't belong out there in the cold world. Him and my dad got into a fight and some bad things were said to each other.
With the death of my uncle, I can't take any of this.
He was close, very close.
I need to leave for a while.
To clear my mind.
Think things over.
And seek emotional Help.
I'm sorry guys.
Anyway, good luck to everyone.
Goodbye SonicZone.
If you really need emotional help, you need to seek out spiritual help. The Bible says that those who seek Him, will find Him. Him being God.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 26, 2010, 04:40:50 PM
If you really need emotional help, you need to seek out spiritual help. The Bible says that those who seek Him, will find Him. Him being God.
I've talked to him about it.
He said just wait, it'll all fall in to place soon.
I'm trusting him, as I always do.
Quote from: Leviathan on January 26, 2010, 04:42:40 PM
I've talked to him about it.
He said just wait, it'll all fall in to place soon.
I'm trusting him, as I always do.
Good boy, Leviathan. I'll pray hard for you and your family.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 26, 2010, 04:46:57 PM
Good boy, Leviathan. I'll pray hard for you and your family.
Thanks. ;)
Quote from: Leviathan on January 26, 2010, 04:42:40 PM
I've talked to him about it.
He said just wait, it'll all fall in to place soon.
I'm trusting him, as I always do.
goood boy levi
EPIC EDIT
I NEED SOME HELP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wats wrong bro?
Quote from: HMS7 on January 27, 2010, 03:52:08 AMI NEED SOME HELP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whoa! What's wrong?
So I went to the doctor today to get an exam done do to some pain in my stomach area. So to make a long story short, he came in with some papers and then told me I have cancer in the lower left side of my stomach.
Its back.
It won't leave me alone.
I have cancer, AGAIN!
Its almost funny how I can manage to get three cases of cancer in less then two years.
Screw my life.
Quote from: Leviathan on January 29, 2010, 04:58:23 PM
So I went to the doctor today to get an exam done do to some pain in my stomach area. So to make a long story short, he came in with some papers and then told me I have cancer in the lower left side of my stomach.
Its back.
It won't leave me alone.
I have cancer, AGAIN!
Its almost funny how I can manage to get three cases of cancer in less then two years.
Screw my life.
Oh no not again! I will pray very hard for you, last thing I want to ever happen is you dying or anyone for that manner. But you also have to pray for yourself. K ^^
Quote from: Leviathan on January 29, 2010, 04:58:23 PM
So I went to the doctor today to get an exam done do to some pain in my stomach area. So to make a long story short, he came in with some papers and then told me I have cancer in the lower left side of my stomach.
Its back.
It won't leave me alone.
I have cancer, AGAIN!
Its almost funny how I can manage to get three cases of cancer in less then two years.
Screw my life.
NO.
Screw the CANCER, it's not going to stop you from going on your life.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on January 29, 2010, 05:05:54 PM
NO.
Screw the CANCER, it's not going to stop you from going on your life.
I've kicked its ass twice, I'll do it a third damn time!
Atta' boy, levi!
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 29, 2010, 12:12:58 PM
Wats wrong bro?
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 29, 2010, 12:35:04 PM
Whoa! What's wrong?
*smiles*
im fine now...my bro in law had said that kelsie had cheated on me (again for the thrid time)
but i asked her about it and she said it did happen but i forgave her(becuz i did the same on her 3 times)
so now everything is fine now and me and kelsie are back together
Quote from: HMS7 on January 30, 2010, 06:41:30 AM
*smiles*
im fine now...my bro in law had said that kelsie had cheated on me (again for the thrid time)
but i asked her about it and she said it did happen but i forgave her(becuz i did the same on her 3 times)
so now everything is fine now and me and kelsie are back together
Phew. Thank God. I read this on the way to church yesterday, and I went crazy looking for an internet connection to find out what was wrong. Glad you're ok. ;)
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 30, 2010, 06:48:00 AM
Phew. Thank God. I read this on the way to church yesterday, and I went crazy looking for an internet connection to find out what was wrong. Glad you're ok. ;)
yeah me too i was scared that i was gonna lose kelsie forever
Dnt cheat on her bro
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 30, 2010, 11:46:43 AM
Dnt cheat on her bro
not gonna ever happen again...it was a stupid mistake...and we both had someone when it happened X_X
so we both cheated
but it worked out for the better
Yay! i hope u dnt cheat and if u do
Lolz now u have to sing im a single lady to ep!
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on January 31, 2010, 12:36:38 PM
Lolz now u have to sing im a single lady to ep!
I'll pass. We have to get back on-topic. This may be the spam section, but this place is a serious topic.
Sorry guys,i wasn't helping :( But i knew you guys had it covered.Sorry again :(
This place is for serious discussion only because it's the comforting centre. Shadow26 don't worry at all you are a good guy and a great help to the topic. :)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 01, 2010, 05:35:06 PM
This place is for serious discussion only because it's the comforting centre. Shadow26 don't worry at all you are a good guy and a great help to the topic. :)
Thanks SMD :) Yeah,it's pretty good that there are no need for comforting.I say this topic saves lives :)
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 01, 2010, 09:51:27 PM
Thanks SMD :) Yeah,it's pretty good that there are no need for comforting.I say this topic saves lives :)
You are right there. It seems everyone is so happy right now, I think you and others on this topic have been a great help here. ;D
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 01, 2010, 09:56:34 PM
You are right there. It seems everyone is so happy right now, I think you and others on this topic have been a great help here. ;D
Duh!Of course you as well! ;D
I guess I'm Code Black.
Well, My headache's gotten worse,and i'm still being harrassed for liking Kirby. I just can't take it anymore! It's too much to deal with.
~KirbySoul11
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on February 02, 2010, 10:32:28 AM
I guess I'm Code Black.
Well, My headache's gotten worse,and i'm still being harrassed for liking Kirby. I just can't take it anymore! It's too much to deal with.
~KirbySoul11
kirby calm down buddy ok
ppl are just doing taht becuz
A. they hate you
B. they hate kirby
but dont worry ok
what you can do is if it keeps up go to the cops or tell someone about it ok please dont feel scared ok bro?
HMS7
epic edit
also take some advil for the head ache and if that dont work get some rest ok?
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on February 02, 2010, 10:32:28 AM
I guess I'm Code Black.
Well, My headache's gotten worse,and i'm still being harrassed for liking Kirby. I just can't take it anymore! It's too much to deal with.
~KirbySoul11
You're headache is being caused by stress. You need to let it out. You know what's really relaxing? Taking a hot bath. It relaxes every part of your body, and should make you feel better. And as for the people who are tormenting you, if you like Kirby, that's your business, not theirs. And if they harass you, ignore them. They yell an insult at you, do what a vulcan would do. Pretend that nothing was said, and show no emotion. You can't let them know it gets to you, otherwise, they'll never stop. And whatever you do, DO NOT fight back. I know you like to be a warrior and fight back, but the best thing to do, is to ignore them.
You're on my prayer list, which I'm too lazy to copy and paste right now. ^_^U
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 02, 2010, 11:55:00 AM
You're headache is being caused by stress. You need to let it out. You know what's really relaxing? Taking a hot bath. It relaxes every part of your body, and should make you feel better. And as for the people who are tormenting you, if you like Kirby, that's your business, not theirs. And if they harass you, ignore them. They yell an insult at you, do what a vulcan would do. Pretend that nothing was said, and show no emotion. You can't let them know it gets to you, otherwise, they'll never stop. And whatever you do, DO NOT fight back. I know you like to be a warrior and fight back, but the best thing to do, is to ignore them.
You're on my prayer list, which I'm too lazy to copy and paste right now. ^_^U
Quote from: HMS7 on February 02, 2010, 10:39:37 AM
kirby calm down buddy ok
ppl are just doing taht becuz
A. they hate you
B. they hate kirby
but dont worry ok
what you can do is if it keeps up go to the cops or tell someone about it ok please dont feel scared ok bro?
HMS7
epic edit
also take some advil for the head ache and if that dont work get some rest ok?
Thanks guys. I feel better already knowing I've got a huge family taking care of me.
Bad news guys, my cancer developed really fast, I might not make it this time.
:'(
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 12:55:53 PM
Bad news guys, my cancer developed really fast, I might not make it this time.
:'(
D: ohh, sorry to hear that..
I hope you make it out of it ok...;'(
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 12:55:53 PM
Bad news guys, my cancer developed really fast, I might not make it this time.
:'(
No! You can't give up! You can't even think about giving up! You WILL make it! You keep telling yourself that!
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 02, 2010, 01:58:46 PM
No! You can't give up! You can't even think about giving up! You WILL make it! You keep telling yourself that!
Yeah, im sure we can all agree with EP there
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 12:55:53 PM
Bad news guys, my cancer developed really fast, I might not make it this time.
:'(
LEVI U WILL MAKE IT OUT OF THIS ONE BRO
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 12:55:53 PM
Bad news guys, my cancer developed really fast, I might not make it this time.
:'(
No, thats quitter talk! You will survive this cancer you have, we don't need you to go dying on us. If anything pray that you survive this cancer, I will be praying that you survive it. I won't let you die, if you die then we will have a big part of our hearts torn out.
I'm going in on Thursday to get Kemo therapy and radiation.
And Friday to get a large part of it take out.
Wish me luck.
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 04:58:46 PM
I'm going in on Thursday to get Kemo therapy and radiation.
And Friday to get a large part of it take out.
Wish me luck.
I'm not wishing you luck.
I'm saying God Bless You.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 02, 2010, 05:22:38 PM
I'm not wishing you luck.
I'm saying God Bless You.
Thank you.
Sorry guys I really don't know what to say here. I really don't know how to help on this one I am sorry. :-\
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 02, 2010, 05:24:55 PM
Sorry guys I really don't know what to say here. I really don't know how to help on this one I am sorry. :-\
Just pray REALLY hard Dave. That's all we can do.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 02, 2010, 05:29:09 PM
Just pray REALLY hard Dave. That's all we can do.
Alright its just with the events happening myself I just dont know how to help others right now. :-[
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 05:23:44 PM
Thank you.
having cancer is a freaky thing... one of my friends found out he had lung cancer one time... it freaked me out too...
I hope you get better :( I'll be praying...! D:
Quote from: Gleech on February 02, 2010, 05:40:45 PM
having cancer is a freaky thing... one of my friends found out he had lung cancer one time... it freaked me out too...
I hope you get better :( I'll be praying...! D:
I know I've lost an auntie to breast cancer 4 years ago... you probably remember me telling you about it on msn once. :(
Quote from: Leviathan on February 02, 2010, 12:55:53 PM
Bad news guys, my cancer developed really fast, I might not make it this time.
:'(
That's Quitter talk! You ready to quit? We're all praying for you. You can't give in!
Kirby did you get my message... ???
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 03, 2010, 01:56:54 AM
Kirby did you get my message... ???
Yeah. I'm replying to it now.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on February 03, 2010, 02:14:46 AM
Yeah. I'm replying to it now.
Okay cool you dont need to reply or anything its pretty much just to say I am always here for you. I just wanted to make sure you read it at least. ;)
NEWS FLASH
levi txted me and he said the cancer is gone
they did some test and it showed the cancer is gone
they couldnt find anything that was cancer or anything related to cancer at all
Quote from: HMS7 on February 03, 2010, 01:35:02 PM
NEWS FLASH
levi txted me and he said the cancer is gone
they did some test and it showed the cancer is gone
they couldnt find anything that was cancer or anything related to cancer at all
o.o
Well, glad to hear he's ok. ;)
Quote from: HMS7 on February 03, 2010, 01:35:02 PM
NEWS FLASH
levi txted me and he said the cancer is gone
they did some test and it showed the cancer is gone
they couldnt find anything that was cancer or anything related to cancer at all
THAT...is an act of God. Praise the Lord! It happened to the wife of a pastor(John Hagee), she had cancer, and later, after much prayer from her and her friends, she got tested, and there was no trace of cancer. That just shows His power right there. Levi, when you see this, make sure you praise and thank God for healing you. We all prayed, and it worked. PRAISE GOD!!
oh trust me, I praised him alright, thats all i did for almost two hours. ;D
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 03, 2010, 04:24:49 PM
THAT...is an act of God. Praise the Lord! It happened to the wife of a pastor(John Hagee), she had cancer, and later, after much prayer from her and her friends, she got tested, and there was no trace of cancer. That just shows His power right there. Levi, when you see this, make sure you praise and thank God for healing you. We all prayed, and it worked. PRAISE GOD!!
God=The cure for cancer.
Scientists are so stupid :P
Anyway YAAAY! Glad you're alright, Levi :D
Quote from: Leviathan on February 03, 2010, 04:55:54 PM
oh trust me, I praised him alright, thats all i did for almost two hours. ;D
Post Merge: February 03, 2010, 09:58:44 PM
oh trust me, I praised him alright, thats all i did for almost two hours. ;D
You accidentally double posted let me fix that for you. ;)
rofl almighty lawd pwned cancer.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 03, 2010, 11:22:11 PM
rofl almighty lawd pwned cancer.
Chaos Swissroll,this is serious! >:( This isn't just a game!
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 03, 2010, 11:35:53 PM
Chaos Swissroll,this is serious! >:( This isn't just a game!
I knew he could make it, I'm not worried ;D
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 03, 2010, 11:35:53 PM
Chaos Swissroll,this is serious! >:( This isn't just a game!
bro bro bro calm down he was just having some fun so chill
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 04, 2010, 03:22:04 AM
I knew he could make it, I'm not worried ;D
Just watch your mouth......it didn't sound very nice for me......
Quote from: HMS7 on February 04, 2010, 04:51:36 AM
bro bro bro calm down he was just having some fun so chill
HM,this is a serious topic.It's not like "I gonna pray for you and your okay.".It's not always like that.......
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 04, 2010, 04:59:19 AM
HM,this is a serious topic.It's not like "I gonna pray for you and your okay.".It's not always like that.......
shade calm down and yeah u wopuld be surprised what prayer can do
look what it did for me
1.i was a junkie (for 7 years i have been overdosing on meds) but kelsie came and she prayed for me and now i dont every feel the pain
2.i did things that could get me locked up for life but i was forgiven(if u wanna know ask me on msn)
3. i almost killed one of my best friends and yet he forgave me and his parents didnt press charges against me(i put him in the hosptial for 2 months)
so prayer has powerful aftereffects if the right ppl pray for you
and i know its not always like that you just have to believe in what u say is true and hope it happens
Quote from: HMS7 on February 04, 2010, 05:07:37 AM
shade calm down and yeah u wopuld be surprised what prayer can do
look what it did for me
1.i was a junkie (for 7 years i have been overdosing on meds) but kelsie came and she prayed for me and now i dont every feel the pain
2.i did things that could get me locked up for life but i was forgiven(if u wanna know ask me on msn)
3. i almost killed one of my best friends and yet he forgave me and his parents didnt press charges against me(i put him in the hosptial for 2 months)
so prayer has powerful aftereffects if the right ppl pray for you
and i know its not always like that you just have to believe in what u say is true and hope it happens
But one thing HM,is:
God can't do everything for you.You like a girl,god can't make her like you.YOU have to do it.Over here,we don't just pray every single day or people,we give them advice.Thats like,trying new food.What are you going to do?Try it.Simple.I'm not trying to be mean,but we don't just pray.
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 04, 2010, 05:11:00 AM
But one thing HM,is:
God can't do everything for you.You like a girl,god can't make her like you.YOU have to do it.Over here,we don't just pray every single day or people,we give them advice.Thats like,trying new food.What are you going to do?Try it.Simple.I'm not trying to be mean,but we don't just pray.
good point on the girl liking me part
but i can see ur not being mean
im not saying u are
if i came across that way im sorry
Quote from: HMS7 on February 04, 2010, 05:16:49 AM
good point on the girl liking me part
but i can see ur not being mean
im not saying u are
if i came across that way im sorry
No no no,no problem HMS7 ;) Sorry as well if i was being mean.I'll give you 1+ karma for showing what this topic is about :)
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 04, 2010, 05:18:37 AM
No no no,no problem HMS7 ;) Sorry as well if i was being mean.I'll give you 1+ karma for showing what this topic is about :)
thanks bro
and +1 to you too
EPIC EDIT
guys im code-insert code name's color-
i've lost 5 of my friends in the last month....they are all dead
and i need help.....badly...
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 04, 2010, 04:59:19 AM
Just watch your mouth......it didn't sound very nice for me......HM,this is a serious topic.It's not like "I gonna pray for you and your okay.".It's not always like that.......
Not my problem.
Serious topic?Go pick on someone else that is not being serious.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 05, 2010, 12:38:18 AM
Not my problem.
Serious topic?Go pick on someone else that is not being serious.
This is serious Swissroll.And YOU are not being serious with this
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 05, 2010, 12:46:23 AM
This is serious Swissroll.And YOU are not being serious with this
:D
Have you looked over the pages how was I trying to help the others, they didn't even appreciate it, but at least I tried, SO READ THE POSTS BEFORE YOU ACCUSE ME OF ANYTHING KTHX
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 05, 2010, 12:59:37 AM
:D
Have you looked over the pages how was I trying to help the others, they didn't even appreciate it, but at least I tried, SO READ THE POSTS BEFORE YOU ACCUSE ME OF ANYTHING KTHX
But it sounds like god is just another person when you said it like that.You should respect god >:(
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 05, 2010, 01:07:05 AM
But it sounds like god is just another person when you said it like that.You should respect god >:(
I even used almighty on God, so how is that disrespecting God?
(http://www.argonathrpg.eu/forum/Smileys/classic/pop.gif)
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 05, 2010, 05:22:50 AM
I even used almighty on God, so how is that disrespecting God?
(http://www.argonathrpg.eu/forum/Smileys/classic/pop.gif)
So?!It's like i now right for John "Hillirous Hon".And i think you could of just wrote "God" instead of "Gawd"
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 05, 2010, 05:25:15 AM
So?!It's like i now right for John "Hillirous Hon".And i think you could of just wrote "God" instead of "Gawd"
So, you are blaming me for not typing it God, while I meant the same?now u r just hardcore.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 05, 2010, 05:27:06 AM
So, you are blaming me for not typing it God, while I meant the same?now u r just hardcore.
"Gawd" sounds mean to me.It's like God isn't important to you
U GUYS SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP THE FUCKING FIGHT OK
*blacks out*
*wakes up crying becuz he lost 5 of his closest friends last month and 2 nights ago*
Quote from: HMS7 on February 05, 2010, 06:14:21 AM
U GUYS SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP THE FUCKING FIGHT OK
*blacks out*
*wakes up crying becuz he lost 5 of his closest friends last month and 2 nights ago*
Ok... calm down, dude. Keep your cool. And try not to freak out.
They aren't going to fight anymore, don't worry.
how can i gleech i lost 5 of my best friends and yesterday i lost my uncle to od and now im about to lose my cousin to a comma
Quote from: HMS7 on February 06, 2010, 06:35:46 AM
how can i gleech i lost 5 of my best friends and yesterday i lost my uncle to od and now im about to lose my cousin to a comma
But did the world end? Are you not sitting here right now, alive, perfectly well? Is the sky not blue? Are the birds not still singing?
I know having losses so hard like that is a terrible thing, but HMS, you need to look on the other side.
Yes, it's hard when you've lost someone, or so many, you loved, but there's no reason to take it out on everyone else like you just did.
I'm sorry for you losses, but please don't let this effect your social life.
i wasnt tryin to take it out on others
i just wanted them to stop spamming the topic with that fight V_V
and im tryin to its just i have been friends with them for 13 years and its one of the reason i love helping ppl
and my unlce was the one who helped keep me from oding before i met kels
and my cousin is in a comma and imma lose him soon
becuz the doctors said he maybe in the comma for the rest of his life TTTTT_TTTTT
Quote from: HMS7 on February 06, 2010, 06:49:05 AM
i wasnt tryin to take it out on others
i just wanted them to stop spamming the topic with that fight V_V
and im tryin to its just i have been friends with them for 13 years and its one of the reason i love helping ppl
and my unlce was the one who helped keep me from oding before i met kels
and my cousin is in a comma and imma lose him soon
becuz the doctors said he maybe in the comma for the rest of his life TTTTT_TTTTT
Well you said you're a christian, right? And the only thing that you can, and should do, is pray for them...
I'll try to help pray for them too, but I can't be sure I'll remember since I have a lot of stuff on my mind.
Quote from: Gleech on February 06, 2010, 06:53:15 AM
Well you said you're a christian, right? And the only thing that you can, and should do, is pray for them...
I'll try to help pray for them too, but I can't be sure I'll remember since I have a lot of stuff on my mind.
they are dead.....
Quote from: HMS7 on February 06, 2010, 06:49:05 AM
i wasnt tryin to take it out on others
i just wanted them to stop spamming the topic with that fight V_V
and im tryin to its just i have been friends with them for 13 years and its one of the reason i love helping ppl
and my unlce was the one who helped keep me from oding before i met kels
and my cousin is in a comma and imma lose him soon
becuz the doctors said he maybe in the comma for the rest of his life TTTTT_TTTTT
Dude, it will be alright as long as you have God, trust me I know how you feel because, I have been run over by a car, acedentaly killed my aunt, trying to live out the rest of my days before my kidneys fail and I die (I have a kidney infection) and I just got over a concussion from a car crash a few days ago. Trust me if I made it through all the s*** I went through in my life it has been because of God. Btw not to be rude or nosey but how did 5 of your friends...you know.
Quote from: Sonic360 on February 06, 2010, 07:02:46 AM
Dude, it will be alright as long as you have God, trust me I know how you feel because, I have been run over by a car, acedentaly killed my aunt, trying to live out the rest of my days before my kidneys fail and I die (I have a kidney infection) and I just got over a concussion from a car crash a few days ago. Trust me if I made it through all the s*** I went through in my life it has been because of God. Btw not to be rude or nosey but how did 5 of your friends...you know.
You have been through a lot and you are still strong. That's what I love seeing in a person. Someone who will not give up no matter what happens.
Quote from: Sonic360 on February 06, 2010, 07:02:46 AM
Dude, it will be alright as long as you have God, trust me I know how you feel because, I have been run over by a car, acedentaly killed my aunt, trying to live out the rest of my days before my kidneys fail and I die (I have a kidney infection) and I just got over a concussion from a car crash a few days ago. Trust me if I made it through all the s*** I went through in my life it has been because of God. Btw not to be rude or nosey but how did 5 of your friends...you know.
ok 2 of my friends(andy and deisy) got killed by a murderer becuz of me(he killed them just to show me what he would do if i goit in his way agen)
my friend allie got killed in a car crash 3 days ago
and my friends
cody and jakey got in a death fight and they kinda killed each other (they are two boys) and the fight was about them odin and they were both high and they grabed knives and stabed each other TTTTT_TTTTT
and my uncle oded and now i cant ever see him agen
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 06, 2010, 07:05:59 AM
You have been through a lot and you are still strong. That's what I love seeing in a person. Someone who will not give up no matter what happens.
i have to be now becuz kelsie needs someone like that and i dont know if after yesterday if i can be him any more V.V
Oh dude sorry I didn't know, well anyway you have to pray to God to help you get over this, look past it and move on with life, sorry but in reality you only have one chance to live your life and if you spend your life in remorse and sorrow you will have a sad life. I will be praying for you
Quote from: Sonic360 on February 06, 2010, 09:11:25 AM
Oh dude sorry I didn't know, well anyway you have to pray to God to help you get over this, look past it and move on with life, sorry but in reality you only have one chance to live your life and if you spend your life in remorse and sorrow you will have a sad life. I will be praying for you
ok thanks 360
Code purple - I'm really depressed tonight. :-\
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 10, 2010, 06:13:45 AM
Code purple - I'm really depressed tonight. :-\
You told me everything.You can defeat her SMD.I bet you can.I bet you can make her look stupid :D
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 10, 2010, 06:14:47 AM
You told me everything.You can defeat her SMD.I bet you can.I bet you can make her look stupid :D
Yeah I know i think we are winning slowly. ;D but massive fights like this do take the toll on us. :o
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 10, 2010, 06:16:13 AM
Yeah I know i think we are winning slowly. ;D but massive fights like this do take the toll on us. :o
I can understand that. The hentai brawls usually left me fatigued in all aspects. But the Bible says that when you do what God wants you to do, he'll always give you enough strength to continue on. Right when you think you just can't go on anymore, God will give you enough strength to keep going on, and keep going, and going.
Don't worry.
I'm gonna drive that cow off the internet and show her how small she is, if it's any consolation.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 10, 2010, 06:18:58 AM
I can understand that. The hentai brawls usually left me fatigued in all aspects. But the Bible says that when you do what God wants you to do, he'll always give you enough strength to continue on. Right when you think you just can't go on anymore, God will give you enough strength to keep going on, and keep going, and going.
Yeah I know she keeps dragging it on when I try and end it she randomly picks fights over my comments and stuff on other people's pages despite she has me blocked and I have her blocked also. She's lost a lot of friends recently, and sickeningly her latest boyfriend was a 10 year old. :o
Quote from: ChaosDazer on February 10, 2010, 06:20:35 AM
Don't worry.
I'm gonna drive that cow off the internet and show her how small she is, if it's any consolation.
I hope she can disappear. :o
guys i think im the first one to feel 2 codes at once X_X
im codes purple and grey
i need someone to talk to me
and i feel like i let kelsie down becuz i cant get her anything for v-da
V.V
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 10, 2010, 06:23:13 AM
Yeah I know she keeps dragging it on when I try and end it she randomly picks fights over my comments and stuff on other people's pages despite she has me blocked and I have her blocked also. She's lost a lot of friends recently, and sickeningly her latest boyfriend was a 10 year old. :o
I hope she can disappear. :o
Uggh, a 10 year old what is she, a pedo.
Quote from: Sonic360 on February 10, 2010, 12:48:40 PM
Uggh, a 10 year old what is she, a pedo.
Yeah I know, totally disgusting. :o
Quote from: HMS7 on February 10, 2010, 10:51:32 AM
guys i think im the first one to feel 2 codes at once X_X
im codes purple and grey
i need someone to talk to me
and i feel like i let kelsie down becuz i cant get her anything for v-da
V.V
*hugs* sorry to hear that im here for you bro
Quote from: HMS7 on February 10, 2010, 10:51:32 AM
guys i think im the first one to feel 2 codes at once X_X
im codes purple and grey
i need someone to talk to me
and i feel like i let kelsie down becuz i cant get her anything for v-da
V.V
Well she can't get herself anything as well, you both have no incomes, it's a small matter.
Remember, true love is never restricted by money, why does money even interrupt your relationship with her?
What you do to her values more, not material.
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on February 10, 2010, 11:55:21 PM
Well she can't get herself anything as well, you both have no incomes, it's a small matter.
Remember, true love is never restricted by money, why does money even interrupt your relationship with her?
What you do to her values more, not material.
i work a JOB >.<
she got me a necklace and she is getting me a ring with dragons spinning spewing fire :D
and i cant get her anything becuz of this stupid snow storm
i go to the store to day and i may stop by zales and get her something nice ^_^
it came into affect becuz she is spending her money to get me something nice when all i want is her
and that makes me feel like if she gets me something special i have to get her something special back >.> thats just the way i am v.v
Quote from: HMS7 on February 11, 2010, 02:12:20 AM
i work a JOB >.<
she got me a necklace and she is getting me a ring with dragons spinning spewing fire :D
and i cant get her anything becuz of this stupid snow storm
i go to the store to day and i may stop by zales and get her something nice ^_^
it came into affect becuz she is spending her money to get me something nice when all i want is her
and that makes me feel like if she gets me something special i have to get her something special back >.> thats just the way i am v.v
Sorry but I didn't know.
Tell her that she is the most special thing you could ever find. :3
Code Purple-A while ago, HMS7 talked about his love life alot here on SZ, and of coruse I had to open my big fat mouth and told him to stop whining.
He apologized but today I thought about it and I felt like a TOTAL ass.
why do you still feel like a total ass?
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 12, 2010, 06:09:37 PM
why do you still feel like a total ass?
Because he was goig through trouble and I didn't even take time to think about it.
Quote from: Leviathan on February 12, 2010, 06:39:42 PM
Because he was goig through trouble and I didn't even take time to think about it.
Ah right, well, I know how you feel because I've flipped at him once before and felt extremely guilty, but the feeling will pass don't worry. :)
Well, why not you apologize to HMS7? :D
Quote from: HMS7 on February 10, 2010, 10:51:32 AM
guys i think im the first one to feel 2 codes at once X_X
im codes purple and grey
i need someone to talk to me
and i feel like i let kelsie down becuz i cant get her anything for v-da
V.V
Oh come on HMS7,don't feel like that.Do you what is the best present for valentines?It's that you guys have each other.What would Kelsie do without you?What would you do without Kelsie?
So i think thats the best present.
Don't worry. You both are in love with each other, whatever you get for her she will be grateful and understand, and vice versa. :)
Quote from: sonicmaddave on February 12, 2010, 07:22:10 PM
Ah right, well, I know how you feel because I've flipped at him once before and felt extremely guilty, but the feeling will pass don't worry. :)
okay
Code Purple- I went through a crisis about a decision about dating my girlfriend or me crush at school and my girlfriend put our relationship on paused.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on February 14, 2010, 03:55:46 PM
Code Purple- I went through a crisis about a decision about dating my girlfriend or me crush at school and my girlfriend put our relationship on paused.
Hmmm...this seems to be a common issue these days. Well, if you're a Christian, I would say to pray about the situation. But if you're not, I would try to evaluate the situation. What about your girlfriend attracts you to her? If it's her body, then it's not a very deep love. But if SHE ended it because you have a different crush, don't you think you owe it to her to let her off the hook instead of cheating on her?
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 14, 2010, 05:04:17 PM
Hmmm...this seems to be a common issue these days. Well, if you're a Christian, I would say to pray about the situation. But if you're not, I would try to evaluate the situation. What about your girlfriend attracts you to her? If it's her body, then it's not a very deep love. But if SHE ended it because you have a different crush, don't you think you owe it to her to let her off the hook instead of cheating on her?
One, I'm Christian and I prayed yesterday. Two, thanks EchidnaPower for helping me. Three, it was both.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on February 14, 2010, 05:44:31 PM
One, I'm Christian and I prayed yesterday. Two, thanks EchidnaPower for helping me. Three, it was both.
No prob. That's what the CCoSZ is all about. ;)
CODE PURPLE
Things have just been getting stressful at school, I am questioning some of my friends and whether or not they really are my friends or just like me to get good laughs outta me by ridiculing me. The work is starting to mount a bit, and I just feel like talking to my parents/teachers/peers at school isn't enough about how to conquer the challenges I face later on.
I feel like I am being too hard on myself and something just isn't right. When I try to relax here on the forum, there's a thought or sense of work or school related things just wanting me to think about school rather than having fun.
I don't want to say I am depressed, but I need your accounts of how you deal with perfectionism and school pressures such as questionable friends and mounting stress. It's kinda scary to see that when my mom was my age, she never had this amount of stress...and the amount of stress I have now is the same as to the amount of stress she has right now. :-\
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on February 17, 2010, 04:09:55 PM
CODE PURPLE
Things have just been getting stressful at school, I am questioning some of my friends and whether or not they really are my friends or just like me to get good laughs outta me by ridiculing me. The work is starting to mount a bit, and I just feel like talking to my parents/teachers/peers at school isn't enough about how to conquer the challenges I face later on.
I feel like I am being too hard on myself and something just isn't right. When I try to relax here on the forum, there's a thought or sense of work or school related things just wanting me to think about school rather than having fun.
I don't want to say I am depressed, but I need your accounts of how you deal with perfectionism and school pressures such as questionable friends and mounting stress. It's kinda scary to see that when my mom was my age, she never had this amount of stress...and the amount of stress I have now is the same as to the amount of stress she has right now. :-\
I know how you feel,trust me.But i think something can help you:
Just keep on doing school and on one point,you'll have freedom
I'm having a lot of stress with school and homework,but my grades are more then average.The stress brings me down,but i have to keep going.And i have the exactly same thing with when you go onto the forum.Something just makes me think of the things i have to do the next day,and that brings me down.Strive for your best.If you have one big disadvantage,pass it,then you'll be free.And i wish you luck SSB :)
About the "friends".Just keep on watching them and don't be clumsy.Then you'll see if they like you for their own laughs or like to play around with you and have fun.
I'm really not sure if this advice is going to help you,but it's coming from somebody with his own stress right now that is bringing him down.
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on February 17, 2010, 04:09:55 PM
CODE PURPLE
Things have just been getting stressful at school, I am questioning some of my friends and whether or not they really are my friends or just like me to get good laughs outta me by ridiculing me. The work is starting to mount a bit, and I just feel like talking to my parents/teachers/peers at school isn't enough about how to conquer the challenges I face later on.
I feel like I am being too hard on myself and something just isn't right. When I try to relax here on the forum, there's a thought or sense of work or school related things just wanting me to think about school rather than having fun.
I don't want to say I am depressed, but I need your accounts of how you deal with perfectionism and school pressures such as questionable friends and mounting stress. It's kinda scary to see that when my mom was my age, she never had this amount of stress...and the amount of stress I have now is the same as to the amount of stress she has right now. :-\
I can understand the feeling of perfectionism that you're having. Not sure if it's the same, but while writing the Dash Adventure it just seemed like it was never finished. It was always eating at me that something needed to be changed. Is that the way you feel? You mentioned that the work is starting to pile up, yet when you try to enjoy yourself, something eats at you that you have to work. That's what's called the conscience. God gave us that to know the difference between right decisions and wrong decisions. But if the stress is becoming too much to handle, try praying to God that He'll relieve some of that stress, and give you enough energy to keep on keepin' on. Did you know that the cell adhesion molecule in the human body called Laminin, is shaped like a cross? That's no coincidence. It's another sign from Him that He is literally holding us together at the seams, and He'll never let go. And as for your so-called friends, I had that awkward stage myself. I was tripping over everything, I was fat, and even my AWANA was a bear. The kids there thought I was a loser and just plain laughed at me when I spoke. But, here I am, years later, and I'm alright. Because with the help of God and my parents, I managed to get through it. Now, I'm at a great church with a great AWANA youth group who respect me for who I am. Quite honestly Boom, when you're at a school, you have to keep a very sharp eye out, because if you suspect something, that could mean that there's a warning sign somewhere. So keep your eyes peeled. My advice to find good friends? Join a youth group. I've met some of my best friends at youth group, and it's always loads of fun. So try that out, ok? You're on my prayer list, which once again, I am too lazy to hunt down. -_-U
um Code blue
so i was walking to 6th period and this random bitch came out of no where and headbutted the shit out of me and just left *this foo's like about my height, 5"5, im 5"7) and like i fall down and theres blood on my head, i later get a bandaid on my head and pretend like nothings happened (im ganna fight him tomorrow though, ganna jump him from behind, or straight up at lunch)
Post Merge: February 18, 2010, 05:02:51 PM
and my dads almost home, what do i tell him
whats with the codes? and why is my text black? and why am i going to kill myself?
Quote from: darknight on February 18, 2010, 02:22:02 PM
whats with the codes? and why is my text black? and why am i going to kill myself?
Dude, gtfo. This is a serious topic. you're not going to kill yourself, you're eleven, get a life.
Quote from: JetTheHawk on February 18, 2010, 02:01:08 PM
um Code blue
so i was walking to 6th period and this random bitch came out of no where and headbutted the shit out of me and just left *this foo's like about my height, 5"5, im 5"7) and like i fall down and theres blood on my head, i later get a bandaid on my head and pretend like nothings happened (im ganna fight him tomorrow though, ganna jump him from behind, or straight up at lunch)
Post Merge: February 18, 2010, 05:02:51 PM
and my dads almost home, what do i tell him
Ok first off, don't start a fight for vengeance, you'll just end up worse off. Second, if you haven't done anything to provocate the attack, whatever you tell your dad can't get you in trouble. Obviously, the dude who headbutted you knows you'll fight back. I sense foul play. So best advice, IGNORE the dude, and don't jump him.
Quote from: Leviathan on February 18, 2010, 02:24:46 PM
Dude, gtfo. This is a serious topic. you're not going to kill yourself, you're eleven, get a life.
YOU DONT KNOW MY LIFE! now i'm going to think....
Quote from: darknight on February 18, 2010, 05:39:47 PM
YOU DONT KNOW MY LIFE! now i'm going to think....
Ben, if you want us to help you, then you need to give us a real, detailed description of your problem, and not make it sound like a joke. Then we'd help regardless of who you are.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 18, 2010, 05:32:12 PM
Ok first off, don't start a fight for vengeance, you'll jut end up worse off. Second, if you haven't done anything to provocate the attack, whatever you tell your dad can't get you in trouble. Obviously, the dude who headbutted you knows you'll fight back. I sense foul play. So best advice, IGNORE the dude, and don't jump him.
Knowing how Tyler...I mean Jet acts, there will be something that he will do. Jet plz don't seek vengence on him (trust me I was in the same spot you were last year, someone caught me off-guard and threw my head aganst the stall in the restroom, I was unconsious for an hour or so) this is a fight you don't want to finish, and your grades are low enough as it is, you don't need the zero's.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 18, 2010, 05:41:59 PM
Ben, if you want us to help you, then you need to give us a real, detailed description of your problem, and not make it sound like a joke. Then we'd help regardless of who you are.
how can i when anything i say makes ppl think i'm being rude!
Quote from: darknight on February 18, 2010, 05:59:15 PM
how can i when anything i say makes ppl think i'm being rude!
You can start my minding your own business, instead of complaining whenever someone contradicts with you. In order to be well-liked, you have to at least try to put some effort into your grammar and spelling. Like, putting capitals when there needs to be one, for instance, instead of "i'm", put "I'm". That's the correct way to do it. Also, when posts don't have punctuation marks, it can get sort of annoying. Try putting commas in the right places to give your posts some depth. But mostly, try not to argue when it's not your place to argue. I'm not trying to offend you, I'm doing what this topic is about: Giving advice.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 18, 2010, 05:32:12 PM
Ok first off, don't start a fight for vengeance, you'll just end up worse off. Second, if you haven't done anything to provocate the attack, whatever you tell your dad can't get you in trouble. Obviously, the dude who headbutted you knows you'll fight back. I sense foul play. So best advice, IGNORE the dude, and don't jump him.
alright thanks
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 18, 2010, 06:04:29 PM
You can start my minding your own business, instead of complaining whenever someone contradicts with you. In order to be well-liked, you have to at least try to put some effort into your grammar and spelling. Like, putting capitals when there needs to be one, for instance, instead of "i'm", put "I'm". That's the correct way to do it. Also, when posts don't have punctuation marks, it can get sort of annoying. Try putting commas in the right places to give your posts some depth. But mostly, try not to argue when it's not your place to argue. I'm not trying to offend you, I'm doing what this topic is about: Giving advice.
so you are saying you arnt a christin?
WHY DONT YOU BELIVE IN GOD ANYMORE!
Quote from: darknight on February 18, 2010, 06:29:31 PM
so you are saying you arnt a christin?
WHY DONT YOU BELIVE IN GOD ANYMORE!
Ok, I tried being nice, and failed, so listen to my words. If you don't have a real problem, GET OUT. And btw, I am still a Christian.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on February 18, 2010, 06:41:06 PM
Ok, I tried being nice, and i epic failed, so listen to my words. If you don't have a real problem, GET OUT. And btw, I am still a Christian.
got that right! a epic fail!
but i do have a problem but this thing dosent have it...
Quote from: darknight on February 18, 2010, 10:10:06 PM
got that right! a epic fail!
but i do have a problem but this thing dosent have it...
You are now getting seriously annoying >:( How would you like it if somebody edited your post,ha?We are trying to be nice to you,but you are treating us like garbage,so we will too.Then we'll see who's an epic fail....
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 18, 2010, 10:12:29 PM
You are now getting seriously annoying >:( How would you like it if somebody edited your post,ha?We are trying to be nice to you,but you are treating us like garbage,so we will too.Then we'll see who's an epic fail....
mood swings my friend......
and this topic dont have a code i need....
Quote from: darknight on February 19, 2010, 12:09:04 AM
mood swings my friend......
and this topic dont have a code i need....
We help you,but you respect us ALL.Okay?
If you say yes,what do you feel?What is happening/wrong?
Quote from: darknight on February 19, 2010, 12:09:04 AM
mood swings my friend......
and this topic dont have a code i need....
Quote from: Shadow26 on February 19, 2010, 01:27:49 AM
We help you,but you respect us ALL.Okay?
If you say yes,what do you feel?What is happening/wrong?
just drop the stupid fight already!!!!!!!!!
wow my first post in like 2 weeks XDDDDDDDDD
Ben, I'm gonna be as nice as I can.
If you want people's respect, you gotta show them you can be trusted. I want to be your friend, but just don't trust you yet.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on February 21, 2010, 09:50:46 AM
Ben, I'm gonna be as nice as I can.
If you want people's respect, you gotta show them you can be trusted. I want to be your friend, but just don't trust you yet.
ben u have to be able to understand the person and what they are saying not just be able to hear wht you want to hear ok?
I don't want to sound like I'm nagging you Dark,and this probably might be considered "meddling",but are you a christian?If so have you ever heard of the "Golden Rule"?Again,if you have no intention of wanting to be rude,well then sorry for meddling,or nagging,or whatever you want to call this.
Pray for HMS7 gang. He's havin' some issues with his girl, and needs to find an answer. I want everyone to pray that God gives him the answer, and that He blesses and comforts HMS7.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 01, 2010, 04:04:26 PM
Pray for HMS7 gang. He's havin' some issues with his girl, and needs to find an answer. I want everyone to pray that God gives him the answer, and that He blesses and comforts HMS7.
Gotcha Boss! ;)
I'm not sure what the code is for this and I'm in to much of a fog to care, but I'm having some serious trouble with staying sane.
I witnessed my brother, hyped up on drugs pull a knife on my parents. As soon as I saw this I of course jumped after him and beat the CRAP out of him, while being stabbed in the arm.
I knocked him out and he has a concussion now.
But it turns out he hates my father and wishes to kill him.
I told him if he ever thinks about killing him he would be six feet under, by my hands.
Him being 18 and me being 12.
I'm so angry/scared/sad.
I have a 3 inch hole in my arm and it hurts like crap.
Quote from: Leviathan on March 09, 2010, 12:33:32 PM
I'm not sure what the code is for this and I'm in to much of a fog to care, but I'm having some serious trouble with staying sane.
I witnessed my brother, hyped up on drugs pull a knife on my parents. As soon as I saw this I of course jumped after him and beat the CRAP out of him, while being stabbed in the arm.
I knocked him out and he has a concussion now.
But it turns out he hates my father and wishes to kill him.
I told him if he ever thinks about killing him he would be six feet under, by my hands.
Him being 18 and me being 12.
I'm so angry/scared/sad.
I have a 3 inch hole in my arm and it hurts like crap.
At least its not in your eye :( *OhmmgoodnessohmygoodnessCoD:MW2referencenowI'mgonnadie*
Anyway that must be hard, I take it you're scared because he's your older brother, and you're suppose to look up to him D:
I'm sorry to hear that happen, man... I'll pray for you to recover from your mental, and physical wounds.
Quote from: Gleech on March 09, 2010, 12:52:50 PM
At least its not in your eye :( *OhmmgoodnessohmygoodnessCoD:MW2referencenowI'mgonnadie*
Anyway that must be hard, I take it you're scared because he's your older brother, and you're suppose to look up to him D:
I'm sorry to hear that happen, man... I'll pray for you to recover from your mental, and physical wounds.
Thanks alot Gleech.
Its funny, I hated you for a while, and now, you're a really good friend to me.
Why'd you hate me D:
Quote from: Gleech on March 09, 2010, 01:28:04 PM
Why'd you hate me D:
Psh, like I can remember.
It was so long ago. >.<
Quote from: Leviathan on March 09, 2010, 12:33:32 PM
I'm not sure what the code is for this and I'm in to much of a fog to care, but I'm having some serious trouble with staying sane.
I witnessed my brother, hyped up on drugs pull a knife on my parents. As soon as I saw this I of course jumped after him and beat the CRAP out of him, while being stabbed in the arm.
I knocked him out and he has a concussion now.
But it turns out he hates my father and wishes to kill him.
I told him if he ever thinks about killing him he would be six feet under, by my hands.
Him being 18 and me being 12.
I'm so angry/scared/sad.
I have a 3 inch hole in my arm and it hurts like crap.
Shiiit. That's one messed up bro. He's on drugs?
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 09, 2010, 02:09:59 PM
Shiiit. That's one messed up bro. He's on drugs?
Yeah, hes smoke pot since he was 12.
Holy shit.
I'd seriously call some professionals for help for him.
I can't really offer any advice worth anything, I've no experience with that situation...
Quote from: Dracoslythe on March 09, 2010, 02:25:39 PM
Holy shit.
I'd seriously call some professionals for help for him.
I can't really offer any advice worth anything, I've no experience with that situation...
Its okay. I'll be okay.
I'm sorry to hear it man. But I'll pray for you and your family. You should too. Something I heard a little while back: A little prayer = a little power. A lot of prayer = a lot of power. Pray hard, and get your Christian friends to pray too. You've survived many things by the grace of God. You'll handle this as well because of the same reasons.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 09, 2010, 02:57:28 PM
Why?
Some people are just like that... >.>
I can't really help you out, but I can say you're not alone dude...
Code Purple- My social studies teacher was seeing what souls the class had, and she said that I had a kind soul. She says, "With all the abuse you take, you really look like you're okay with it. But, I can see the pain in you eyes. You try to help the person that abuses you and try to make them be better. Don't worry because karma will bite them in the butt. You will be a good person in the future." I'm so touched because everything she said is true. I feel like I'm about to cry.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 09, 2010, 03:17:46 PM
Code Purple- My social studies teacher was seeing what souls the class had, and she said that I had a kind soul. She says, "With all the abuse you take, you really look like you're okay with it. But, I can see the pain in you eyes. You try to help the person that abuses you and try to make them be better. Don't worry because karma will bite them in the butt. You will be a good person in the future." I'm so touched because everything she said is true. I feel like I'm about to cry.
I'm just curious how she did this "Souls" thing...
and D:
Karma wont come around, but God will.
"Don't say, "I will get even for this wrong."
Wait for the Lord to handle the matter." - Proverbs 20:22.
By the way, added "Code Cyan", its for issues that arent listed (Aka, Other)
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 09, 2010, 03:17:46 PM
Code Purple- My social studies teacher was seeing what souls the class had, and she said that I had a kind soul. She says, "With all the abuse you take, you really look like you're okay with it. But, I can see the pain in you eyes. You try to help the person that abuses you and try to make them be better. Don't worry because karma will bite them in the butt. You will be a good person in the future." I'm so touched because everything she said is true. I feel like I'm about to cry.
Whoever thought of this "karma" thing was definetely not a Christian. Basically what that means is that "fate" will catch you eventually. I'm not exactly sure why this counts as a problem, if you feel touched by a compliment, that's ok. Even if it means crying a little. I've had that happen to me before too. And as for her idea of finding souls, I hope you realize that only God can see what is inside a person's soul, and NO ONE else has that power. Just make sure you remember that. k?
Quote from: Gleech on March 09, 2010, 05:23:26 PM
I'm just curious how she did this "Souls" thing...
and D:
Karma wont come around, but God will.
"Don't say, "I will get even for this wrong."
Wait for the Lord to handle the matter." - Proverbs 20:22.
By the way, added "Code Cyan", its for issues that arent listed (Aka, Other)
Thanks, Gleech.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 09, 2010, 05:47:52 PM
Whoever thought of this "karma" thing was definetely not a Christian. Basically what that means is that "fate" will catch you eventually. I'm not exactly sure why this counts as a problem, if you feel touched by a compliment, that's ok. Even if it means crying a little. I've had that happen to me before too. And as for her idea of finding souls, I hope you realize that only God can see what is inside a person's soul, and NO ONE else has that power. Just make sure you remember that. k?
First, my teacher is Christian. Second, ppl always use karma whether they're Christian or not. Third, thanks EP. Hope you be a good mod. ;)
Christians don't use karma, because karma is not real. Karma is saying, "We'll just let nothing guide our lives, and some invisible force that no one knows what it is will get revenge for us,"
However Christians have THE almighty, God. We know who He is, and He is the one that rules over the universe.
Quote from: Gleech on March 11, 2010, 05:33:09 AM
Christians don't use karma, because karma is not real. Karma is saying, "We'll just let nothing guide our lives, and some invisible force that no one knows what it is will get revenge for us,"
However Christians have THE almighty, God. We know who He is, and He is the one that rules over the universe.
Total awesomeness and truth. +1
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 09, 2010, 02:47:36 PM
Pray hard, and get your Christian friends to pray too.
I wish I had some.
I wanna start working here. The power of God called and said that I need to help ppl. This is a way to start. I can help with all the codes, even new ones.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 11, 2010, 10:04:28 AM
I wanna start working here. The power of God called and said that I need to help ppl. This is a way to start. I can help with all the codes, even new ones.
Added ;D
Quote from: Leviathan on March 11, 2010, 09:35:31 AM
I wish I had some.
Hey, what am I, a piece of meat? XD
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 11, 2010, 06:23:21 AM
Total awesomeness and truth. +1
Ty XD
Quote from: Gleech on March 11, 2010, 05:42:31 PM
Hey, what am I, a piece of meat? XD
Yesh! >:3
Nah, Jk.
RIP Justin Keith.
A few days ago, a senior at Swansboro High died in a car accident.
It wasn't until today that I really paid attention.
They showed pictures of him on the school news.
And I ended up crying for the rest of the day. I'm still sniffling, but the worst of the tears are out.
I didn't know him by last name, just by first, which is why I didn't know who they were talking about exactly until I saw his picture.
I met him at youth group, and the last time I saw him, we were all (the Youth Group. It was a youth group gathering/ lock-in) hanging out, playing Halo, playing guitar (he tried to teach me how to play a few things on the bass guitar, and it was fail, but we were all laughing about it), having fun.
I believe he was a Christian by the way he acted, so I'll say this for his sake...
Now he's with God.
It's funny. You see and hear about all these people dying.
And you kinda shrug it off, like "eh, it doesn't relate to me." I mean, yeah, you're sad for the loss of a person, but it doesn't hit you PERSONALLY.
Until it happens to you.
Until a friend of yours dies.
Then the reality hits you.
Hard.
In the face.
Quote from: Dracoslythe on March 12, 2010, 10:23:29 AM
RIP Justin Keith.
A few days ago, a senior at Swansboro High died in a car accident.
It wasn't until today that I really paid attention.
They showed pictures of him on the school news.
And I ended up crying for the rest of the day. I'm still sniffling, but the worst of the tears are out.
I didn't know him by last name, just by first, which is why I didn't know who they were talking about exactly until I saw his picture.
I met him at youth group, and the last time I saw him, we were all (the Youth Group. It was a youth group gathering/ lock-in) hanging out, playing Halo, playing guitar (he tried to teach me how to play a few things on the bass guitar, and it was fail, but we were all laughing about it), having fun.
I believe he was a Christian by the way he acted, so I'll say this for his sake...
Now he's with God.
It's funny. You see and hear about all these people dying.
And you kinda shrug it off, like "eh, it doesn't relate to me." I mean, yeah, you're sad for the loss of a person, but it doesn't hit you PERSONALLY.
Until it happens to you.
Until a friend of yours dies.
Then the reality hits you.
Hard.
In the face.
I know the feeling....
All wounds heal in time Draco. Just remember him how he was in life. ;)
Well Draco. You said he's with god. He's in a better place. Just pray for his family. Don't stop believing that god is always with you.
Who the hell is spamming?
Quote from: Dracoslythe on March 12, 2010, 10:23:29 AM
RIP Justin Keith.
A few days ago, a senior at Swansboro High died in a car accident.
It wasn't until today that I really paid attention.
They showed pictures of him on the school news.
And I ended up crying for the rest of the day. I'm still sniffling, but the worst of the tears are out.
I didn't know him by last name, just by first, which is why I didn't know who they were talking about exactly until I saw his picture.
I met him at youth group, and the last time I saw him, we were all (the Youth Group. It was a youth group gathering/ lock-in) hanging out, playing Halo, playing guitar (he tried to teach me how to play a few things on the bass guitar, and it was fail, but we were all laughing about it), having fun.
I believe he was a Christian by the way he acted, so I'll say this for his sake...
Now he's with God.
It's funny. You see and hear about all these people dying.
And you kinda shrug it off, like "eh, it doesn't relate to me." I mean, yeah, you're sad for the loss of a person, but it doesn't hit you PERSONALLY.
Until it happens to you.
Until a friend of yours dies.
Then the reality hits you.
Hard.
In the face.
Oh man...Draco...I feel sorry that you're suffering for a loss. But when I say this, don't think I'm being un-sympathetic. If he really was a Christian, then he's happier now then he ever could have been here. The tears you are shedding are there because you'll miss him. Not because he's lost. It's important to remember that when a Christian dies, it's not mourning the loss of a soul, it's the celebration of his soul going to God. It's ok to cry, just let it out, because holding it in hurts way too much. I'll pray that God comforts you, like being hugged by everyone you know at once.
Quote from: Dracoslythe on March 12, 2010, 10:23:29 AM
RIP Justin Keith.
A few days ago, a senior at Swansboro High died in a car accident.
It wasn't until today that I really paid attention.
They showed pictures of him on the school news.
And I ended up crying for the rest of the day. I'm still sniffling, but the worst of the tears are out.
I didn't know him by last name, just by first, which is why I didn't know who they were talking about exactly until I saw his picture.
I met him at youth group, and the last time I saw him, we were all (the Youth Group. It was a youth group gathering/ lock-in) hanging out, playing Halo, playing guitar (he tried to teach me how to play a few things on the bass guitar, and it was fail, but we were all laughing about it), having fun.
I believe he was a Christian by the way he acted, so I'll say this for his sake...
Now he's with God.
It's funny. You see and hear about all these people dying.
And you kinda shrug it off, like "eh, it doesn't relate to me." I mean, yeah, you're sad for the loss of a person, but it doesn't hit you PERSONALLY.
Until it happens to you.
Until a friend of yours dies.
Then the reality hits you.
Hard.
In the face.
Now,you know how life is.Life isn't a game.It's just a battle to survive.And i BET you and Justin had some great times together.Sometimes,you just have to let go..........
But don't think it's over.What about all your other friends?What about over here?We'll be by your side,no matter what :)
And i know one thing.Justin is looking at you,from heaven. :)
Quote from: Dracoslythe on March 12, 2010, 10:23:29 AM
RIP Justin Keith.
A few days ago, a senior at Swansboro High died in a car accident.
It wasn't until today that I really paid attention.
They showed pictures of him on the school news.
And I ended up crying for the rest of the day. I'm still sniffling, but the worst of the tears are out.
I didn't know him by last name, just by first, which is why I didn't know who they were talking about exactly until I saw his picture.
I met him at youth group, and the last time I saw him, we were all (the Youth Group. It was a youth group gathering/ lock-in) hanging out, playing Halo, playing guitar (he tried to teach me how to play a few things on the bass guitar, and it was fail, but we were all laughing about it), having fun.
I believe he was a Christian by the way he acted, so I'll say this for his sake...
Now he's with God.
It's funny. You see and hear about all these people dying.
And you kinda shrug it off, like "eh, it doesn't relate to me." I mean, yeah, you're sad for the loss of a person, but it doesn't hit you PERSONALLY.
Until it happens to you.
Until a friend of yours dies.
Then the reality hits you.
Hard.
In the face.
Draco, I actually know how you feel. My 16 year old friend died last summer from having a asthma attack while he was sleeping. I cried all day that day. The only thing that reminds me of him is the Yu-Gi-Oh! cards he gave me. Nao when I duel with his cards, it feels liek he's there dueling with me. The point is that, ppl come and go. That's life for ya. You'll be crying for a few days then move on. You'll always remember Justin, and you'll remember him liek how I remember Kevin, my friend. This is just a phase in life. Only you can go through this. Remember this.
Quote from: Dracoslythe on March 12, 2010, 10:23:29 AM
RIP Justin Keith.
A few days ago, a senior at Swansboro High died in a car accident.
It wasn't until today that I really paid attention.
They showed pictures of him on the school news.
And I ended up crying for the rest of the day. I'm still sniffling, but the worst of the tears are out.
I didn't know him by last name, just by first, which is why I didn't know who they were talking about exactly until I saw his picture.
I met him at youth group, and the last time I saw him, we were all (the Youth Group. It was a youth group gathering/ lock-in) hanging out, playing Halo, playing guitar (he tried to teach me how to play a few things on the bass guitar, and it was fail, but we were all laughing about it), having fun.
I believe he was a Christian by the way he acted, so I'll say this for his sake...
Now he's with God.
It's funny. You see and hear about all these people dying.
And you kinda shrug it off, like "eh, it doesn't relate to me." I mean, yeah, you're sad for the loss of a person, but it doesn't hit you PERSONALLY.
Until it happens to you.
Until a friend of yours dies.
Then the reality hits you.
Hard.
In the face.
I kinda know how you feel, I won't share some personal things here but...I kinda feel the slightest bit of pain right now, I mean my church has told me that one person dies for the other one to live, just think you were in a coma, that you might not have woken up from, then about 1-2 weeks later one of your friends die...I'm probably not right in saying this but could it have been God's will for it to happen like this? In any case I'm there for you if you need someone to talk to.
Post Merge: March 14, 2010, 07:19:25 PM
Well I just got news about 30 min ago, one of my friend's Chase (Ironically my nickname is Chase) drowned Friday at 3:02, and I just feel kinda sad now.
Quote from: Sonic360 on March 14, 2010, 09:38:30 AM
Well I just got news about 30 min ago, one of my friend's Chase (Ironically my nickname is Chase) drowned Friday at 3:02, and I just feel kinda sad now.
Remember, 360...
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 13, 2010, 03:08:48 PM
360, I actually know how you feel. My 16 year old friend died last summer from having a asthma attack while he was sleeping. I cried all day that day. The only thing that reminds me of him is the Yu-Gi-Oh! cards he gave me. Nao when I duel with his cards, it feels liek he's there dueling with me. The point is that, ppl come and go. That's life for ya. You'll be crying for a few days then move on. You'll always remember Chase, and you'll remember him liek how I remember Kevin, my friend. This is just a phase in life. Only you can go through this. Remember this.
This quote is the post I said to Draco, but re-edited for you.
So today on the bus ride home, my and my friend, Devin start talking. He gets a text from his Ex-GF (They still talk to each other). Somewhere in their relationship, when she got home, she would cut herself. She had thoughts of committing suicide. So Devin told the guidance counselor, and The Guidance Counselor told him he would "Help" her. Then, days later, Devin tells me that His Ex was forced to get help. Then she Texts him saying that she was not allowed at school. She was known as a threat to the School Society. Devin gets another text saying her arrival is Indefinite (Meaning that her time of arrival is undecided).
So now he's asking me what choice he should make.
He really needs advice.
Help?
Quote from: FighterKirby11 on March 18, 2010, 08:35:57 AM
So today on the bus ride home, my and my friend, Devin start talking. He gets a text from his Ex-GF (They still talk to each other). Somewhere in their relationship, when she got home, she would cut herself. She had thoughts of committing suicide. So Devin told the guidance counselor, and The Guidance Counselor told him he would "Help" her. Then, days later, Devin tells me that His Ex was forced to get help. Then she Texts him saying that she was not allowed at school. She was known as a threat to the School Society. Devin gets another text saying her arrival is Indefinite (Meaning that her time of arrival is undecided).
So now he's asking me what choice he should make.
He really needs advice.
Help?
Lord help me please.Kirby, this is a really delicate situation. The way you described it, it looks as if he didn't even bother to try and help himself. I don't think going straight to the guidance counselor was the smartest move. There aren't any details...does he know WHY she was doing what she was doing? I honestly don't know what to say until I know the full situation. I don't want to be giving advice for the wrong situation, because it could very well be a BIG mistake. Get some details from your pal first.
Draco, I know How you feel, And I know, it's not that much of an easy thing to deal with, So..If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you, I have alot of experience with death, Like how last year, one of my friends died in a car accident as well.
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
Quote from: Leviathan on March 20, 2010, 03:05:40 AM
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
Oh my...
EP, You need to handle this.
All I can say is, I feel so sorry for your loss. I will pray and Pray for you. We'll find who did this. I promise.
Quote from: Leviathan on March 20, 2010, 03:05:40 AM
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
Holy shit! Whoever did that shall BURN IN FUCKING HELL!!! I had to let that one go. Read the last two posts I made, Levi.
Quote from: Leviathan on March 20, 2010, 03:05:40 AM
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
Oh my.......
I feel sorry for you Levi.It must of been hard to handle.But,everyone lives for a reason :) But even if you are still upset,remember,he's looking down at you,smiling.But please don't feel the pain,smile back.
Quote from: Leviathan on March 20, 2010, 03:05:40 AM
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
This is why the world is a mess. I'm sure there was a reason that this happened, but what's done is done. This is going to put your faith in God to the test. You need to make sure that Satan doesn't get a hold of your heart. Keep the Faith Levi. Stay strong.
Quote from: Sonic360 on March 14, 2010, 09:38:30 AM
I kinda know how you feel, I won't share some personal things here but...I kinda feel the slightest bit of pain right now, I mean my church has told me that one person dies for the other one to live, just think you were in a coma, that you might not have woken up from, then about 1-2 weeks later one of your friends die...I'm probably not right in saying this but could it have been God's will for it to happen like this? In any case I'm there for you if you need someone to talk to.
Post Merge: March 14, 2010, 07:19:25 PM
Well I just got news about 30 min ago, one of my friend's Chase (Ironically my nickname is Chase) drowned Friday at 3:02, and I just feel kinda sad now.
I'm really sorry, man... : ( If you don't mind me asking, what happened?
Quote from: Leviathan on March 20, 2010, 03:05:40 AM
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
Whoa, whoa, whoa... whaaaat?!
This is more than just a... a... a problem of your emotions...! I mean no offense but this is a murder! Why would someone want to murder your cousin?
Well, anyway, I'm really sorry... It fails having someone close to you die...
(Sorry I wasn't much help in this post, I just woke up and I cant process much through my mind)
Quote from: Leviathan on March 20, 2010, 03:05:40 AM
CODE RED AND BLACK: Okay so my cousin went missing a few weeks ago.
To make a long story short, my cousin was found dead in my neighbors house with a cut open neck and stomach.
Wow. Thats horrible.
There isn't much I can say, but please, don't let the anger rule your life. The killer should be brought to justice, and when he is you should be happy that he realizes how many hearts he has broken. Remember who your cousin was, and know that one good thing has happened.
He's in a better place.
Code Cyan
One of my friends, his girlfriend died, and well, as you know it hurt me on the inside.
However, I learned today he had a dream she died (Note: The dream didn't show how she actually died), and he told me he had a dream I, and a few others, died as well...
His girlfriend died of cancer, however in the dream she was shot down by some soldiers (He had been watching CoD videos that night)
I have a feeling that his dream about me was his fear of losing anyone else close to him. However it scared me, because you never know when these things are correct.
He didn't tell me much about the dream, and I have a feeling it's from Satan, since God would never ever do that to me for no reason. I haven't been able to do very much in my Christian life.
Yes I know that God can pick any time he wants to take someone, and yes I know that God only brings peace, and not fear...
But I'm a person who becomes paranoid easily, and its not fun... I've had feelings before where I've been going to die in my sleep, but God's let Satan do that so I could trust in God.
I felt better after a few minutes after he said that... I was shaking for a bit, but... yeah.
I've been trying so hard to trust in God, which proves this is a test, but it's hard when something like that has just happened...
So basically... I'm just kinda' scared that something will happen...
Quote from: Gleech on March 21, 2010, 03:56:41 PM
Code Cyan
One of my friends, his girlfriend died, and well, as you know it hurt me on the inside.
However, I learned today he had a dream she died (Note: The dream didn't show how she actually died), and he told me he had a dream I, and a few others, died as well...
His girlfriend died of cancer, however in the dream she was shot down by some soldiers (He had been watching CoD videos that night)
I have a feeling that his dream about me was his fear of losing anyone else close to him. However it scared me, because you never know when these things are correct.
He didn't tell me much about the dream, and I have a feeling it's from Satan, since God would never ever do that to me for no reason. I haven't been able to do very much in my Christian life.
Yes I know that God can pick any time he wants to take someone, and yes I know that God only brings peace, and not fear...
But I'm a person who becomes paranoid easily, and its not fun... I've had feelings before where I've been going to die in my sleep, but God's let Satan do that so I could trust in God.
I felt better after a few minutes after he said that... I was shaking for a bit, but... yeah.
I've been trying so hard to trust in God, which proves this is a test, but it's hard when something like that has just happened...
So basically... I'm just kinda' scared that something will happen...
Here's a little trick. If you see something that scares you that shouldn't be there, you say: "Do you worship Jesus Christ, the Living God?" If it doesn't, the thing that brings you fear should vanish. Or, if you feel Satan has you against the wall, pull out your secret weapon, the thing hidden inside the Armor of God. It's what my grandmother calls a "dagger". Just recite your favorite Bible verse over and over until you feel better.
I understand that you're scared big guy, but you're probably right about that test. Keep the faith my friend, you'll get through this.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 21, 2010, 04:03:45 PM
Here's a little trick. If you see something that scares you that shouldn't be there, you say: "Do you worship Jesus Christ, the Living God?" If it doesn't, the thing that brings you fear should vanish. Or, if you feel Satan has you against the wall, pull out your secret weapon, the thing hidden inside the Armor of God. It's what my grandmother calls a "dagger". Just recite your favorite Bible verse over and over until you feel better.
I understand that you're scared big guy, but you're probably right about that test. Keep the faith my friend, you'll get through this.
Thanks dude, thats exactly what I needed. : )
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 12, 2010, 10:37:37 AM
Oh man...Draco...I feel sorry that you're suffering for a loss. But when I say this, don't think I'm being un-sympathetic. If he really was a Christian, then he's happier now then he ever could have been here. The tears you are shedding are there because you'll miss him. Not because he's lost. It's important to remember that when a Christian dies, it's not mourning the loss of a soul, it's the celebration of his soul going to God. It's ok to cry, just let it out, because holding it in hurts way too much. I'll pray that God comforts you, like being hugged by everyone you know at once.
Everytime I read EP's replies, I feel so enlightened and more proud to be a Christian in a way.
Quote from: Gleech on March 21, 2010, 03:56:41 PM
Code Cyan
One of my friends, his girlfriend died, and well, as you know it hurt me on the inside.
However, I learned today he had a dream she died (Note: The dream didn't show how she actually died), and he told me he had a dream I, and a few others, died as well...
His girlfriend died of cancer, however in the dream she was shot down by some soldiers (He had been watching CoD videos that night)
I have a feeling that his dream about me was his fear of losing anyone else close to him. However it scared me, because you never know when these things are correct.
He didn't tell me much about the dream, and I have a feeling it's from Satan, since God would never ever do that to me for no reason. I haven't been able to do very much in my Christian life.
Yes I know that God can pick any time he wants to take someone, and yes I know that God only brings peace, and not fear...
But I'm a person who becomes paranoid easily, and its not fun... I've had feelings before where I've been going to die in my sleep, but God's let Satan do that so I could trust in God.
I felt better after a few minutes after he said that... I was shaking for a bit, but... yeah.
I've been trying so hard to trust in God, which proves this is a test, but it's hard when something like that has just happened...
So basically... I'm just kinda' scared that something will happen...
How many ppl are dying this month?!! Read the other posts, Gleech. Ppl come and go. That's life for ya! Don't worry man. She will be remembered.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 25, 2010, 09:01:57 AM
How many ppl are dying this month?!! Read the other posts, Gleech. Ppl come and go. That's life for ya! Don't worry man. She will be remembered.
Yeah, my friend has gotten over here, I mean... He misses her, but he's not sad anymore, which is good.
And yeah I noticed a lot of people are dying O_O
But I'm ok, as you can see. I'm GUESSING his dream about her happened the day before she died, because if it happened any later, he wouldn't of thought of it.
Quote from: Gleech on March 25, 2010, 09:05:03 AM
Yeah, my friend has gotten over here, I mean... He misses her, but he's not sad anymore, which is good.
And yeah I noticed a lot of people are dying O_O
But I'm ok, as you can see. I'm GUESSING his dream about her happened the day before she died, because if it happened any later, he wouldn't of thought of it.
I think he's psychic. He must see a person die, but in a different way. Then the next day, the person dies.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on March 25, 2010, 09:14:45 AM
I think he's psychic. He must see a person die, but in a different way. Then the next day, the person dies.
Er... then explain why I'm still here.
Quote from: Gleech on March 25, 2010, 09:48:04 AM
Er... then explain why I'm still here.
Easy. No one can see the future except God.
Quote from: Skyle369 on March 22, 2010, 12:23:02 AM
Everytime I read EP's replies, I feel so enlightened and more proud to be a Christian in a way.
I'm glad I can have that effect on you, but remember that I don't take credit for anything I say. If God wasn't there, I'd be useless.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 25, 2010, 05:26:29 PM
Easy. No one can see the future except God.
Well my brother once could tell the future, he always told us what would happen a day ahead of time, I always thought he was crazy, until everything he said was right, and no he wouldn't have a dream before hand, it just popped in his head everything that would happen within that time span, btw he wasn't a Christan. I would preferably call it forsight. As for you Gleech you'd better not go dying on us. If you do...well then that would just suck like heck.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 25, 2010, 05:26:29 PM
Easy. No one can see the future except God.
I'm glad I can have that effect on you, but remember that I don't take credit for anything I say. If God wasn't there, I'd be useless.
Unless God wills it, at least.
I use to be able to easily tell what people were going to say next, a few seconds before they were going to say it. Luck? No, a gift from God? Possibly...
It doesn't happen as much any more. I remember I scared MYSELF at how I could do it.
Quote from: Sonic360 on March 26, 2010, 01:24:56 AM
Well my brother once could tell the future, he always told us what would happen a day ahead of time, I always thought he was crazy, until everything he said was right, and no he wouldn't have a dream before hand, it just popped in his head everything that would happen within that time span, btw he wasn't a Christan. I would preferably call it forsight. As for you Gleech you'd better not go dying on us. If you do...well then that would just suck like heck.
I'm going to ask my friend today, or tomorrow when his dream of her dying came true. I have a feeling he'll say the day after he had the dream, though...
I know for you non-christians, this is hard to understand, but I believe God's using this as a test, to have me trust he's going to take care of me. I asked my parents and they feel the same way about it... I've noticed every time I go to bed trusting God will take care of me, I end up being able to go to bed easier the next night.
So if thats not proof, idk what is :P
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!
(sorry for all the swears)
ANYWAY
I have liver disease.
The doctors haven't found a right doner yet.
It'll kill me in two months.
Pray hard for me guys.
I may actually die this time. :(
Quote from: Leviathan on March 26, 2010, 05:25:17 PM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!
(sorry for all the swears)
ANYWAY
I have liver disease.
The doctors haven't found a right doner yet.
It'll kill me in two months.
Pray hard for me guys.
I may actually die this time. :(
I'm on it Levi, don't give up hope. Keep the faith and stay strong, like Job did.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on March 26, 2010, 06:46:01 PM
I'm on it Levi, don't give up hope. Keep the faith and stay strong, like Job did.
Alright. Thanks alot man.
*hugs levi*
Quote from: Leviathan on March 26, 2010, 05:25:17 PM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!
(sorry for all the swears)
ANYWAY
I have liver disease.
The doctors haven't found a right doner yet.
It'll kill me in two months.
Pray hard for me guys.
I may actually die this time. :(
Dude you won't die, I will pray hard for you, and I've been trying to find the right kidney doner for 8 years, and I have kidney disease now for about 8 years, they told me the same and I'm still here, but I will pray hard for you, I don't want to lose one of my best friends on the forum.
Quote from: Sonic360 on March 31, 2010, 01:09:47 AM
Dude you won't die, I will pray hard for you, and I've been trying to find the right kidney doner for 8 years, and I have kidney disease now for about 8 years, they told me the same and I'm still here, but I will pray hard for you, I don't want to lose one of my best friends on the forum.
Atleast I'm not alone in this hell-hole called Earth.
Quote from: Leviathan on March 26, 2010, 05:25:17 PM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!
(sorry for all the swears)
ANYWAY
I have liver disease.
The doctors haven't found a right doner yet.
It'll kill me in two months.
Pray hard for me guys.
I may actually die this time. :(
No! God forbid, you won't fucking DIE!!! You overcame cancer! You can definetely overcome lung disease! Trust your heart in God and the Lord. He will help you. It's not your time yet.
hey guys...ummm yeah i know its been forever and all but i may need some help on one or two things...so yeah....i wont beonline for a few days >.> getting grounded sucks Dx so if u live in da usa and have a cell phone txt meh please :D 410-829-1459 ish the cell >.> i need help with hearing voices in my head telling me to leave kels forever....and the voices are all telling me that she doesnt deserve someone like me
Quote from: HMS7 on April 01, 2010, 07:53:45 AM
hey guys...ummm yeah i know its been forever and all but i may need some help on one or two things...so yeah....i wont beonline for a few days >.> getting grounded sucks Dx so if u live in da usa and have a cell phone txt meh please :D 410-829-1459 ish the cell >.> i need help with hearing voices in my head telling me to leave kels forever....and the voices are all telling me that she doesnt deserve someone like me
Don't Listen to those voices.
And I'll text ya tommorow ;)
*kisses hms7 on cheek* listen to ur heart not ur head when it comes down to it.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 01, 2010, 10:08:33 AM
*kisses hms7 on cheek* listen to ur heart not ur head when it comes down to it.
*smiles,blushes* thanks sis :] and i will
(i always blush when people kiss me on the cheek >.> D:)
Quote from: Not Jkid Or Draco or Gamerdude or SuperSonic12 Or Michael on April 01, 2010, 07:58:06 AM
Don't Listen to those voices.
And I'll text ya tommorow ;)
thanls bro :] and i'll try not too....
Quote from: Phuckbucket on March 26, 2010, 05:25:17 PM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!
(sorry for all the swears)
ANYWAY
I have liver disease.
The doctors haven't found a right doner yet.
It'll kill me in two months.
Pray hard for me guys.
I may actually die this time. :(
you wont die, it's only the thought that kills you.
THOUGHTS CAN KILL U?! oh crap!!!!!
Code Black and Grey:This is going to sound cheesey but iv fallin love i went on facebook and saw her kissing some kid and now i want to kill myself and iv never felt like this over any girl
Quote from: Tyler Rennie on April 05, 2010, 02:56:27 PM
Code Black and Grey:This is going to sound cheesey but iv fallin love i went on facebook and saw her kissing some kid and now i want to kill myself and iv never felt like this over any girl
Dude, I need some details on the girl. Have you know her for a while? Or is it a love at first sight deal?
Quote from: Tyler Rennie on April 05, 2010, 02:56:27 PM
Code Black and Grey:This is going to sound cheesey but iv fallin love i went on facebook and saw her kissing some kid and now i want to kill myself and iv never felt like this over any girl
theres more fish in the sea, you'll feel like that again ( I'm saying this and im younger then you)
Quote from: EchidnaPower on April 06, 2010, 09:09:57 AM
Dude, I need some details on the girl. Have you know her for a while? Or is it a love at first sight deal?
Iv know'n her for around 6/7 years and i just started feeling like this about her like 2/3 weeks ago
Quote from: Tyler Rennie on April 06, 2010, 12:21:54 PM
Iv know'n her for around 6/7 years and i just started feeling like this about her like 2/3 weeks ago
I know how you feel. Don't worry. Either you can look for another girl in your life, or you can wait for the girl to break up with the kid or tell her how you feel then say you can't hang out with her anymore because you feel so emotional every time you see her. Then maybe, she'll feel bad and have second thoughts, dump the kid, and come to you. But hey, just saying.
Quote from: Tyler Rennie on April 06, 2010, 12:21:54 PM
Iv know'n her for around 6/7 years and i just started feeling like this about her like 2/3 weeks ago
6/7 years huh? thats a long long time, maybe she's trying to get to you or maybe she isn't... but if you want to get anywhere you have to try to break the "friend barrier" but go at a slow pace. I recommend having the staff here help out, since they seem to be yelling at me about helping-_-
Quote from: rockout909 on April 06, 2010, 12:32:39 PM
6/7 years huh? thats a long long time, maybe she's trying to get to you or maybe she isn't... but if you want to get anywhere you have to try to break the "friend berrier"
Are you part of the staff. If your not, don't answer. This is for staff members only. If you want, you can join the staff. But one thing...do not...on any circumstances...DO NOT...SPAM!!!
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on April 06, 2010, 12:35:42 PM
Are you part of the staff. If your not, don't answer. This is for staff members only. If you want, you can join the staff. But one thing...do not...on any circumstances...DO NOT...SPAM!!!
1. sorry but i didnt know it was staff only, 2. it's in the off topic/spam section AND 3. SORRY, I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP OUT HERE, THE HELP I PROVIDED WASNT SPAM YOU MORON!
Quote from: Tyler Rennie on April 06, 2010, 12:21:54 PM
Iv know'n her for around 6/7 years and i just started feeling like this about her like 2/3 weeks ago
Ahh. The feeling hits you suddenly. You know, as much of a sad thing it is, relationships at this age (if there truly is one) don't ususally last very long. What I would do, is just be patient with the situation. Something may happen, and she may need a friend to talk to.
I will say this. If she just kissed this random guy for no reason, it probably won't last long. Relationships begin with friendship first, and even after the relationship is established, friendship must be maintained, or it is doomed to failure. It's a sad reality, but it's the truth. If they barely know each other, I doubt it will last. Keep your chin up, and stay cool. And if it is any consolation at all, I'll pray that God comforts you and helps you get through it.
sign me up as a staff number, so i dont get yelled at by SS12 again for helping out
Codes i work with:
Code Pink - You just broke up with your boyfriend/girlfriend.
Code Green - Someone hurt you with words.
Code Purple - You just feel like you need some comfort.
Code Grey - Depression.
Code Cyan - Other.
Quote from: rockout909 on April 06, 2010, 12:44:54 PM
1. sorry but i didnt know it was staff only, 2. it's in the off topic/spam section AND 3. SORRY, I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP OUT HERE, THE HELP I PROVIDED WASNT SPAM YOU MORON!
I didn't SAY you spammed. I'm just saying don't if you're working here. And who's the moron?!!!
Hey! Chill. Nobody comes here if there's fighting within our ranks. If someone thinks they can help, let them. And Rockout, think about what you're saying before posting.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on April 07, 2010, 02:24:38 PM
Hey! Chill. Nobody comes here if there's fighting within our ranks. If someone thinks they can help, let them. And Rockout, think about what you're saying before posting.
Sorry EP!!! I must've flipped out for a little bit. *bends on the floor on knees* Pleez forgive me.
Code cyan. the police havnt found my uncle and i could die soon. and on monday i ran away cause i went crazy from to much stress. after that i couldnt figure out who i was anymore. i couldnt think straight. its wierd. and i still cant! im not sad, idk this emotion.....if it is one
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 07, 2010, 03:09:52 PM
Code cyan. the police havnt found my uncle and i could die soon. and on monday i ran away cause i went crazy from to much stress. after that i couldnt figure out who i was anymore. i couldnt think straight. its wierd. and i still cant! im not sad, idk this emotion.....if it is one
It's called: fear. I've never been in this situation, but I'll try my best to help. You have to try and relax because the stress will drive you mad like you just mentioned. Try traveling in groups, or get a trusted adult to talk with you or be with you. If you must be alone, try to stay in well-lit areas and stay out of the dark.
I don't know why you're uncle is trying to kill you, but you have to keep your cool, or your uncle won't have to do anything. I'll pray for peace in your heart, and comfort for your family. And I'll pray that your uncle realizes what he's doing and stops.
Good news guysss. :3
I have a doner.
Shes my cousin.
Quote from: MikeyLevi on April 07, 2010, 03:56:12 PM
Good news guysss. :3
I have a doner.
Shes my cousin.
That's good, but what happens to your cousin?
Quote from: TranceRaver83 on April 07, 2010, 04:00:34 PM
That's good, but what happens to your cousin?
She'll be fine. Its only one forth of her liver that I need.
No no not fear. i no what fear is its not this. its this unknown strange feeling of "who am im.......where am i.......why ami here....." thing. like shadow in his game kinda. i know who i am but i feel like i dont. was that the missing part of my past.....he wants to kill me cause he thinks im the reason he got in jail(its stupid) and he should be in texas now.......hope......if this what i need, then where is it. there is none anymore. i feel like im already dead like theres not a point i no this........
Quote from: MikeyLevi on April 07, 2010, 04:03:11 PM
She'll be fine. Its only one forth of her liver that I need.
Alright, that's awesome.
YAY! LEVI WILL B OK!!!
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on April 07, 2010, 02:27:35 PM
Sorry EP!!! I must've flipped out for a little bit. *bends on the floor on knees* Pleez forgive me.
sorry, i cant stand it when people accuse me of stuff, (it was also a bad day...) i over reacted dude, bros?
That was random -_-
Well im the queen
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 11:40:13 AM
Well im the queen
maybe we should spam somewhere else... before we get this locked for a bit...
Well still idk what this feeling is
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 11:44:24 AM
Well still idk what this feeling is
i'd say extreme depression mixed with panic and caution!
No
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 11:48:24 AM
No
then i dont know, but thats as close as i can say, can you list feelings you know you feel? maybe we might be able to add all of them up
Confused excited annoyed stressed and sad
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 11:52:21 AM
Confused excited annoyed stressed and sad
well i got nothing on this feeling... maybe EP knows it
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 11:52:21 AM
Confused excited annoyed stressed and sad
I don't think there's a name for that. But stress can cause all those different feelings. Just try to relax and maybe you'll feel a bit better.
My hobby is listening to music and watchin stupid mario bros on youtube. wat elsa can b more calm?!
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 01:12:52 PM
My hobby is listening to music and watchin stupid mario bros on youtube. wat elsa can b more calm?!
When I need to relax, I take a nice hot bath. It relaxes your muscles and the steam is good for you. Then I try to take a nap while my body is relaxed. It's really quite refreshing.
Eh i hate doing that
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 02:02:56 PM
Eh i hate doing that
1: Listening to soft music.
2: Drink a hot cup of tea.
3: Read a book.
4: Play a relaxing game.
That's all I got! :o
bitter calm tea, books, and relaxing is what i hate
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 02:24:36 PM
bitter calm tea, books, and relaxing is what i hate
Congrats, you've officialy stumped me. All I can say is that I'll pray for you. I'm totally out of ideas. :(
Quote from: EchidnaPower on April 08, 2010, 03:09:57 PM
Congrats, you've officialy stumped me. All I can say is that I'll pray for you. I'm totally out of ideas. :(
a nice match of MW2 is what calms me down... sorta, for her it might be using this forum!
It wont go away......i no in heart it never will :(
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 08, 2010, 03:16:50 PM
It wont go away......i no in heart it never will :(
AH HA! WORRIED CAUTIOUS AND SCARED! i knew i felt those emotions before, all at once.
aint it yo bed time?
Quote from: EchidnaPower on April 08, 2010, 02:16:44 PM
1: Listening to soft music.
2: Drink a hot cup of tea.
3: Read a book.
4: Play a relaxing game.
That's all I got! :o
What i do is usually turn on some trance, and drink a hot cup of green tea. Works awesomely.
Bed time wth
Quote from: rockout909 on April 08, 2010, 11:17:57 AM
sorry, i cant stand it when people accuse me of stuff, (it was also a bad day...) i over reacted dude, bros?
Bros.
Quote from: rockout909 on April 08, 2010, 03:15:27 PM
a nice match of MW2 is what calms me down... sorta, for her it might be using this forum!
...actually, it does for me too. Even if I get REALLY stressed and irritated by it, I usually calm down right after I finish.
And no, I wont play MW2 with you... My Xbox got the RRoD, and it was sent back and got to my city... yesterday by 12 PM... I have to wait until tomorrow to get it, and my subscription to Live ended on the 1st (No joke)...
Quote from: Gleech on April 11, 2010, 04:22:57 PM
...actually, it does for me too. Even if I get REALLY stressed and irritated by it, I usually calm down right after I finish.
And no, I wont play MW2 with you... My Xbox got the RRoD, and it was sent back and got to my city... yesterday by 12 PM... I have to wait until tomorrow to get it, and my subscription to Live ended on the 1st (No joke)...
by now y'all should know this, i play playstation network, oh and sry about the damned red ring... microsoft needs to fix that
Ahem, we're off-topic here people.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on April 12, 2010, 12:00:00 PM
Ahem, we're off-topic here people.
my fault i dragged us off topic, alright now we were helping rainbow, what relaxs you rainbow?
Eating sour kandy while playing shadow the hedgehog :DD
Quote from: rockout909 on April 12, 2010, 11:10:38 AM
by now y'all should know this, i play playstation network, oh and sry about the damned red ring... microsoft needs to fix that
Lol dude, "By now"...? That was like, the first time I talked to you. Anyway its fixed in the newer 360's, I just had an old one (from 2006).
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 12, 2010, 01:58:41 PM
Eating sour kandy while playing shadow the hedgehog :DD
Lol then why dont you do that? XD
I dnt have any sour kandy and im not allowd to play vidgames on skool days
cyan and black....
i was playin melee (smash bros, y'kno?) with my annoyin ass little brother, and i wanted to be team green, and for a bonus, i gave him TWO FUCKIN LVL 5'S ( i play like a level 6, damn...) and i was still kikkin his ass, then he screams, and my mom tells him to stop playin. his retarded ass sed "but mom it's johns fault he keeps knockin me off the level" and i stuttered like 15 times tryin to say ":YOUR A LIE!" then he said "mom said let me beat you up"
and i said no, turned it off,took my super mario sunshine, and veiwtiful joe: red hot rumble, then made him go against a lvl 1 falco... worst part, it was FACLO.. FUCKIN FALCO ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS ON MELEE..now i just wanna leave......plus i got a:
english class:D+
MATH: B
SCIENCE:B-
social studies:C+
and i got a 2.79
earlier when i was kikin that brat's ass in melee, he was sayin "i hate my life" , you just made me get back to my scuicidal point, and school didn't help...
Quote from: xaio on April 16, 2010, 06:30:05 AM
cyan and black....
i was playin melee (smash bros, y'kno?) with my annoyin ass little brother, and i wanted to be team green, and for a bonus, i gave him TWO FUCKIN LVL 5'S ( i play like a level 6, damn...) and i was still kikkin his ass, then he screams, and my mom tells him to stop playin. his retarded ass sed "but mom it's johns fault he keeps knockin me off the level" and i stuttered like 15 times tryin to say ":YOUR A LIE!" then he said "mom said let me beat you up"
and i said no, turned it off,took my super mario sunshine, and veiwtiful joe: red hot rumble, then made him go against a lvl 1 falco... worst part, it was FACLO.. FUCKIN FALCO ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS ON MELEE..now i just wanna leave......plus i got a:
english class:D+
MATH: B
SCIENCE:B-
social studies:C+
and i got a 2.79
earlier when i was kikin that brat's ass in melee, he was sayin "i hate my life" , you just made me get back to my scuicidal point, and school didn't help...
Ok... I dont really understand the first thing, because its a little extreme to be getting worked up over a game :/ But I'm sorry you got frustrated over it.
And I'm sorry about the grades, dude :(
CODE BLACK
My friends' dad shot himself 3 days ago. My friend's okay, but I can't seem to get over it.
Thats easy. when u lose one u love dnt cry but b happy. yes happy. cause in that persons heart they want to c u happy not sad over there death. ya, u still show ur respects but not ur weakness. tell ur friend ur dad may hate his life so much but he will always remember and luv u.
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on April 16, 2010, 08:42:46 AM
CODE BLACK
My friends' dad shot himself 3 days ago. My friend's okay, but I can't seem to get over it.
bro just calm down ok v.v im sorry that happend && im really sorry that its burdening you so badly >.>
&& u have to learn to move on i mean if he was a great person and he and u were almost like best friends then i can see why it would be hard to move on...just pray and ask god for strenght to help u move on
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 16, 2010, 10:16:18 AM
Thats easy. when u lose one u love dnt cry but b happy. yes happy. cause in that persons heart they want to c u happy not sad over there death. ya, u still show ur respects but not ur weakness. tell ur friend ur dad may hate his life so much but he will always remember and luv u.
if i thought of that i wouldnt of switched one damned word
What?! it wasnt that bad gosh. YAY! HMS7
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on April 16, 2010, 08:42:46 AM
CODE BLACK
My friends' dad shot himself 3 days ago. My friend's okay, but I can't seem to get over it.
Well, try to look on the bright side, your friend is ok. And you know, I can understand that you feel bad for your friend, losing a loved one is always a painful experience. If you feel like crying, don't hold back, because holding in emotions unnecessarily can lead to you to become closed up about things.
I'll pray for you to have strength, and I'll pray for your friend and his family as well. You pray too, and try to be someone your friend can look to for comfort if he needs it. And don't ever be taken in by the theory that crying makes you a wimp.
P.S. People, please don't misuse the black code, not all of these problems can make you want to commit suicide.
To HMS: HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOW EAT YOUR FUCKING CAKE! HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY OR WE'LL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE ( well... i will anyway xD )
time to get back on topic!
thansk you guys ^^ && yeah just try to calm down and see the bright side bro :]
Code gray my best friend just lost his job the day after his birthday :( i feel bad for him
damn... americas getting low on jobs AND money... my cuz keeps losing jobs so... its normal
:( poor *name unknown to u*
Post Merge: April 19, 2010, 04:56:46 PM
Code gray. kirbysoul is trying to ban me......hes the reason my karma was so low......
I'm kinda between code gray and black so I guess I'll just call it CODE SILVER. ;D
To tell you guys the truth I have been really depressed for almost 2 months and I never wanted to tell or share it to anyone because I always thought I could handle it myself but I guess I couldn't so I thought its time I share it to other people. You see since that incident happened (and I don't want to tell you guys about it, makes me more depressed), everytime I sleep I always remember all the failures, regrets and mistakes I have made, that also usually happens when I take a shower. So everytime that happens I always punch the nearest wall I am near to until I take so much pain that I can't punch it anymore, sometimes I cup stack nonstop for almost 3 hours until my whole body can't move and I still remember the night I did that... I just crawled my way to bed and tried my best to sleep. You see before that INCIDENT happened, I always thought that I made the right decisions in my life and everything was alright until it happened. It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me and bringing back the memories that I didn't want to see anymore. You see, I have a photographic memory and those people who have it can easily remember or memorize stuff and sometimes they are having a hard time to forget stuff.
So my real problem is, can someone teach me on how to forget... I'm having a hard time sleeping everynight and its kinda hard to keep it a secret anymore from my family because everytime that happens before I sleep I suddenly shout or scream then punch a darn wall again and when they ask me what happened, I just tell them that I was just pissed off from a Final boss in my psp game. It would be a great help because I'm having a hard time to move on...
Quote from: Skyle369 on April 20, 2010, 12:45:22 AM
I'm kinda between code gray and black so I guess I'll just call it CODE SILVER. ;D
To tell you guys the truth I have been really depressed for almost 2 months and I never wanted to tell or share it to anyone because I always thought I could handle it myself but I guess I couldn't so I thought its time I share it to other people. You see since that incident happened (and I don't want to tell you guys about it, makes me more depressed), everytime I sleep I always remember all the failures, regrets and mistakes I have made, that also usually happens when I take a shower. So everytime that happens I always punch the nearest wall I am near to until I take so much pain that I can't punch it anymore, sometimes I cup stack nonstop for almost 3 hours until my whole body can't move and I still remember the night I did that... I just crawled my way to bed and tried my best to sleep. You see before that INCIDENT happened, I always thought that I made the right decisions in my life and everything was alright until it happened. It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me and bringing back the memories that I didn't want to see anymore. You see, I have a photographic memory and those people who have it can easily remember or memorize stuff and sometimes they are having a hard time to forget stuff.
So my real problem is, can someone teach me on how to forget... I'm having a hard time sleeping everynight and its kinda hard to keep it a secret anymore from my family because everytime that happens before I sleep I suddenly shout or scream then punch a darn wall again and when they ask me what happened, I just tell them that I was just pissed off from a Final boss in my psp game. It would be a great help because I'm having a hard time to move on...
I think one of the best things to help us to help you,would be for you to tell us a bit of the problem.
Maybe it is a romance thing,maybe a fight?
This,in my opinion,would help me to understand the problem more,so i can give you more accurate advice.
But for now,try to get your head off it.Go out with friends,play a game,maybe have a soothing bath.Also,don't think that you're the only one that is getting "pushed down".I've been pushed down so many times,i feel like i want to die.But,i always find something that i need to live for.Just try to be happy.Don't think of your problem.
Quote from: Skyle369 on April 20, 2010, 12:45:22 AM
I'm kinda between code gray and black so I guess I'll just call it CODE SILVER. ;D
To tell you guys the truth I have been really depressed for almost 2 months and I never wanted to tell or share it to anyone because I always thought I could handle it myself but I guess I couldn't so I thought its time I share it to other people. You see since that incident happened (and I don't want to tell you guys about it, makes me more depressed), everytime I sleep I always remember all the failures, regrets and mistakes I have made, that also usually happens when I take a shower. So everytime that happens I always punch the nearest wall I am near to until I take so much pain that I can't punch it anymore, sometimes I cup stack nonstop for almost 3 hours until my whole body can't move and I still remember the night I did that... I just crawled my way to bed and tried my best to sleep. You see before that INCIDENT happened, I always thought that I made the right decisions in my life and everything was alright until it happened. It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me and bringing back the memories that I didn't want to see anymore. You see, I have a photographic memory and those people who have it can easily remember or memorize stuff and sometimes they are having a hard time to forget stuff.
So my real problem is, can someone teach me on how to forget... I'm having a hard time sleeping everynight and its kinda hard to keep it a secret anymore from my family because everytime that happens before I sleep I suddenly shout or scream then punch a darn wall again and when they ask me what happened, I just tell them that I was just pissed off from a Final boss in my psp game. It would be a great help because I'm having a hard time to move on...
well, yeah photographic memory can be a problem, i feel ya there.
Quote from: Skyle369 on April 20, 2010, 12:45:22 AM
I'm kinda between code gray and black so I guess I'll just call it CODE SILVER. ;D
To tell you guys the truth I have been really depressed for almost 2 months and I never wanted to tell or share it to anyone because I always thought I could handle it myself but I guess I couldn't so I thought its time I share it to other people. You see since that incident happened (and I don't want to tell you guys about it, makes me more depressed), everytime I sleep I always remember all the failures, regrets and mistakes I have made, that also usually happens when I take a shower. So everytime that happens I always punch the nearest wall I am near to until I take so much pain that I can't punch it anymore, sometimes I cup stack nonstop for almost 3 hours until my whole body can't move and I still remember the night I did that... I just crawled my way to bed and tried my best to sleep. You see before that INCIDENT happened, I always thought that I made the right decisions in my life and everything was alright until it happened. It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me and bringing back the memories that I didn't want to see anymore. You see, I have a photographic memory and those people who have it can easily remember or memorize stuff and sometimes they are having a hard time to forget stuff.
So my real problem is, can someone teach me on how to forget... I'm having a hard time sleeping everynight and its kinda hard to keep it a secret anymore from my family because everytime that happens before I sleep I suddenly shout or scream then punch a darn wall again and when they ask me what happened, I just tell them that I was just pissed off from a Final boss in my psp game. It would be a great help because I'm having a hard time to move on...
I dont think I have a photographic memory, but I sometimes have painful memories return.
I usually just snap my fingers to keep me distracted until the thoughts go away.
We've all made stupid mistakes in our lives, but thats the past. We can't change it, nor should we focus on what we did wrong.
It's behind us, and we're never going back.
Quote from: Skyle369 on April 20, 2010, 12:45:22 AM
I'm kinda between code gray and black so I guess I'll just call it CODE SILVER. ;D
To tell you guys the truth I have been really depressed for almost 2 months and I never wanted to tell or share it to anyone because I always thought I could handle it myself but I guess I couldn't so I thought its time I share it to other people. You see since that incident happened (and I don't want to tell you guys about it, makes me more depressed), everytime I sleep I always remember all the failures, regrets and mistakes I have made, that also usually happens when I take a shower. So everytime that happens I always punch the nearest wall I am near to until I take so much pain that I can't punch it anymore, sometimes I cup stack nonstop for almost 3 hours until my whole body can't move and I still remember the night I did that... I just crawled my way to bed and tried my best to sleep. You see before that INCIDENT happened, I always thought that I made the right decisions in my life and everything was alright until it happened. It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me and bringing back the memories that I didn't want to see anymore. You see, I have a photographic memory and those people who have it can easily remember or memorize stuff and sometimes they are having a hard time to forget stuff.
So my real problem is, can someone teach me on how to forget... I'm having a hard time sleeping everynight and its kinda hard to keep it a secret anymore from my family because everytime that happens before I sleep I suddenly shout or scream then punch a darn wall again and when they ask me what happened, I just tell them that I was just pissed off from a Final boss in my psp game. It would be a great help because I'm having a hard time to move on...
i kno i'm not officially part of this but who cares?
everyone makes mistakes, i've made loads, some even multiple times, but we're only human, your life is alright, sure you've made wrong decisions, but you're not the only guy, but what's in the past is in the past, but i can't help ya with this incident cause i dunno what happened, but don't let it take over your life, focus on the here and now.
dwell on the past, and you'll lose sight of your future, dwell on the future and you'll not learn from past mistakes.
maybe if u PMed me about this incident, i might be able to help you get over that particular event
i hope it helps... and i hope you ain damaged any walls lol
Quote from: Skyle369 on April 20, 2010, 12:45:22 AM
I'm kinda between code gray and black so I guess I'll just call it CODE SILVER. ;D
To tell you guys the truth I have been really depressed for almost 2 months and I never wanted to tell or share it to anyone because I always thought I could handle it myself but I guess I couldn't so I thought its time I share it to other people. You see since that incident happened (and I don't want to tell you guys about it, makes me more depressed), everytime I sleep I always remember all the failures, regrets and mistakes I have made, that also usually happens when I take a shower. So everytime that happens I always punch the nearest wall I am near to until I take so much pain that I can't punch it anymore, sometimes I cup stack nonstop for almost 3 hours until my whole body can't move and I still remember the night I did that... I just crawled my way to bed and tried my best to sleep. You see before that INCIDENT happened, I always thought that I made the right decisions in my life and everything was alright until it happened. It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me and bringing back the memories that I didn't want to see anymore. You see, I have a photographic memory and those people who have it can easily remember or memorize stuff and sometimes they are having a hard time to forget stuff.
So my real problem is, can someone teach me on how to forget... I'm having a hard time sleeping everynight and its kinda hard to keep it a secret anymore from my family because everytime that happens before I sleep I suddenly shout or scream then punch a darn wall again and when they ask me what happened, I just tell them that I was just pissed off from a Final boss in my psp game. It would be a great help because I'm having a hard time to move on...
What I do is pretty much say is "Fuck this, I'm done." and don't talk to anyone for a while.
Quote from: Shadow26 on April 20, 2010, 02:31:57 AM
I think one of the best things to help us to help you,would be for you to tell us a bit of the problem.
I'm sorry but I just can't talk about it...
Quote from: darkness shadow on April 20, 2010, 06:10:12 AM
i hope it helps... and i hope you ain damaged any walls lol
Thank you, kinda made me feel better a bit...
And luckily, I didn't damage any walls! :D
Quote from: Gleech on April 20, 2010, 04:24:46 AM
We've all made stupid mistakes in our lives, but thats the past. We can't change it, nor should we focus on what we did wrong.
It's behind us, and we're never going back.
Thats what I always think about but the pain is always there...
CODE BLACK - Well, my brother finally did it. He managed to kill himself. I'm not gonna go into detail, due to it being depressing. Please, somebody help me! :'(
im so sorry........*hugs*
Sorry isn't enough this time.
Quote from: MikeyLevi on April 22, 2010, 02:44:27 AM
CODE BLACK - Well, my brother finally did it. He managed to kill himself. I'm not gonna go into detail, due to it being depressing. Please, somebody help me! :'(
(Sigh) Well Levi, I can't really say anything that I haven't already said before. Keep the faith like always. All these trials you're going through, will only make you stronger as a Christian as long as you stay faithful to God. And when you get to Heaven someday, he will tell you: "Well done, My good and faithful servant."
When some1 i love has died im never sad. cause i know theyll love me always and they dont want me to be sad. pray for u to never forget that loved one and move on. he would want u to be happy- not sad
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 22, 2010, 11:38:49 AM
When some1 i love has died im never sad. cause i know theyll love me always and they dont want me to be sad. pray for u to never forget that loved one and move on. he would want u to be happy- not sad
I agree. Indeed it is sad to lose a loved one, however the sadness will pass. The emptiness of him not being there will haunt you for awhile, however eventually you wont miss him as much anymore... just try to stay positive. I'm sure everyone in your family is upset about this, and someone here needs to be the strong one to motivate everyone else.
like someone said... fake it till you make it. that probably doesnt help but... *hugs* should help :)
Post Merge: 23 April 2010, 22:20:56
Code Purple
Ah. D:
Well i just feel like crap ATM. people who i thought i could trust or people who i thought were friends, well, i just feel a little bit different about some.
I got over the -rage- i was feeling because i got it cleared up. but for some reason i just feel truly like shit. i feel also somewhat stupid, and sorry for the people i have started arguments with recently, guys i am sorry for causing trouble in the forum. more sorry sadness to come.
also guys just a reminder you can talk to me on MSN too :) joshmansonic@hotmail.com
D: You dont have to feel bad. We all forgive you, and I know you didnt mean for your sig to turn into a huge problem.
I'm glad we could compromise about it, however.
I'm sorry for pushing you hard to change your sig. I should've been more calm.
Quote from: Gleech on April 23, 2010, 04:32:51 AM
D: You dont have to feel bad. We all forgive you, and I know you didnt mean for your sig to turn into a huge problem.
I'm glad we could compromise about it, however.
I'm sorry for pushing you hard to change your sig. I should've been more calm.
no mate. i should have cropped it like EP said. and yeah.
but im happy.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on April 22, 2010, 11:38:49 AM
When some1 i love has died im never sad. cause i know theyll love me always and they dont want me to be sad. pray for u to never forget that loved one and move on. he would want u to be happy- not sad
0_o
Holy wow, this is the only post from RBR that I agreed on.
Yay!!!! some1 agrees wit me!
code cyan (frustration) I've been looking for a PVM hack to turn sonic or amy into a chao in SADX, it hasnt been going so well, you see my sister loves chao, adores chao, wants a real live chao, (like that'll ever happen) anything chao. so i thought, make someone a chao... but i havent found any links that have this elusive hack, and its very very annoying, can someone help me out on this?
thx in the long run
Quote from: rockout909 on April 25, 2010, 12:03:39 PM
code cyan (frustration) I've been looking for a PVM hack to turn sonic or amy into a chao in SADX, it hasnt been going so well, you see my sister loves chao, adores chao, wants a real live chao, (like that'll ever happen) anything chao. so i thought, make someone a chao... but i havent found any links that have this elusive hack, and its very very annoying, can someone help me out on this?
thx in the long run
This sounds like something Fiamonder10 could help you with.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on April 25, 2010, 01:14:38 PM
This sounds like something Fiamonder10 could help you with.
well whats his request url? or do i just have to pm him? (first time requesting a crrmodels and pvm hack)
I suppose this is a blue, but I dunno.
My girlfriend I told you about a while back... Well, I never wanted to go out in the first place. Angel, the girl I told y'all about a while back, moved away (Fuck, that always happens to me) and the only reason I accepted the request my current girlfriend sent me is because she'd been my friend for a long time and I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
I want to break up, but I don't want to hurt her.
I'm trying to kind of beat around the bush (AKA not pay attention, not talk much, pretend not to notice) but she's not getting it.
The fuck do I do?
Quote from: Taz on May 05, 2010, 05:43:06 PM
I suppose this is a blue, but I dunno.
My girlfriend I told you about a while back... Well, I never wanted to go out in the first place. Angel, the girl I told y'all about a while back, moved away (Fuck, that always happens to me) and the only reason I accepted the request my current girlfriend sent me is because she'd been my friend for a long time and I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
I want to break up, but I don't want to hurt her.
I'm trying to kind of beat around the bush (AKA not pay attention, not talk much, pretend not to notice) but she's not getting it.
The fuck do I do?
(Sigh) Relationships are the most difficult things to understand in life. I won't beat around the bush with you. I don't think there's ever been a break-up that hasn't hurt someone somehow. I'm not saying that you should just walk up to her and say that it's over, but I'm saying that I don't think there is a way to make it painless.
If your friendship was really as strong as you thought it was, then you two will still be friends afterwards. But there's one thing I've learned recently. Friends come and friends go, and all decisions come with a consequence, good or bad.
You may grow to like her, who knows? The base of all relationships should be friendship foremost. If you just want someone to hug and to kiss, the relationship won't last. Friendship is a key part in any long-term relationships. If you really want to end it though, there's no way to keep the pain from her, I'm sorry to say.
I'll pray for the best, but that's all I can really do. You have two choices: Stay with her, or don't. Either decision comes with a different consequence. You have to decide which one you want.
Guys my gf's mom died D=
Quote from: Sonic360 on May 12, 2010, 10:35:38 AM
Guys my gf's mom died D=
How many times do I have to do this. Go to the last page or 2 or 3.
Quote from: Sonic360 on May 12, 2010, 10:35:38 AM
Guys my gf's mom died D=
Wow 360...well...I guess now is the time for you to do your job as boyfriend. You'll be the one to comfort her, and as for not being there with her at the hospital, you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. It wasn't like you could drive there whenever you wanted.
But now is when you can help her, show her how much you care for her and her well-being. And more importantly, show her how much God cares for her and her entire family. You have two jobs to do 360. Show her your love, and God's love.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on May 12, 2010, 02:03:15 PM
How many times do I have to do this. Go to the last page or 2 or 3.
very helpful...
As for your problem 360, EP basically said what i would of said, but in christian form! (I'm Polytheistic, so it would be gods love)
Code purple My cat has been breathing strangely for about a week, it may be broken ribs which is not a big deal cause its not fatal. But there is also a good chance that it could be heart worm i am really worried about him please pray for him.( don't feel like you have too if you don't want to advice will help too)
Quote from: valia_wolfie on May 26, 2010, 10:38:20 AM
Code purple My cat has been breathing strangely for about a week, it may be broken ribs which is not a big deal cause its not fatal. But there is also a good chance that it could be heart worm i am really worried about him please pray for him.( don't feel like you have too if you don't want to advice will help too)
I've got you covered Valia, no worries. I'll pray for you and your cat, but you should really get it checked out by a vet or something in the meantime.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on May 26, 2010, 10:46:18 AM
I've got you covered Valia, no worries. I'll pray for you and your cat, but you should really get it checked out by a vet or something in the meantime.
Thanks and yeah, I think my mom set a appointment up for him. But if its heartworm there is a chance he wont make it through the treatment. Which is the main thing I am worried about.
Quote from: valia_wolfie on May 26, 2010, 11:04:22 AM
Thanks and yeah, I think my mom set a appointment up for him. But if its heartworm there is a chance he wont make it through the treatment. Which is the main thing I am worried about.
I hope he makes it!
Quote from: DarkFusion on May 26, 2010, 07:54:30 PM
I hope he makes it!
Thanks, and I just got back from taking him to the vet today. They thought it may have been leukemia so they tested him for it and thankfully it wasn't. But there is another problem now, they did x-rays and found out he has heart problems. He also had a infection. Which is why he was breathing weird and they have drained it. I will still need to keep a eye on him though.
code black- tomorrow at 8 A.M. I'm going to take my Reynold test (Reynolds is when you can't touch something cold for over 5 min) I have it and my dad told me cause of it I'll die at an very early age.... only rockout and hms7 knows what age BUT DON'T YOU DARE TELL!!!!! cause if I'm lucky it might be 40. (it goes from your hand to your whole body) and once it does......well.....you die...... I'm taking the test to see when I do and if it might go away (theres no cure.....) ........I think I'm going to cry......I-I-I......
aw... wait... phone - Died when i got txt from sum1
Quote from: rockout909 on June 10, 2010, 03:57:24 PM
aw... wait... phone - Died when i got txt from sum1
wtf does that have to do anything...........
Code Cyan- I went to Eastwood Manor today and met a girl from a shelter. She was hot. She loved everything I did. I tried to ask her out and she said she had a boyfriend (idk if it's true). Should I've asked her out or not. Also, I sang I'll Be There by the Jackson 5 and all the girls went crazy, so I'm kinda popular nao.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on June 10, 2010, 04:02:00 PM
wtf does that have to do anything...........
you didnt txt it to me? um... -msg not received -FAILSPLSION-
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on June 10, 2010, 04:49:45 PM
Code Cyan- I went to Eastwood Manor today and met a girl from a shelter. She was hot. She loved everything I did. I tried to ask her out and she said she had a boyfriend (idk if it's true). Should I've asked her out or not. Also, I sang I'll Be There by the Jackson 5 and all the girls went crazy, so I'm kinda popular nao.
Hey guys,i'm back 8D
Well,keep an eye on her.She might break up with her boyfriend.Or if she doesn't break up,they're lots of girls other then her.
I know it's pretty small,but i'll help you more when i get some news ;)
I just found out that my Reynolds are minor and that it might go away. It won't kill me :) but it will sting if I touch something cold
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on June 11, 2010, 04:18:18 AM
I just found out that my Reynolds are minor and that it might go away. It won't kill me :) but it will sting if I touch something cold
Well...I don't want to advise anyone on anything medical since I'm not a doctor, and the best advice I can give on stuff like that is to put Arnica cream on bruises. All I can say is...don't touch anything cold.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on June 11, 2010, 05:47:38 AM
Well...I don't want to advise anyone on anything medical since I'm not a doctor, and the best advice I can give on stuff like that is to put Arnica cream on bruises. All I can say is...don't touch anything cold.
whats anica whatever cream?
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on June 11, 2010, 05:50:28 AM
whats anica whatever cream?
It's a cream that you rub on your body for things like bruises, muscle aches, even sprains. The stuff provides a bit of pain relief for certain things, but it won't for things involving blood.
Code Cyan- I complimented my crush (since the beginning of the school year) and asked her for her AiM.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on June 11, 2010, 09:36:56 AM
Code Cyan- I complimented my crush (since the beginning of the school year) and asked her for her AiM.
Well, just keep on your toes for the time being. Don't get too relaxed if things seem to go your way.
Its best to become friends with your crush first, itll last longer
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on June 12, 2010, 06:12:47 AM
Its best to become friends with your crush first, itll last longer
I know. I'm doing that as we speak.
Code Cyan
Has anyone had a moment where they just, well up with sadness, white out and then feel sick?
I dont understand the situation, I dont even know what's up. I suppose i just need a laugh or some comforting words about now.
Code Cyan
Im moving away from my best friend i ever had, and hes getting a new cell phone and wont know my house number... (his # is changing) Weve been friends for 6 years and were like bros... My dad doesnt know the new number yet and were moving in next week... what should i do?
Quote from: DarkFusion on June 12, 2010, 02:30:41 PM
Code Cyan
Has anyone had a moment where they just, well up with sadness, white out and then feel sick?
I dont understand the situation, I dont even know what's up. I suppose i just need a laugh or some comforting words about now.
Emotional suppression...to answer your question, yes I have felt that feeling. Numerous times in fact. Perhaps you need to look back on what you've done and what's happened to you over the past few days and see what could've caused such an emotional attack.
Quote from: rockout909 on June 13, 2010, 01:39:54 PM
Code Cyan
Im moving away from my best friend i ever had, and hes getting a new cell phone and wont know my house number... (his # is changing) Weve been friends for 6 years and were like bros... My dad doesnt know the new number yet and were moving in next week... what should i do?
Well, there are other ways to connect. Try finding him on the internet. Or if he doesn't have a way to contact you by internet, you do have a week to find out the new contact information. Or maybe even an old fashioned/ancient way, (lol) write him a letter. All you need is his address, a stamp, an envelope, and a piece of paper and pencil. Then you can get the information on the return letter.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on June 14, 2010, 05:15:22 AM
Emotional suppression...to answer your question, yes I have felt that feeling. Numerous times in fact. Perhaps you need to look back on what you've done and what's happened to you over the past few days and see what could've caused such an emotional attack.
okay, thanks EP.
Thanks EP, i never thought of that cause i was in a funk (yes i said funk, get over it)
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on June 12, 2010, 01:26:35 PM
I know. I'm doing that as we speak.
kool its takes 6 months to earn her heart though *i have a friend who (well im not friends with him anymore i hate him) and he liked liked me and i kept saying no but he did smething REALLY BAD and ya* thats normally the time it takes. or it could last years
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on June 16, 2010, 06:03:00 AM
kool its takes 6 months to earn her heart though *i have a friend who (well im not friends with him anymore i hate him) and he liked liked me and i kept saying no but he did smething REALLY BAD and ya* thats normally the time it takes. or it could last years
Today I found out she doesn't liek me. She lieks mah friend, and he doesn't liek her. He lieks her friend. Lol love triangle with an extra straight edge. What should I do? She said she knows me already. My class also said said something about a rumor going on about me and her. What should I do to get her to love me? I'm the fat person who's unattractive in mah school. What should I do?!!!
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on June 16, 2010, 03:08:37 PM
Today I found out she doesn't liek me. She lieks mah friend, and he doesn't liek her. He lieks her friend. Lol love triangle with an extra straight edge. What should I do? She said she knows me already. My class also said said something about a rumor going on about me and her. What should I do to get her to love me? I'm the fat person who's unattractive in mah school. What should I do?!!!
Well if you feel that your being fat is a problem, losing weight would be a good start. I used to be fat too when I was your age. What did I do? I snacked on grapes, a lot. As for the whole love thing...dude...sometimes it just doesn't work. While it may not be encouraging, it is the truth. And the truth is all I got. SS12, what you may feel may be a temporary infatuation. Try riding it out.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on June 16, 2010, 04:18:47 PM
Well if you feel that your being fat is a problem, losing weight would be a good start. I used to be fat too when I was your age. What did I do? I snacked on grapes, a lot. As for the whole love thing...dude...sometimes it just doesn't work. While it may not be encouraging, it is the truth. And the truth is all I got. SS12, what you may feel may be a temporary infatuation. Try riding it out.
My crush doesn't liek mah friend. Idk if she lieks me as a friend. What should I do?
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on June 18, 2010, 09:02:20 AM
My crush doesn't liek mah friend. Idk if she lieks me as a friend. What should I do?
hmmm...... Just be kind and sweet i guess. your goal is to stay friends
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on June 21, 2010, 03:27:21 PM
hmmm...... Just be kind and sweet i guess. your goal is to stay friends
She's not my friend. I'm trying to make her my friend. But she's surrounded by her friends and classmates.
Err...Code Purple?
Never thought I'd be posting here...*sigh* -.-
Well, I've become a rather "comedian" in a few of your eyes, or so it seemed anyway. All my life I've been put down by my family, I've been the target of countless insults and jokes and the like. That never really bothered me, but, honestly, it made it hard for me to trust people. I couldn't tell who was lying to me or who is telling the truth anymore.
Since coming here, I've seen a lot of "xD"s and "lol"s at my jokes, but there's always been that voice in my head saying "do they really mean it?", "are you really enjoying what I said?" and those thoughts usually end with "they're my friends. It what's a friendship without trust...right?".
Over time those voices have gotten more convincing, I've, honestly, even thought Draco was lying to me on several occasions and just trying to make me feel better because of her inability to say "no, you dumb ass, that isn't funny. >:l", but those thoughts were always shunned out of my head...until now. I recently tried to record MMX5 vids with commentary, you know, and try to get you guys laughing, I was laughing along with myself as I tapped and thought I was kinda funny...then I actually watched the vids and it hit me like a bombshell...
"I AM NOT FUNNY IN THE LEAST BIT. I'M PATHETIC. >:U"
I always tend to put myself down...but this? Oh god, this was just the final little straw, I hate myself for ever recording those because they made me realize how unfunny I am, and even if I did laugh it was at the over use of the F-word. Now I'm doubting if I was ever funny in the first place, or if all those xD's were just out of absolute pity or sleep deprivity...
All I ever enjoyed was making you guys laugh and believing I made you happy, but now? I'm not so sure anymore...
Quote from: jkid101094 on June 27, 2010, 11:54:42 AM
Err...Code Purple?
Never thought I'd be posting here...*sigh* -.-
Well, I've become a rather "comedian" in a few of your eyes, or so it seemed anyway. All my life I've been put down by my family, I've been the target of countless insults and jokes and the like. That never really bothered me, but, honestly, it made it hard for me to trust people. I couldn't tell who was lying to me or who is telling the truth anymore.
Since coming here, I've seen a lot of "xD"s and "lol"s at my jokes, but there's always been that voice in my head saying "do they really mean it?", "are you really enjoying what I said?" and those thoughts usually end with "they're my friends. It what's a friendship without trust...right?".
Over time those voices have gotten more convincing, I've, honestly, even thought Draco was lying to me on several occasions and just trying to make me feel better because of her inability to say "no, you dumb ass, that isn't funny. >:l", but those thoughts were always shunned out of my head...until now. I recently tried to record MMX5 vids with commentary, you know, and try to get you guys laughing, I was laughing along with myself as I tapped and thought I was kinda funny...then I actually watched the vids and it hit me like a bombshell...
"I AM NOT FUNNY IN THE LEAST BIT. I'M PATHETIC. >:U"
I always tend to put myself down...but this? Oh god, this was just the final little straw, I hate myself for ever recording those because they made me realize how unfunny I am, and even if I did laugh it was at the over use of the F-word. Now I'm doubting if I was ever funny in the first place, or if all those xD's were just out of absolute pity or sleep deprivity...
All I ever enjoyed was making you guys laugh and believing I made you happy, but now? I'm not so sure anymore...
Jkid, you want me to tell why you're my rival? Because you ARE funny, and I'm actually jealous because of your comedic self. Those voices in your are wrong. You are funny! Don't let anybody tell you you're not, cuz you ARE!!!
D: Jkid you are an awesome guy I think you are really cool to be honest. ;D Sorry to hear the way you have been feeling, you are funny. :)
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on June 27, 2010, 12:22:22 PM
Jkid, you want me to tell why you're my rival? Because you ARE funny, and I'm actually jealous because of your comedic self. Those voices in your are wrong. You are funny! Don't let anybody tell you you're not, cuz you ARE!!!
Quote from: sonicmaddave on June 27, 2010, 01:52:46 PM
D: Jkid you are an awesome guy I think you are really cool to be honest. ;D Sorry to hear the way you have been feeling, you are funny. :)
Thankies guys. ^^
And also, thanks to everyone else who tried helping me get over this. :3
Your welcome you are a great asset to the site. ;D
Code Purple
Well, sometimes you just feel like being depressed. For no reason... And I just got back from one of the best Water Parks in the world.
Jkid- the only reason i would not laugh is because i have no sense of humor- given my recent mood though, looking back- sometimes you are hilarious! Thats the honest truth.
Quote from: jkid101094 on June 27, 2010, 11:54:42 AM
Err...Code Purple?
Never thought I'd be posting here...*sigh* -.-
Well, I've become a rather "comedian" in a few of your eyes, or so it seemed anyway. All my life I've been put down by my family, I've been the target of countless insults and jokes and the like. That never really bothered me, but, honestly, it made it hard for me to trust people. I couldn't tell who was lying to me or who is telling the truth anymore.
Since coming here, I've seen a lot of "xD"s and "lol"s at my jokes, but there's always been that voice in my head saying "do they really mean it?", "are you really enjoying what I said?" and those thoughts usually end with "they're my friends. It what's a friendship without trust...right?".
Over time those voices have gotten more convincing, I've, honestly, even thought Draco was lying to me on several occasions and just trying to make me feel better because of her inability to say "no, you dumb ass, that isn't funny. >:l", but those thoughts were always shunned out of my head...until now. I recently tried to record MMX5 vids with commentary, you know, and try to get you guys laughing, I was laughing along with myself as I tapped and thought I was kinda funny...then I actually watched the vids and it hit me like a bombshell...
"I AM NOT FUNNY IN THE LEAST BIT. I'M PATHETIC. >:U"
I always tend to put myself down...but this? Oh god, this was just the final little straw, I hate myself for ever recording those because they made me realize how unfunny I am, and even if I did laugh it was at the over use of the F-word. Now I'm doubting if I was ever funny in the first place, or if all those xD's were just out of absolute pity or sleep deprivity...
All I ever enjoyed was making you guys laugh and believing I made you happy, but now? I'm not so sure anymore...
that sounds EXACTLY like i am sometimes, and you ARE funny to me 8) you're a good friend and when I need a laugh -message sent- :U. And also, I have actually read/watched me say jokes..I think i'm more of a dumbass for saying those xD, and plus some of these jokes have gotten me a bed rep...oh well, But you get my point. :3
Quote from: jkid101094 on June 27, 2010, 11:54:42 AM
Err...Code Purple?
Never thought I'd be posting here...*sigh* -.-
Well, I've become a rather "comedian" in a few of your eyes, or so it seemed anyway. All my life I've been put down by my family, I've been the target of countless insults and jokes and the like. That never really bothered me, but, honestly, it made it hard for me to trust people. I couldn't tell who was lying to me or who is telling the truth anymore.
Since coming here, I've seen a lot of "xD"s and "lol"s at my jokes, but there's always been that voice in my head saying "do they really mean it?", "are you really enjoying what I said?" and those thoughts usually end with "they're my friends. It what's a friendship without trust...right?".
Over time those voices have gotten more convincing, I've, honestly, even thought Draco was lying to me on several occasions and just trying to make me feel better because of her inability to say "no, you dumb ass, that isn't funny. >:l", but those thoughts were always shunned out of my head...until now. I recently tried to record MMX5 vids with commentary, you know, and try to get you guys laughing, I was laughing along with myself as I tapped and thought I was kinda funny...then I actually watched the vids and it hit me like a bombshell...
"I AM NOT FUNNY IN THE LEAST BIT. I'M PATHETIC. >:U"
I always tend to put myself down...but this? Oh god, this was just the final little straw, I hate myself for ever recording those because they made me realize how unfunny I am, and even if I did laugh it was at the over use of the F-word. Now I'm doubting if I was ever funny in the first place, or if all those xD's were just out of absolute pity or sleep deprivity...
All I ever enjoyed was making you guys laugh and believing I made you happy, but now? I'm not so sure anymore...
Don't talk like that!
Nearly everyday you make me laugh xD
You're a great person,remember that.
I'm on summer vacation, i'm bored, there's nood on nothing good on CN no more and my B-day is in a month and somebody is going to try to ruin it when i post it on this god foresaken forum! WHAT DID I DO?! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE WHAT HAPPENED LAST YEAR!? I'M A NICE GUY! I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG! *slaps self*
Quote from: Light the Hedgehog on July 05, 2010, 05:36:08 AM
I'm on summer vacation, i'm bored, there's nood on nothing good on CN no more and my B-day is in a month and somebody is going to try to ruin it when i post it on this god foresaken forum! WHAT DID I DO?! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE WHAT HAPPENED LAST YEAR!? I'M A NICE GUY! I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG! *slaps self*
Relax, Light. Calm down. If there's an, excuse my language, asshole who wants to ruin your birthday, trust me, he will be taken care of. Ignore it, dude and have a happy birthday, okay?
Quote from: Light the Hedgehog on July 05, 2010, 05:36:08 AM
I'm on summer vacation, i'm bored, there's nood on nothing good on CN no more and my B-day is in a month and somebody is going to try to ruin it when i post it on this god foresaken forum! WHAT DID I DO?! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE WHAT HAPPENED LAST YEAR!? I'M A NICE GUY! I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG! *slaps self*
I don't believe I was here long enough to understand the situation. What exactly happened last year?
Code Cyan
I am having a huge problem remembering stuff,I'm meeting people who know me but I don't remember them at all D=,and I'm apparently hurting their feelings.
So what do you guys do to remember things?
P.S.How long has this been here? =O
Quote from: windlessusher on July 07, 2010, 08:35:51 AM
Code Cyan
I am having a huge problem remembering stuff,I'm meeting people who know me but I don't remember them at all D=,and I'm apparently hurting their feelings.
So what do you guys do to remember things?
P.S.How long has this been here? =O
Have You been getting sleep? Or have you been away?
Sleep depavation and/or Too much sleep can cause memory loss, not permanent. If this is the cae try and regulate how you sleep.
You're right
I either sleep too much or too little since summer started D= I've been trying to regulate it,but when my alarm wakes me up I'm all like "I could use a few more minutes"
Minutes turn to hours and I wake up with my head all fuggled
Quote from: windlessusher on July 07, 2010, 10:33:54 AM
You're right
I either sleep too much or too little since summer started D= I've been trying to regulate it,but when my alarm wakes me up I'm all like "I could use a few more minutes"
Minutes turn to hours and I wake up with my head all fuggled
Well heres something that may work, figure out when YOU want to wake up, and then, take when you go to sleep,and change that time accordingly.
CODE BLACK
My buddy PhantomGhostGirl is as we speak, being abused by her parents.
If any of you can help,come here.
http://sonicpluschat.chatango.com/ (http://sonicpluschat.chatango.com/)
um..does anyone know where ican find Sonicfrenzy?
Code Cyan-
Guys, I developed a fever. I have a big migrain and I puked too.
Take some panadol
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on July 07, 2010, 03:25:29 PM
[cyan]Code Cyan[/cyan]-
Guys, I developed a fever. I have a big migrain and I puked too.
Hmm, that's some kind of sickness you have there...I would try taking some Asprin, and if You are still having Migrain and pukage problems, consult a doctor.
Post Merge: July 13, 2010, 03:05:18 PM
Can I be Code : Green, blue and Purple? I am good at solving those problems
OMG EMERGENCY I STUBBED MY TOE IT HURTS HELP WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?!
You eat it.
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on July 13, 2010, 10:58:08 AM
That doesn't help >_>
Sarcastic question gets sarcastic answer. Logical, no? And btw, unless you actually want help, don't clog this topic. So buzz off Elija.
Hey, the dude with the fever got help, why can't I? You are here to help, you are supposed to care about me. That's a Code Green right there.
Quote from: Elija2 on July 13, 2010, 11:06:02 AM
Hey, the dude with the fever got help, why can't I? You are here to help, you are supposed to care about me. That's a Code Green right there.
We help those who actually WANT help. I'll care when you come with a problem you actually want help on. But if you're here to be sarcastic, you will not get assistance.
So if you really want help on your toe, say it now. If not, follow KirbySoul's advice.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on July 13, 2010, 11:09:41 AM
We help those who actually WANT help. I'll care when you come with a problem you actually want help on. But if you're here to be sarcastic, you will not get assistance.
So if you really want help on your toe, say it now. If not, follow KirbySoul's advice.
Elija, it really isn't a code green when you have a sarcastic *or not sarcastic but not that painful stub* answer to the CCoSZ, your just making your self look cool that way, so please, if it's just a stub, then lave it alone and it will heal...plus that probably isn't one of the color codes here...
Quote from: Elija2 on July 13, 2010, 11:06:02 AM
Hey, the dude with the fever got help, why can't I? You are here to help, you are supposed to care about me. That's a Code Green right there.
Hey, I had a problem that takes a long time to take care of. You put a bandage on that toe and it's good. Don't tell me a fever ain't unfair than a stubbed toe, cuz it is.
People, settle down. This is suppose to be a serious topic where we assits people, not bicker at one another.
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on July 13, 2010, 03:44:16 PM
People, settle down. This is suppose to be a serious topic where we assist people, not bicker at one another.
Fixed.
- Code Cyan -
My dad is always a prick, because of the choices I make.
*Example*
This morning, my dad asked me nicely to wake up to go to summer school, I chose to sleep a little longer, then 5 seconds later, he grabbed me painfully and screamed 'Do you want to go through 6th grade again?!?!' Then got up, swore at him for 2 minutes, then got dressed.
My life sucks ass...
Quote from: DrewK. on July 14, 2010, 05:34:15 AM
*Example*
This morning, my dad asked me nicely to wake up to go to summer school, I chose to sleep a little longer, then 5 seconds later, he grabbed me painfully and screamed 'Do you want to go through 6th grade again?!?!' Then got up, swore at him for 2 minutes, then got dressed.
Well, your dad my not have handled the situation the best but he is trying to help you in having to go through the grade again, my mom always told me that a little bit of suffering now will all work out later...but I'm going off topic. You need to sit down with your father and address the issue head on and determine what ways would be better to approach the problem like you encountered today.
I have plenty of times, he says he'll stop but he continues to do that.
Quote from: DrewK. on July 14, 2010, 07:15:33 AM
I have plenty of times, he says he'll stop but he continues to do that.
I am not gonna put the blame on you, but have you done anything else to 'set him off'?
Quote from: DrewK. on July 14, 2010, 05:34:15 AM
- Code Cyan -
My dad is always a prick, because of the choices I make.
*Example*
This morning, my dad asked me nicely to wake up to go to summer school, I chose to sleep a little longer, then 5 seconds later, he grabbed me painfully and screamed 'Do you want to go through 6th grade again?!?!' Then got up, swore at him for 2 minutes, then got dressed.
My life sucks ass...
I don't mean to be rude, but you did kinda disobey him...
Quote from: KirbySoul11 on July 07, 2010, 10:46:33 AM
CODE BLACK
My buddy PhantomGhostGirl is as we speak, being abused by her parents.
If any of you can help,come here.
http://sonicpluschat.chatango.com/ (http://sonicpluschat.chatango.com/)
The people on that chat have absolutely NO clue. i have known Mary for a long time now and me and my friends are doing all we can. Most of the stuff said in there was useless.
Code Purple:
(Wow...getting a lot of these lately, eh?)
I don't mean to distract you from Drew's problem...but...lately I've been sick and tired. REALLY tired...I've had blood tests done and they say the source is my kidneys...but, we were talking about it today and we discussed the fact I might have kidney stones...err...hopefully I don't have to explain that, for the first in a very long time, I'm actually pretty nervous. ^^;
Anyway, I figured typing this out would relieve some of the situations stress...cause there isn't anyway in heck I'm passing those things. I get some more tests tomorrow. Let's just hope I don't have to go through that pain. ._.
Code Yellow (Mix of Red (Not really right now, but soon), and grey)
I know it must be weird for me, the maker of this, to be asking for prayer/comfort... but I'm kind of depressed at the moment.
My Grandpa, the one that lives in my house, has cancer, and is dying. He also has some sort of infection, which his body is trying to fight off, which is making him very weak.
He could die any day now, and I'm very scared, sad, and... and a lot of things. I've never had to face this reality that a family member of mine could die. The closest thing was when a cat we had died (Which, that cat was almost as old as me, so I had known him my whole life)...
I could just burst out crying right now, and I think everyone in my house could do the same. However I've been attempting to remain strong.
I saw him just a few minutes ago, and he looks like he's just about pass away. Luckily, we're pretty sure he's saved, so I'll hopefully be able to meet him again. However I can just... barely keep the tears in.
I request prayer for me, and my family to remain strong about this, and for my Grandpa to hopefully recover...
He also gave me some of his stuff, which is always a sign that everyone knows he's not gonna make it .____.
Code Purple
Ok, this is going to sound totally unlike me...but I feel like punching a hole in the wall! Yes, I've quite honestly had it. The wife of the Pastor at my church thinks I'm some sort of sexual predator, she blocks me off from the girl I like at every turn. She's her daughter, she has that right. But what drives me nuts is that she pretends she's not doing anything! And my girl, she's forced to avoid me like the plague otherwise she gets a major chewing out when she gets home.
Every other boy in the church or even at her school is allowed to do whatever with her, but not me. It's only me. Meanwhile, her little sister (her more physically developed little sister mind you), gets to hang around every boy in the church or at school without issue. She can hug who she likes, kiss who she likes, and her mom will leave it be. And as a matter of fact, that list of boys could include me if she wanted!
I'm just so tired of it. I wanna leave that church and start fresh at a new church. A church where I won't be treated like someone to avoid. For five years I've worked hard at my church, and I've gotten nowhere. I liked my old church better, at least there I was liked by the adults.
Sorry guys, but I just had to get that off my chest.
Quote from: jkid101094 on July 14, 2010, 08:33:18 AM
Code Purple:
(Wow...getting a lot of these lately, eh?)
I don't mean to distract you from Drew's problem...but...lately I've been sick and tired. REALLY tired...I've had blood tests done and they say the source is my kidneys...but, we were talking about it today and we discussed the fact I might have kidney stones...err...hopefully I don't have to explain that, for the first in a very long time, I'm actually pretty nervous. ^^;
Anyway, I figured typing this out would relieve some of the situations stress...cause there isn't anyway in heck I'm passing those things. I get some more tests tomorrow. Let's just hope I don't have to go through that pain. ._.
Errrrrrr never heard of kidney stones xD
At least you're not in a bigger situation.And don't stress,it'll be better by the time you know it.Don't worry about the pain ;)
Quote from: Gleech on August 11, 2010, 08:52:17 AM
Code Yellow (Mix of Red (Not really right now, but soon), and grey)
I know it must be weird for me, the maker of this, to be asking for prayer/comfort... but I'm kind of depressed at the moment.
My Grandpa, the one that lives in my house, has cancer, and is dying. He also has some sort of infection, which his body is trying to fight off, which is making him very weak.
He could die any day now, and I'm very scared, sad, and... and a lot of things. I've never had to face this reality that a family member of mine could die. The closest thing was when a cat we had died (Which, that cat was almost as old as me, so I had known him my whole life)...
I could just burst out crying right now, and I think everyone in my house could do the same. However I've been attempting to remain strong.
I saw him just a few minutes ago, and he looks like he's just about pass away. Luckily, we're pretty sure he's saved, so I'll hopefully be able to meet him again. However I can just... barely keep the tears in.
I request prayer for me, and my family to remain strong about this, and for my Grandpa to hopefully recover...
He also gave me some of his stuff, which is always a sign that everyone knows he's not gonna make it .____.
There's always hope Gleech.
If you're thinking of the worst,try to talk with him. Socialize with him.That always helps.Don't give up yet.
Again,there's always hope.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on August 20, 2010, 03:20:49 PM
Code Purple
Ok, this is going to sound totally unlike me...but I feel like punching a hole in the wall! Yes, I've quite honestly had it. The wife of the Pastor at my church thinks I'm some sort of sexual predator, she blocks me off from the girl I like at every turn. She's her daughter, she has that right. But what drives me nuts is that she pretends she's not doing anything! And my girl, she's forced to avoid me like the plague otherwise she gets a major chewing out when she gets home.
Every other boy in the church or even at her school is allowed to do whatever with her, but not me. It's only me. Meanwhile, her little sister (her more physically developed little sister mind you), gets to hang around every boy in the church or at school without issue. She can hug who she likes, kiss who she likes, and her mom will leave it be. And as a matter of fact, that list of boys could include me if she wanted!
I'm just so tired of it. I wanna leave that church and start fresh at a new church. A church where I won't be treated like someone to avoid. For five years I've worked hard at my church, and I've gotten nowhere. I liked my old church better, at least there I was liked by the adults.
Sorry guys, but I just had to get that off my chest.
EP,you gotta show that you're a reasonable teenager to the wife of the Pastor.Not that you already aren't,but try to see which boy's personalities shes likes the best.It might help.Strive for the best.Don't give up yet.
(Sorry guys if these posts are small,i'm in a hurry and very busy)
Quote from: EchidnaPower on August 20, 2010, 03:20:49 PM
Code Purple
Ok, this is going to sound totally unlike me...but I feel like punching a hole in the wall! Yes, I've quite honestly had it. The wife of the Pastor at my church thinks I'm some sort of sexual predator, she blocks me off from the girl I like at every turn. She's her daughter, she has that right. But what drives me nuts is that she pretends she's not doing anything! And my girl, she's forced to avoid me like the plague otherwise she gets a major chewing out when she gets home.
Every other boy in the church or even at her school is allowed to do whatever with her, but not me. It's only me. Meanwhile, her little sister (her more physically developed little sister mind you), gets to hang around every boy in the church or at school without issue. She can hug who she likes, kiss who she likes, and her mom will leave it be. And as a matter of fact, that list of boys could include me if she wanted!
I'm just so tired of it. I wanna leave that church and start fresh at a new church. A church where I won't be treated like someone to avoid. For five years I've worked hard at my church, and I've gotten nowhere. I liked my old church better, at least there I was liked by the adults.
Sorry guys, but I just had to get that off my chest.
Oh wow I don't see why she would do that but I kinda know how you feel on that not super similar but a tiny bit but just keep praying about it and I will be praying for you too also maybe you can see what happens if you don't show up at the church for aa couple times I really don't know on that though she is probably just more protective over her cause she knows you like each other and that's why other guys are fine but maybe you should even talk with the pastor's wife about it or ask the pastor about it but you know when you turn 18 (and she does too) the parents have alot less control over her too
Quote from: EchidnaPower on August 20, 2010, 03:20:49 PM
Code Purple
Ok, this is going to sound totally unlike me...but I feel like punching a hole in the wall! Yes, I've quite honestly had it. The wife of the Pastor at my church thinks I'm some sort of sexual predator, she blocks me off from the girl I like at every turn. She's her daughter, she has that right. But what drives me nuts is that she pretends she's not doing anything! And my girl, she's forced to avoid me like the plague otherwise she gets a major chewing out when she gets home.
Every other boy in the church or even at her school is allowed to do whatever with her, but not me. It's only me. Meanwhile, her little sister (her more physically developed little sister mind you), gets to hang around every boy in the church or at school without issue. She can hug who she likes, kiss who she likes, and her mom will leave it be. And as a matter of fact, that list of boys could include me if she wanted!
I'm just so tired of it. I wanna leave that church and start fresh at a new church. A church where I won't be treated like someone to avoid. For five years I've worked hard at my church, and I've gotten nowhere. I liked my old church better, at least there I was liked by the adults.
Sorry guys, but I just had to get that off my chest.
If you could, I'd invite you to come over here to our church. It's very nice, and we don't treat anyone like that :/
I'll be praying for you, though.
Also, an update... My grandpa died today. I'm actually... not too sad about it. He's in Heaven now, where theres no pain, sadness, or death. There's most likely going to be an empty feeling for the next few days, though.
Never mind. I practically got dumped this morning.
i'm sorry to hear that EP D: it was most likely cause she kept getting in trouble for it and were not getting allowed to be around her but maybe if her parents don't think you guys are together anymore they may allow you to talk to her again which may have been her reason for doing that.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on August 21, 2010, 09:12:21 AM
Never mind. I practically got dumped this morning.
Awww!! >___< Dude, thats sucks. I'm sorry to hear that.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on August 21, 2010, 09:12:21 AM
Never mind. I practically got dumped this morning.
Me too.
relationship problems
They're fun to watch
Quote from: windlessusher on September 01, 2010, 08:24:49 PM
relationship problems
They're fun to watch
that's very thoughtful of you, i'm sure if you ever need advice or some1 2 talk 2 here they'll happily turn your request down =P
Quote from: Gleech on August 22, 2010, 02:28:11 PM
D: I'm sorry! >_<
Now I have a new one, I asked her out on monday ^^
Quote from: Darkness Shadow on September 02, 2010, 10:09:37 AM
that's very thoughtful of you, i'm sure if you ever need advice or some1 2 talk 2 here they'll happily turn your request down =P
oh you and your biasy :)
I'm kind of having a good month. School started, got all of my friends together. Started off with good grades. I even have my crush/former crush as my friend. Today, I complimented on her hair, glasses, and herself in general. She replied, "Really? Thanks. I think my hair is ugly" and I replied "It's really cute. If I had to pick a girl with the cutest hair in the 8th grade, it'll be you." She replied, "Thank you". I know that the song she really likes right now is Bruno Mars' "Just the Way You Are". I told her, "When I heard that song, I only thought about you". She said, "Aw thanks". What do you guys think I should do next?
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on September 21, 2010, 11:50:18 AM
I'm kind of having a good month. School started, got all of my friends together. Started off with good grades. I even have my crush/former crush as my friend. Today, I complimented on her hair, glasses, and herself in general. She replied, "Really? Thanks. I think my hair is ugly" and I replied "It's really cute. If I had to pick a girl with the cutest hair in the 8th grade, it'll be you." She replied, "Thank you". I know that the song she really likes right now is Bruno Mars' "Just the Way You Are". I told her, "When I heard that song, I only thought about you". She said, "Aw thanks". What do you guys think I should do next?
OH HO HO, 11th grade for me...utter hell.
I think I'm going out of my mind, but that's ok because I'm getting use to the work load and shiz the teachers put on us. lol
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on September 21, 2010, 11:50:18 AM
I'm kind of having a good month. School started, got all of my friends together. Started off with good grades. I even have my crush/former crush as my friend. Today, I complimented on her hair, glasses, and herself in general. She replied, "Really? Thanks. I think my hair is ugly" and I replied "It's really cute. If I had to pick a girl with the cutest hair in the 8th grade, it'll be you." She replied, "Thank you". I know that the song she really likes right now is Bruno Mars' "Just the Way You Are". I told her, "When I heard that song, I only thought about you". She said, "Aw thanks". What do you guys think I should do next?
Sounds promising, but there's always a chance it's still just her being friendly. Keep playing it safe. Be her friend, compliment her like you've been doing, but try to take it easy with the flirting. Take it from a man with personal experience, if you come on too strong, you look desperate, and that gives her power over you.
Something I learned from my mother while I was still with my ex. If you chase her, she'll treat you worse. But if you let her chase you, you have control over the relationship. There's never a "balanced relationship" unless its marriage. If you're still dating (or trying to get a date) there's always (repeat, ALWAYS) going to be one chasing, and one running. Don't be the chaser or you've got no shot.
Quote from: Super Sonic Boom on September 21, 2010, 01:51:21 PM
OH HO HO, 11th grade for me...utter hell.
I think I'm going out of my mind, but that's ok because I'm getting use to the work load and shiz the teachers put on us. lol
Good luck man. I'm only in the 8th grade.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on September 21, 2010, 02:50:52 PM
Sounds promising, but there's always a chance it's still just her being friendly. Keep playing it safe. Be her friend, compliment her like you've been doing, but try to take it easy with the flirting. Take it from a man with personal experience, if you come on too strong, you look desperate, and that gives her power over you.
Something I learned from my mother while I was still with my ex. If you chase her, she'll treat you worse. But if you let her chase you, you have control over the relationship. There's never a "balanced relationship" unless its marriage. If you're still dating (or trying to get a date) there's always (repeat, ALWAYS) going to be one chasing, and one running. Don't be the chaser or you've got no shot.
All right. I got EP. Thanks for the support. ;)
Code Blue
Last night, I was out with my uncle and he was setting up his deer blind, prepping his guns (blah blah blah) when he was putting one up, he accidentally pulled the trigger and it shot me in my leg, shattering the bone.
Quote from: MikeyLevi on September 25, 2010, 06:48:21 AM
Code Blue
Last night, I was out with my uncle and he was setting up his deer blind, prepping his guns (blah blah blah) when he was putting one up, he accidentally pulled the trigger and it shot me in my leg, shattering the bone.
Holy shit, dude!!! Are you crippled or something? And what is your uncle doing with guns?
im trying to stay sane (turning somewhat homoicdal......) so help me out here
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on September 26, 2010, 10:38:28 AM
im trying to stay sane (turning somewhat homoicdal......) so help me out here
Aren't you a bit too young to be going through that kind of stuff?
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on September 26, 2010, 10:38:28 AM
im trying to stay sane (turning somewhat homoicdal......) so help me out here
We need more info as to why you're turning Homicidal.
Quote from: SuperSonic12 on September 25, 2010, 09:50:33 AM
Holy shit, dude!!! Are you crippled or something? And what is your uncle doing with guns?
Crippled, yes. But only for a while. And hes a 37 year old man, he can have guns...
Post Merge: September 26, 2010, 05:46:02 PM
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on September 26, 2010, 10:38:28 AM
im trying to stay sane (turning somewhat homoicdal......) so help me out here
I gotta tell ya, I know for a fact you're lying. I'm older and haven't had one murderous thought cross my mind. You have blown this out of proportion. Go play with Barbie dolls while you still have your youth.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on September 26, 2010, 10:38:28 AM
im trying to stay sane (turning somewhat homoicdal......) so help me out here
If you expect us to help you, you must elaborate. What is pushing you to that extremity?
Ya.....my parents want me to get all As in skool but no matter how hard i try my stepmom stil cusses me out if i mess up once (and i dont wanna hear some STUPID MOTHERFUCKER SHIT AND SAY IM LYING WHEBN I WILL GRAB A KNIFE AND STICK IT DOWN UR DIRTY THROAT AND
Quote from: MikeyLevi on September 26, 2010, 11:44:45 AM
gotta tell ya, I know for a fact you're lying. I'm older and haven't had one murderous thought cross my mind. You have blown this out of proportion. Go play with Barbie dolls while you still have your youth.
I gotta tell ya, i know the story. Stop making false assumptions. She has good reason. leave her be.
Quote from: TobiTheGoodGirl on September 26, 2010, 11:55:35 AM
If you expect us to help you, you must elaborate. What is pushing you to that extremity?
The same thing im going through... only a lot worse... she'll tell you if she wants to, im just putting an idea out.
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on September 26, 2010, 02:40:53 PM
Ya.....my parents want me to get all As in skool but no matter how hard i try my stepmom stil cusses me out if i mess up once (and i dont wanna hear some STUPID SHIT AND...
Woah calm hun... -goes for phone-
I just have serve anger issues (dont think homoicdal was a good word for it) but i got rid of my dolls in first grade levi and my uncle is dead now. fyi if im such a attention whore then y havent i been on the forum and talking to shiner in the last 2 months? listen i know ur mad but i dont wanna fight now plz stop bad comments about me i dont want this to end in blood..........
Quote from: RainbowBeautyRocks on September 26, 2010, 02:51:58 PM
I dont want this to end in blood..........
It wont, not while i can help it. And like i said, same shit just harder...
Im here for you, if not anybody else.
Im trying to become the happy spamful fun rbr i used to be....... not working out to well lolz, well thnx (i have a headache now)
Ha. Haha. You guys, make me laugh. Getting As is easy. Also, wtf guys. I may never be able to walk again, thanks for caring so much.
If you really want to help yourself, stay off the Internet (or at least Internet forums) for a long time.
Unless you enjoy being surrounded by people who are indifferent towards you.
Quote from: MikeyLevi on September 27, 2010, 09:47:38 AM
Ha. Haha. You guys, make me laugh. Getting As is easy. Also, wtf guys. I may never be able to walk again, thanks for caring so much.
We do care Mikey and I do really hope your leg gets better and honestly I didn't know the severity of it that you could actually end up not walking again D: and now I kinda see why your frustrated with this since your problem is very likely worse then the one getting noticed.
Mikey, I know it was a bit of time ago, and I hope your leg feels better... but I have to say...
What idiot loads a gun, preparing it, and doesn't put it on safety?! O_O *Directing this at your uncle*
I know a LOT about guns, I'm serious, a LOT. And no, before someone gets into it, it's not info from CoD games.
My dad has rifles, he has shot guns, he has pistols. He's taught me how to use them, and I know that you should always keep the weapon on safe until ready to fire, that way you wont get mistakes like that. Don't even run the risk of having the mag in, or even having your finger on the trigger, mag in or not, until you're ready to fire.
Just some safety tips for the future.
Quote from: MikeyLevi on September 26, 2010, 11:44:45 AM
Crippled, yes. But only for a while. And hes a 37 year old man, he can have guns...
Post Merge: September 26, 2010, 05:46:02 PM
I gotta tell ya, I know for a fact you're lying. I'm older and haven't had one murderous thought cross my mind. You have blown this out of proportion. Go play with Barbie dolls while you still have your youth.
HOLY WTFBBQ! :(
1. was it night when u were shot?
2. was ur uncle sober?
Quote from: Gleech on October 23, 2010, 02:54:41 PM
Mikey, I know it was a bit of time ago, and I hope your leg feels better... but I have to say...
What idiot loads a gun, preparing it, and doesn't put it on safety?! O_O *Directing this at your uncle*
I know a LOT about guns, I'm serious, a LOT. And no, before someone gets into it, it's not info from CoD games.
My dad has rifles, he has shot guns, he has pistols. He's taught me how to use them, and I know that you should always keep the weapon on safe until ready to fire, that way you wont get mistakes like that. Don't even run the risk of having the mag in, or even having your finger on the trigger, mag in or not, until you're ready to fire.
Just some safety tips for the future.
Even better, don't load it till the moment you're planning on using it. and always check that it's not loaded if you're going to point it around. Safety or not.
I've been doing fine. walking good. lost alot of muscle in my period of cripiality. (is that a word? lol)
Its comin' back though, no worries.
Quote from: MikeyLevi on November 27, 2010, 07:57:43 PM
I've been doing fine. walking good. lost alot of muscle in my period of cripiality. (is that a word? lol)
Its comin' back though, no worries.
Good to hear. :3 Well, accidentally getting shot is a bit less likely to happen now I think, since people might be a bit more careful now.
~Sorry for any bumping this may cause~
Notta clue what code to make this, so I'll just get my rant done and question asked.
So, got into a fight with a good friend of mine. Went from trying to talk him out of suicide to both of us raging pissed at each other within a fair few minutes. I was getting agitated as he was acting like I had no clue what a hard life was, when really I'd kill to have his, and I told him as much. He kept bitching and whining and I kept comforting him the best I could until I snapped. Told him my basic life, didn't go into detail at all. Left out a lot of stuff, and I mean a lot. We calmed down a little, but then started hissing at each other once again. Ended up snapping again and telling him I didn't need the stress he was giving me and basically "Kbai". So yeah. Now, after that of course I'm thinking about my life, never a good thing really, and I cut the fucking hell out of my arm. Bad habbit, and oh my good-gally goodness, Tobi is a cutter! Nothing new, I have been since the tender age of nine. Anyways.
I was hyper and happy for a good hour or two after doing so, but I'm falling back into my "I don't give a shit right now." mood.
Is that normal? To feel super happy and then hit the ground so soon after?
Meh. Anywho, done with my bitchy complaining, lulz. Not gonna do suicide unless certain circumstances arise so this isn't really important anyways. Thanks for reading this if ya did, sorry for wasting your time.
Quote from: TobiTheGoodGirl on February 12, 2011, 06:54:19 PM
~Sorry for any bumping this may cause~
Notta clue what code to make this, so I'll just get my rant done and question asked.
So, got into a fight with a good friend of mine. Went from trying to talk him out of suicide to both of us raging pissed at each other within a fair few minutes. I was getting agitated as he was acting like I had no clue what a hard life was, when really I'd kill to have his, and I told him as much. He kept bitching and whining and I kept comforting him the best I could until I snapped. Told him my basic life, didn't go into detail at all. Left out a lot of stuff, and I mean a lot. We calmed down a little, but then started hissing at each other once again. Ended up snapping again and telling him I didn't need the stress he was giving me and basically "Kbai". So yeah. Now, after that of course I'm thinking about my life, never a good thing really, and I cut the fucking hell out of my arm. Bad habbit, and oh my good-gally goodness, Tobi is a cutter! Nothing new, I have been since the tender age of nine. Anyways.
I was hyper and happy for a good hour or two after doing so, but I'm falling back into my "I don't give a shit right now." mood.
Is that normal? To feel super happy and then hit the ground so soon after?
Meh. Anywho, done with my bitchy complaining, lulz. Not gonna do suicide unless certain circumstances arise so this isn't really important anyways. Thanks for reading this if ya did, sorry for wasting your time.
Tobi i think its called Mood Swings, which everyone has
Mood swings definitely, I doubt you're bipolar or anything serious.
Baxz from mah vacay. Ask away for some advice/comfort.
Code Yellow- Combination of black, green, blue, and purple.
Every day, I'm always hurt by my older brother. 24/7 he bothers me to the point where living isn't worth it. He beats me, insults me, frames me, and everything else that anyone would do to hurt someone. Constantly, he eats beans then sits on my face (as if the gas wasn't bad enough), he texted my girlfriend with my phone saying that she was something hurtful (We got back together), then he even made a fake Facebook about me and he put stuff about himself to the point to convince my mom to take my phone away, not let me use the computer for more than 15 minutes, homework or otherwise, and she on purpose cooks horrible food that she knows I hate. It's been going on for 5 years. I'm gonna throw up.
Quote from: Iwillbenapo on July 17, 2011, 03:39:57 AM
Code Yellow- Combination of black, green, blue, and purple.
Every day, I'm always hurt by my older brother. 24/7 he bothers me to the point where living isn't worth it. He beats me, insults me, frames me, and everything else that anyone would do to hurt someone. Constantly, he eats beans then sits on my face (as if the gas wasn't bad enough), he texted my girlfriend with my phone saying that she was something hurtful (We got back together), then he even made a fake Facebook about me and he put stuff about himself to the point to convince my mom to take my phone away, not let me use the computer for more than 15 minutes, homework or otherwise, and she on purpose cooks horrible food that she knows I hate. It's been going on for 5 years. I'm gonna throw up.
I also have an older sister,so i sorta know how you feel.The best way to get rid of her is to ignore them.People usually keep on bullying when they see the victim is getting offended by the bullying.So when i ignore my sister,she sees that those words dont bother me, and she gets tired and bored of it.Maybe you could try to socialize with your brother more (playing xbox together etc.).Maybe with the deal with your mum's (mom's),try to tell her straight.Try to say youmdont like it,but in the nicest way possible.Or maybe you could ask for a themed dinner.For example,if you loved pasta,you could maybe ask your mum for Pasta Monday or something along the lines of that.
I hoped this helped :)
I feel like i'm making the forum fall apart, from posting hentai, and changing my gender. i also feel like Jkid and Tana are gonna break up, because of me.
Code Purple
Code Grey
Code Cyan
Quote from: NazoUN on August 26, 2011, 10:35:15 PM
I feel like i'm making the forum fall apart, from posting hentai, and changing my gender. i also feel like Jkid and Tana are gonna break up, because of me.
Code Purple
Code Grey
Code Cyan
I broke it off with Tana but it was because of you. We're just too different for it to work. :P
And the forum has been like this forever and I'm just a little, whiny bitch, soo...
Quote from: jkid101094 on August 27, 2011, 06:27:24 AM
I broke it off with Tana but it was because of you.
lol
Quote from: NazoUN on August 27, 2011, 12:31:10 PM
D:
Oh dear God. That's the worst typo I've
ever made. O.o
Sorry about that. ^^;;;
Quote from: NazoUN on August 26, 2011, 10:35:15 PM
I feel like i'm making the forum fall apart, from posting hentai, and changing my gender. i also feel like Jkid and Tana are gonna break up, because of me.
Code Purple
Code Grey
Code Cyan
It wasn't because of you. He doesn't think it'll work, and I'm just emotionally unstable, period.
I wonder if you two living miles apart has something to do with it...
Quote from: Elija2 on August 27, 2011, 12:52:45 PM
I wonder if you two living miles apart has something to do with it...
Yep that was part of it too.
Code Pink
Code Purple
I just found out that my GF is cheating on me, through facebook.
She posted pictures of her kissing another guy.
i confronted her, all she said was that it wasn't her.
when it was obvious, because her face was showing.
Dump her.
Quote from: sonicmaddave on November 24, 2009, 06:48:41 AM
Code Purple - I feel like the whole argument thing with HMS7 and michael etc my fault. :'(
comfort comfort remember we all love you. ;)
Quote from: Supersonic878 on December 28, 2011, 08:06:25 AM
comfort comfort remember we all love you. ;)
Dude that's old -slams failure into your face- NEXT!
Code Purple- Code Grey- Code Green-
I just lost a close friend, i tried warning him not to date a girl i did (She cheated and messed with my friends) and he told her EVERYTHING i said, gave her my "new" number, (she deleted it when i had my old phone stolen) and said i could go die in a ditch for saying shit about his love. He threatened that if i stray from our group he'd kick my ass for saying shit to them, even though i didnt (yet, my group comes first) ...i dont know what to do...
The best thing you can do is make nice, and whatever you do, DO NOT shove an "I told you so" in his face. If she does the same thing to him that she did to you, and they break up, be understanding and supportive. Some people insist on finding things out for themselves Rockout, just keep low, try to make nice, and if (or when) they break up, be supportive, not arrogant.
EP, I'm back to help bro. :3
Code Cyan
Hmm... I'm not sure how to say what I've been feeling the past few days. I've been thinking a lot about where I am in life and where I'm going. I've been thinking a lot about who I am and how others see me. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. I actually kind of like the experience, so long as I'm not going to be feeling this way for too long. I don't even know if I need to be posting this here, I just, well...
If anyone reading this is willing to take it seriously, and you think you know me well enough to say, would you mind telling me what you think of me? As a person. And please be honest. I'm not digging for compliments and I'm not trying to start anything negative. I honestly want to know. I want to start setting myself on the path that I want to be on instead of just going with the flow of what is decided for me and I think hearing that will help. You can PM me if you don't want to say here.
By the way, I do consider you guys friends. And even the stupid things we say to each other means a lot to me. So, thanks.
Quote from: TheGameNinja on January 25, 2012, 09:18:39 PM
Code Cyan
Hmm... I'm not sure how to say what I've been feeling the past few days. I've been thinking a lot about where I am in life and where I'm going. I've been thinking a lot about who I am and how others see me. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. I actually kind of like the experience, so long as I'm not going to be feeling this way for too long. I don't even know if I need to be posting this here, I just, well...
If anyone reading this is willing to take it seriously, and you think you know me well enough to say, would you mind telling me what you think of me? As a person. And please be honest. I'm not digging for compliments and I'm not trying to start anything negative. I honestly want to know. I want to start setting myself on the path that I want to be on instead of just going with the flow of what is decided for me and I think hearing that will help. You can PM me if you don't want to say here.
By the way, I do consider you guys friends. And even the stupid things we say to each other means a lot to me. So, thanks.
What do I think of you? You really are different, not saying that's a bad thing, most people here are different, I mean, most people your age want to get drunk and party all the damn day away, but you don't, you don't give in, and that's a aspect that i admire about you, You really are a smart person, I remember when you showed me those puushes of your homework, it was like Stats or something like that, I'm wondering how ANYBODY could figure it out, but you somehow where able to do it. You're kind, mostly in skype calls, granted you don't say anything unless it's me, Daci, or Maddie, not saying you're not kind lol Which brings me on to you being shy, I mean, shyness isn't a bad thing, but you really gotta work on that mang, Comes to wonder why Fluttershy is your favorite Pony, overall, even though I met you on a sonic fan site of all things, over the internet of all places, you're up there with my IRL friends, but they can be dicks, and you're nothing like that.
Quote from: TheGameNinja on January 25, 2012, 09:18:39 PM
Code Cyan
Hmm... I'm not sure how to say what I've been feeling the past few days. I've been thinking a lot about where I am in life and where I'm going. I've been thinking a lot about who I am and how others see me. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. I actually kind of like the experience, so long as I'm not going to be feeling this way for too long. I don't even know if I need to be posting this here, I just, well...
If anyone reading this is willing to take it seriously, and you think you know me well enough to say, would you mind telling me what you think of me? As a person. And please be honest. I'm not digging for compliments and I'm not trying to start anything negative. I honestly want to know. I want to start setting myself on the path that I want to be on instead of just going with the flow of what is decided for me and I think hearing that will help. You can PM me if you don't want to say here.
By the way, I do consider you guys friends. And even the stupid things we say to each other means a lot to me. So, thanks.
I just woke up so I'm not going to type you out a block of text, but you're a great guy, TGN. Hell, I've always thought more people like you than me even though I've been here longer. =P
Quite honestly a fantastic person. I've not had a single reason to think negatively of you because you're always on the right side of life.
So, keep at it buddy. I'm always saying do what you wanna do and follow your heart, don't let anyone put you on the wrong path. And the fact you're actually asking this isn't attention seeking or anything, heck, this is GOOD for you.
Quote from: TheGameNinja on January 25, 2012, 09:18:39 PM
Code Cyan
Hmm... I'm not sure how to say what I've been feeling the past few days. I've been thinking a lot about where I am in life and where I'm going. I've been thinking a lot about who I am and how others see me. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. I actually kind of like the experience, so long as I'm not going to be feeling this way for too long. I don't even know if I need to be posting this here, I just, well...
If anyone reading this is willing to take it seriously, and you think you know me well enough to say, would you mind telling me what you think of me? As a person. And please be honest. I'm not digging for compliments and I'm not trying to start anything negative. I honestly want to know. I want to start setting myself on the path that I want to be on instead of just going with the flow of what is decided for me and I think hearing that will help. You can PM me if you don't want to say here.
By the way, I do consider you guys friends. And even the stupid things we say to each other means a lot to me. So, thanks.
Do you really want to know? Alright.
I think you're one of the greatest guys i've ever met, and I dont say that to a lot of people. You're smart and cool, and you can be quite funny at times. I personally consider you a great brother/dad that I ever had...if that doesnt creep you out. :p
Quote from: TheGameNinja on January 25, 2012, 09:18:39 PM
Code Cyan
Hmm... I'm not sure how to say what I've been feeling the past few days. I've been thinking a lot about where I am in life and where I'm going. I've been thinking a lot about who I am and how others see me. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. I actually kind of like the experience, so long as I'm not going to be feeling this way for too long. I don't even know if I need to be posting this here, I just, well...
If anyone reading this is willing to take it seriously, and you think you know me well enough to say, would you mind telling me what you think of me? As a person. And please be honest. I'm not digging for compliments and I'm not trying to start anything negative. I honestly want to know. I want to start setting myself on the path that I want to be on instead of just going with the flow of what is decided for me and I think hearing that will help. You can PM me if you don't want to say here.
By the way, I do consider you guys friends. And even the stupid things we say to each other means a lot to me. So, thanks.
TGN, you're a fantastic person, and I'm rather impressed with your maturity. Most people your age are just living in the moment but you take the time to consider things, reflect on life as you stated.
I know we're not the closest friends ever, but know that I do respect you for who you are.
I think we're all better off for having you around, and I'm sure people IRL think that too.
Thanks, you guys. I'm not planning on leaving, if that's what you were thinking. :P
The shy thing is something I know I need to work on. I haven't really met anyone new at school and I haven't seen my old friends since high school, so its kind of hard.
Quote from: TheGameNinja on January 25, 2012, 09:18:39 PM
Code Cyan
Hmm... I'm not sure how to say what I've been feeling the past few days. I've been thinking a lot about where I am in life and where I'm going. I've been thinking a lot about who I am and how others see me. I'm not sad or depressed or anything. I actually kind of like the experience, so long as I'm not going to be feeling this way for too long. I don't even know if I need to be posting this here, I just, well...
If anyone reading this is willing to take it seriously, and you think you know me well enough to say, would you mind telling me what you think of me? As a person. And please be honest. I'm not digging for compliments and I'm not trying to start anything negative. I honestly want to know. I want to start setting myself on the path that I want to be on instead of just going with the flow of what is decided for me and I think hearing that will help. You can PM me if you don't want to say here.
By the way, I do consider you guys friends. And even the stupid things we say to each other means a lot to me. So, thanks.
You put up with my stupidity when I first joined the site. You let me get away with the whole climbing into your windows joke, and now you let me call you nii-san. I don't say that as a joke. I see you as an older brother figure, a positive one. You're hard working, diligent, but you still know how to have fun. You're serious and lenient all at once. You're the type of person the world needs a hell of a lot more of. I'll always love you as a friend and brother, no matter what may come or if even one day we do stop talking. I'll probably see an Urahara hat one day and be reminded of Sonic Zone's elusive and favorite moderator, and one of my closest friends.
Quote from: TobiTheGoodGirl on January 26, 2012, 05:56:23 PM
I'll probably see an Urahara hat one day and be reminded of Sonic Zone's elusive and favorite moderator,
yeah seriously, every time that hat pops up I always think of you.
Quote from: TobiTheGoodGirl on January 26, 2012, 05:56:23 PM
favorite moderator
*sad face*
*shot*
Quote from: supersonic196 on January 26, 2012, 05:59:34 PM
yeah seriously, every time that hat pops up I always think of you.
This. I still don't know who that guy is.
Quote from: jkid101094 on January 26, 2012, 06:02:03 PM
This. I still don't know who that guy is.
He's from Bleach, however I refuse to watch Bleach, and TGN looking amazing in that hat isn't enough to convince me.
Urahara hat.
Amazing.
Friendly.
Serious.
Understanding.
Amazing.
Someone who has your back if you ever need comfort.
Urahara hat.
(http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs20/f/2007/308/e/4/Urahara__s_Dead_Hat_by_DesuUchiha.jpg)
Quote from: Rockout909 on February 01, 2012, 03:48:35 PM
Urahara hat.
Amazing.
Friendly.
Serious.
Understanding.
Amazing.
Someone who has your back if you ever need comfort.
Urahara hat.
(http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs20/f/2007/308/e/4/Urahara__s_Dead_Hat_by_DesuUchiha.jpg)
Aren't the first letters of each word supposed to spell something? I don't think uafsuasu is a word.
Its a list of his qualities. :p
Thanks. :P
I would like a little more criticism, though. I'm trying to better myself, after all.
Quote from: TheGameNinja on February 01, 2012, 04:02:27 PM
Thanks. :P
I would like a little more criticism, though. I'm trying to better myself, after all.
Bettering yourself should be the least of your worries. You're cool enough as is.
Me, on the other hand...*shot*
code black
for the last year or so i've become incredibly lonely
i dont really have any friends at school other than my cousin whom i talk to as much as i can
feeling so lonely eventually turned into depression, or so i think. i wouldn't be able to tell exactly, my parents refuse to let me see a therapist and they tell me i'm fine.
today; i lost the vision in my right eye completely. i dont really know what to do or who i talk to, everyone i open up to shuns me
Quote from: MikeyLevi on February 03, 2012, 05:57:30 PM
code black
for the last year or so i've become incredibly lonely
i dont really have any friends at school other than my cousin whom i talk to as much as i can
feeling so lonely eventually turned into depression, or so i think. i wouldn't be able to tell exactly, my parents refuse to let me see a therapist and they tell me i'm fine.
today; i lost the vision in my right eye completely. i dont really know what to do or who i talk to, everyone i open up to shuns me
I know how you feel :\
A few years back I was cutting, I had no one, and I'm still alone, I have one friend that I never see, and everything here is melancholy.
You're probably thinking of a suicide that would cause the least amount of problems, right? You're constantly surrounded by others yet alone.
I've been there. I can assure you that this loneliness will only make you stronger in the end. You'll begin taking comfort in your solitude. The thing about exile is that whoever can stand it only end up better off, and looking back I'm glad I went through that for three years. One day something snapped and I was at peace.
If you need someone to talk to I'm always available, I know I would've liked someone to talk to...
Code Cyee
I just came back to SonicZone. And its pretty hard. Also in real life i've been having problems day after day. Its like doomsday to me every second. Even in school. I lost my friends (most of them) and every time i'm far from my girlfriend, I feel chest pain for some strange reason. Litteraly. (and its not hard to get girlfriends at 10.) Also, 2 of my pets died. Its hard for me.
Code Yellow
I feel like giving everyone my life story online. So. Here.
My stepfather is / was a drug addict. Even before I was born. He always had some form of resentment towards me for not being his child, and that only intensified as I got older. We were always moving, my mom and I, sometimes not him. I couldn't understand why until I got older. He caused us to lose our place to stay or otherwise, or she was trying to leave him and it didn't work. My little brother came around when I was seven. Both of my parents openly admit to the fact they started ignoring me when he was born. I helped a lot with taking care of him when I wasn't too jealous of him to do so. I faded completely out of existence almost when my little sister was born. I was in the background, only seen when it was appropriate to see me.
My first "boyfriend" when I was eleven was a pedophile. I was insecure, no one payed me any attention, but he did. I clung to that and ended up doing some things here and there for him that no child that age should have done. Not sex, no, but it was still wrong for him to have taken advantage of me- even worse that I was too stupid to see I was being used. Even then, my stepfather only grew more and more hateful towards me. He'd call me names, push me around, and I was too scared to tell anyone. I started hating him with a passion the day I first saw him hit my mother. I watched from the window as he balled up his fist and punched the hell out of her. All I know is I started screaming.
Time went on, his abuse only got worse and worse and I stayed quiet. Who would ever listen to a little girl? Who'd want a crippled little freak? My fathers didn't want me, who would?
I turned to cutting myself all the time. Starved myself. Anything so I could 'punish' myself. I thought maybe, just maybe, if I hurt myself enough I'd be loved. I'd be wanted and cared for. Maybe they would see I was hurt and make it all better. It never happened.
My pain was dismissed, my needs ignored. My siblings had love, and here I was. The discarded child. The sole defender of a mother who didn't seem to love me either. All I could do was sit and be quiet. Sit and take up a razor. Curl up in my bed and wonder why I couldn't cry to make myself feel better. What was I doing wrong? Was I still being bad?
Years dragged on and on, and I slowly weened off of anorexia. Stopped cutting myself. Slowly grew a back-bone to stand up to my tormentor. I was so tired of watching him hit on my mother, both of us too cowardly to stand up to him. Tired of watching him pop my little brother in the mouth. Manhandle him. Call him the odd term here and there. Tired of watching my perfect little brat sister be the only one loved and cared for by him. Tired of being degraded and occasionally molested.
I just recently worked up the balls to call the police on him. I've been in and out of court constantly these past few days. I'm going again on Thursday. I'll be moving in with my grandmother after.
There's a whole bunch of other shit that I didn't feel like talking about.
I've been feeling worse and worse, more stressed and overworked lately. I could sleep forever and it wouldn't be enough. I keep breaking into tears at random and I don't know why. I want to stay in bed all day, do nothing. We weren't allowed to show emotion around my stepfather, he wouldn't let us. Now he's gone and I don't know what to do with everything I kept hidden. Things that I only recently came out about in family therapy.
I finally let it out and now I want to tell the whole god damn world how fucked up I am.
But in some fucked over little dark way, I'm happy. I'm happy because it made me strong and appreciate what I do have. Yet at the same time, curling up and dying sounds so pleasant.
First of all, it sounds like you might have depression, which wouldn't be very surprising given your circumstances. You might want to talk about that with someone.
You should be proud that you did something about the situation you were in. None of what happened was your fault. You've got the rest of your life to make up for all the time you spent that way, so don't give up!
I know the feeling Tobi, and I'm glad you're coming out of it. I remember times when I would hate myself even more for being too weak to continue hurting myself. I remember thinking of a quiet suicide that would go unnoticed for a while, and almost attempting it.
I can't imagine what it would be like to have such an awful human being as a stepfather, but I'm glad you stood up and rose against. Court is always draining, but once it's over, and you're away from him, things will get better. I know they will. And you have every right to be happy after going through all of that.
Death isn't a remedy Tobi. I used to think I could off myself, and all my troubles would be gone. To be fair, they would. However, the world needs people like you, people who can think and feel differently from the rest of them. People who can offer help to others in a situation they've been through.
Also SZ would really suck without Tobi.
You aren't fucked up, Tobi. You saw that something wrong was happening and you stepped up and took action. Not many people can do that these days and I think it's pretty admirable.
If you need to cry then do it. Nothing helps more then getting everything out, at least in my case.
I also know how you feel about curling up and dying but you and I both know that's just the sad feelings talking. You just have to forget about the bad things. That's why I come here. =P
Also, I typed my post first, you quick-typing bastards. >:C
Not to sound out of place..
But as far as being "Fucked up" goes, isn't that what makes you such a unique and lovable person? "Fucked up" probably isn't the right term, but you aren't normal, I'm telling you that. It makes me sad we don't talk much anymore, you were always a great friend and a great person. One of my favourite people. -
If that doesn't have the desired effect I'm sorry x3
But in all seriousness, curling up and dying quietly ALWAYS sounds like a good idea. But you really should wait until you're like.. 60 years older to do that. Things always have time to get better.
Code Cyan
Eh, I just feel like going on a small rant so I figured I'd put this here where it can get lost instead of clogging up the Off-Topic section with a topic no one will reply to.
Why is it that people think I'm so fucking cool? Like, seriously. I don't mean to sound like a douche or a downer so just hear me out here.
I go on the chat as an anon to joke around and troll a bit for fun. I see some people I don't know and eventually we get to a point where they start getting mad or seriously fighting back so I say something like, "I'm jkid, that's just how I roll." Now, immediately the guy who was just practically yelling at me just backs off and is like, "Oh, you're jkid? -insert stuff here-" and I'm like, "Who the fuck are you and how do you know me off-hand."
...OK, that's only really happened once and I forget who I did it to but still. I know it sounds like I'm bitching about nothing but when did we come to a point where people I've never met are treating me like I've know them for ages. There's also a few people on Facebook who do this whose names I won't disclose. This is more of a, "What the hell?" thing than something I'm seriously complaining about so it's no biggie if you don't respond, but this next part I'd at least like you to skim.
So, to start off with kind of chains into my last one but not really. Why the hell do people see me as such a great goddamn role model? First it was my cousin, Ryan. Then Joey. Now John and Savannah (all family by the way) and I've even been kinda getting hints that a few of the younger kids around here might look up to me in some one. I won't say names, though. I'm not trying to toot my own horn but what in the fuck makes me such a goddamn good role model? I hardly exercise. I eat CONSTANTLY. I want to get a sex change. I'm as fucked up in the head as one kid can get. People here and elsewhere have been calling me an ass a hell of a lot lately. What in the blazing blue hell would make any one look up to me? On top of that I'm damned tired of gaining these kids trust just to shut them down. Joey doesn't like me because I was too lazy to play with him. Wes might have lived if I had gotten off my fat ass to help. Even Savannah (though she's just as fucked up as I am) told me that she hated me and that I was a terrible brother. You'd think after failing so many times that people would just give up on me but no.
Maybe I'm being too hard on myself but I also have major self esteem issues. My mom knows I'm self conscious and anti-social. She tells it to everyone. I don't want you guys to treat me differently when I say this but things that I do wrong? They don't just go away. Some things that I do to make other people mad or think of me differently still haunt me and lower my self-esteem even more.It's gotten so bad that I've caught myself murmuring that I hate myself just randomly. It's become just as natural as breathing. And yes, I know I'm being a whiny, little bitch about this so let's just get to the part you might actually be able to read without face palming.
Mom is going to die soon...Or so she says. Recently she was diagnosed with genital herpes (I shit you not, dude) and an extremely high blood pressure. She has to check it every day and take pills for it and Vannah (being a four-year old girl) isn't helping. So she and Ben have been cramming that fact down my throat since she found out and I'm sick of it. The only two people that I ever fully trusted in that house are now shoving the fact that they're on their last leg in my face. You think I feel fucking good about that? And the worst part is that they don't even care. They've accepted it for what it is and can't exactly say the same. Now, for those of you who know that I refer to my grandma as "mom" and my mom as, "Ronnie" might ask, "Well why don't you live with your mom?" I don't because my mom is a goddamn toker whore that does nothing but struts her goddamn vagina around, get high by any means necessary and rips off her own family. The reason I live with my grandma is because when my brother and I were born she was declared an "unfit mother" and whoever the fuck was in charge wanted us to be put in a foster home. My grandma raised me all my life and now that I'm getting old I'm supposed to take the fact that she's going to die soon with a fucking smile? I'm sorry, I just can't do that.
What makes it worse? Right now I'm taking GED testing. Mom wants me to find a college and I'm supposed to just find one, get accepted and go. The catch? Mom doesn't trust anyone else and I don't blame her. So that means, and let me just paint you a picture, if mom were to die next year I would would have to juggle:
> College and all of it's work, whatever that may be.
> Finding and maintaining a well paying job to support a large house with a bunch of asses who buy nothing and eat EVERYTHING. Did I mention that our house is being auctioned because we're $100,000 in dept? Yeah, I can totally count on everyone to pitch in. Moving out is an option but our family has kept it safe for 70+ years. The mayor apparently wants to tear it down, too. I'm not making this shit up, this is what mom tells me.
> Taking care of and raising a 7-year old girl on my own because, let's face it, can you see me getting a girlfriend or a room mate to help me any time soon? No? Didn't think so.
I don't know about you but I've heard some horror stories about all three and that does not sound pleasant. On top of that I'm starting to realize that I'm a piece of shit at my chosen career. I can't program games for the life of me and not a goddamn soul cares about RoE. I plan to base my life around Seth and Crys and not a goddamn soul thinks their story is interesting enough to listen to.
I'm going to stop here because I've gotta go eat but going from being lazy ass jkid with too much time to spend to...well...that in all but a big fucking shift and I'm afraid I won't be able to handle it. I just wanted to type this to get it off my chest and all. Feel free to ignore it.
Code Yellow
My GF broke up with me, said I make a fool out of myself, at least to her
I'm depressed about that
Not happy about what's happening in my life.
I want someone to help me and comphort me!
Quote from: JJSonicShadow on April 13, 2012, 02:39:08 PM
Code Yellow
My GF broke up with me, said I make a fool out of myself, at least to her
I'm depressed about that
Not happy about what's happening in my life.
I want someone to help me and comphort me!
Dude, it's ok. There are many fishes in the sea. ;)
As for my own problem, I had a fight with my little sister just because of space on the bed. My parents got made at me, and are saying they're going to send me to Pennsylvania to my strict uncle's house. They've been saying that for years, but they approved it this time. What should I do?
Quote from: SuperSonic14 on April 30, 2012, 12:04:16 PM
Dude, it's ok. There are many fishes in the sea. ;)
As for my own problem, I had a fight with my little sister just because of space on the bed. My parents got made at me, and are saying they're going to send me to Pennsylvania to my strict uncle's house. They've been saying that for years, but they approved it this time. What should I do?
you should give me a high five when you get here.
Greatness.
Colour Yellow - I guess, maybe. I'm usually the logical one, or have grown to be. I understand people's depression and try to get them to be better, talk to them, ect. I myself would also need this, and there were people I could talk to. Right now I've come to realize a few things, like how some people who used to be the greatest and closest now seemingly which nothing of me, which I understand, things happen. But the thing is, even knowing I have a place, at least one parent, food. I can't get over it. I hate being "that guy" but it's kinda stuck. I'm at an internal war. The side that knows to be happy, the side that's sad. I'm not one to just be emotional, but I guess it happens. My ex step mom has broken up the family. I don't see my brothers that much, or she doesn't care for them. I myself don't know if things are going to be ok. I've made good friends, but I've also lost great friends, people who confided in me and I them. People whom of which we'd almost never go a day without at least a "hi". And if we did have a conversational break due to stuff, we'd be right back on track. I don't know. I'm not saying life is hard for me, it's not. I've talked to people before, some more than others, they know who they are. I've been through alot worse than what I am now. Losing my granfather, losing my mother, losing my uncle and seeing my grandmother flatline. I've had a friend hang themselves because their family couldn't except them. I've had rocks thrown at me and been whipped in the eyes with a watery pain filled rag, all for being 'different' and having to move a bit when I was younger. I've grown but yet, today i've snapped and caved in. Maybe i'm still as mentally unstable as I used to. Maybe it's because some people have gone. Maybe I should just shut up and continue, but either way, i've got this burden that at least needs to be told. It may not be cured, but its here.
Thank you to anyone who chooses you reply.
Code Pink/Blue/Purple/Grey/Black
Okay. It all started when I was just a wee little lad. My father took up heavy drinking, became a drunk. Along with this he became violent, and targeted me. This resulted in beatings for almost 12 years now. Well, things got bad just last year. He was really drunk one night and stabbed me in the eye with a tooth pick causing me to lose my vision in my eye. At this point, I was devastated, broken. I planned on ending my life a couple days after the incident, I had everything planned, the noose hung and everything. Go to school, come home, kill self. Well, that day I met this girl named Autumn. She read me like a book, she could tell exactly what I was going through. She walked with me to the bus that day; knowing she was the final person I was going to talk to. Well, before she let me on the bus she wrapped her arms around me and asked me to be hers. I was ecstatic, I've found a reason to live, a reason to deal with the beatings! I've never been happier...
We go strong for 2 weeks, she leaves me for her ex that she left for me. I was broken again. Except, we still talked, and she still loved me, so I hung on, hoping for another chance at this. It came about 2 weeks later, she was back in my arms. We went strong for nearly 4 months. Then said ex decided to toy with her again, tearing her away from me yet again. She realized what she did was wrong, and I took her back.
Well, this situation happened a couple times total, but I always won in the end. Eventually, I told her everything. I opened up to her, showing her my true self. I have a weird, soft heart, that does anything and everything it can to please everyone. No matter how my feelings are toward them. She said she understood completely, and that she finally knew what it was like to love. Well, today came...the ex decided to intervene again because of his hate for me. He toys with her, and I know full well hes nothing but a liar who wants the worse for me. He tells her that he wants her back, he just has to think about things before he does. I tried explaining to her that it was all a lie, all a joke to him. But no; I'm wrong. Hes the best thing in the world.
And now I sit here, lonely and broken.
Hoping to god someone understands this pain.
Now you all know everything. Have at me...
Well I'm sorry to hear about all that, Mikey. I've never been in your situation so I can't exactly give you advice but history has a way of repeating itself. Autumn just needs to get over that guy.
Also I'm really thinking someone should call someone on your dad. Like, seriously. Wherever you go I'm sure it's better than being beat.
CODE FUCKING EVERYTHING.
So you know that LZtD group I was hanging out with? Turns out they hate me. Kay apparently hates me too. They said I was a creepy terrible person and now I just want to crawl into a hole and die.
I'm crying guys. You know how hard it is to make me cry. I lost so many friends today that it hurts.
Wait.. what? That's a sudden turn of events... I don't even know how to react.. even Kay? I'm sorry to hear that.. I'm still here, hun :c
Kay's girlfriend says Kay hates me. I really don't know how she feels about all this.
And thank you, sweetheart.
One of the mods yelled at me for calling them, "hun". Like fucking seriously.
That's really freaking sad :c
You can talk to me whenever you need to..
And that's so silly :c
Quote from: jkid101094 on July 18, 2013, 07:51:19 AM
CODE FUCKING EVERYTHING.
So you know that LZtD group I was hanging out with? Turns out they hate me. Kay apparently hates me too. They said I was a creepy terrible person and now I just want to crawl into a hole and die.
I'm crying guys. You know how hard it is to make me cry. I lost so many friends today that it hurts.
I find it hard to be believe anyone could not like you...
Wanna hug?
Quote from: Iris Sapphire on July 18, 2013, 10:18:27 AM
That's really freaking sad :c
You can talk to me whenever you need to..
And that's so silly :c
Quote from: Hakudamashi on July 18, 2013, 10:40:32 AM
I find it hard to be believe anyone could not like you...
Wanna hug?
Thank you guys~
*huggles you both*
Though I did hear from Kay. She apparently doesn't lean to either side and still loves all of us and that makes me happier than a clam~
Why doesn't she visit anymore...
I'm not sure but I really doubt it has anything to do with you guys. It's hard supporting multiple groups at once.
Not even to just post a dick joke?
She does what she does, hun. I'm sure she has her reasons.
I'm an elite member of at least a dozen different forums and I still have the time to fit in the occasional dick joke once in a while.
This needs to be active. It can help with all this drama...
Quote from: TheSlender on July 27, 2013, 05:31:02 PM
This needs to be active. It can help with all this drama...
Indeed. I'm willing to listen to anyone and offer comfort to anyone who comes by and posts in here.
Being stickied isn't enough for you?
Quote from: Hakudamashi on July 27, 2013, 06:20:43 PM
Being stickied isn't enough for you?
They were just saying if everyone came in here and let stuff off their chest it might help people not explode on others in the chat.
Also an updated staff list would be nice. c:
Code Purple - I have a lot of problems lately, don't I?
So to try to make this as short as possible, I don't think Kay and I are friends anymore. I've tried talking to her, but she completely ignores me for her Tumblr friends. In fact, the only time she talks to me is when I start bashing on the Tumblr community. I understand she has a busy life but the fact that she can't even say hi to me but she has time to RP with her other friends makes me feel like I'm not important to her anymore.
This is what I sent her maybe three days before I started my 'avoid Kay' thing.
Quote from: SkypeAlright, I wanted to avoid this but I can't anymore. I don't know if you're awake but if you aren't sorry in advance if I wake you up.
I'm going to try to make this as short as possible. I feel like the two of us are being pulled apart. I've felt like this since before Tumblr but now it's getting particularly bad. Both of us are on everyday but we rarely talk to each other. I try my best to start conversations with you but they hardly go anywhere. I don't like pushing blame on people, but even though you say we're still best buds I find it hard to believe because you hardly ever show it. I just wish you'd start a conversation with me for once, ya know? It almost feels like our friendship is one sided and if that's true I don't see why we're friends in the first place.
I hope that's not true. I desperately don't want it to be, but if you have a problem with me or even if you just aren't as interested in talking to me as you used to be just say so. Hurting me now is much better than destroying me in the long run.
I wouldn't be so worried but I keep thinking about how you left Sonic ZONE...I don't want you to leave me too but I don't see this working out if we both aren't giving it our all, ya know? I know you don't always feel like talking in general but the fact that I see you on Tumblr having a blast when I can hardly get a peep out of you makes me feel like you only call me your best friend so you don't hurt me.
I'm trying to pick my words as carefully as possible but this is really bothering me. Between all this and what Shelly told me I'm not so sure I know who you are anymore.
Eternal Goddess jkid: And before I go I have to give credit where it's due. Thank you for listening to me when I have problems.
Eternal Goddess jkid: Maybe I'm just jealous. I mean, I see you with all your Tumblr RP friends and it reminds me of how we used to be, me, you and GD. It's obvious you've moved on but I stuck in a rut wondering if I should move on or try to save our friendship. And if I DO move on I don't even know how to go about doing it.
Eternal Goddess jkid: I've never had this problem before. I don't know how to deal with it.
Really I think that explains most of it in a nutshell...she ignored that entire thing, and that's when I decided I was done.
The whole challenge to see how long I could avoid Kay has a different meaning. It's me trying to unhinge myself from her. If I'm not worth her time she shouldn't be worth mine, really it's that simple. I've been trying to sever our friendship so she doesn't have to lie to me anymore.
I thought I was over the fight with LZtD, but what Kay's girlfriend said to me still bothers me.
Quote from: Kay's GFa long time ago? you're still making idiotic vague jabs. oh and making 'jokes' about wanting me dead.
the friend that you've made so many creepy posts about that, along with your annoying personality, make you impossible to like.
If you've seen my post on Facebook I've already explained this. ^
Quote from: jkidSince when? I've stopped since the time you yelled at me for it. I did it to her last boyfriend too and we all laughed about it. I thought you guys had gotten used to it which is why I kept it up but I stopped the moment you personally told me not to.
Creepy? She doesn't seem to think so. If she came to me about them I'd stop but she hasn't.
You might not like me but I still like you, whether you care or not you make my best friend happy and I can't dislike you for that.
Quote from: Kay's GFVec won't tell you because the girl's too nice. she's a real sweetheart. it's creepy. but, maybe she didn't see the post you made about you making a sex doll based off of her in a creepy blowjob game.
do you realise how creepy this is? well? do you? because that's seriously fucking creepy and seriously fucked up.
you are creepy. and i really, really didn't want to have to say anything, but you are.
and your jokes are inappropriate. i just thought i should throw that out there.
Once again, she took that completely out of context and I explained that in my post too. ^
In fact, I might as well post that here too...I'd quote it but doing so gives me an error.
So there are a lot of things I need to get off my chest before I can feel better. Hopefully someone will care to read this and I hope no one gets offended by or thinks of me differently for it (in the negative sense anyway). Though the word "offense" has been so limiting to me lately that I'm almost dying to say something without fear of someone getting offended, so please take this as a, "don't say I didn't warn you" if you're an easily offendable person.
So I did a bit of thinking about my situation and about that picture I shared. I'm suddenly feeling tired right now. I guess I should have wrote this before I ran off to eat but I've thought long and hard about what I'm about to type so hopefully I'll be able to articulate everything that needs to be said.
So I realized I never really told you guys what happened...well, I never really said everything to most of the people here anyway. On another forum I pretty much went all out and posted every single response from both sides offering as little biased input as I could at the time. I feel like I need to expose the things I did wrong too, though. Mostly me just being unthoughtful and assuming everyone knew I only ever had good intentions. I'll skip the silly art theft argument because it's not very important here and the bits of it that are I'll mention later.
So recently I confessed to Kay. Yes, THAT Kay. You all saw this coming. I bet even you did, Tana. I wanted to keep it from you guys to avoid hurting people and being teased but it plays a really important role in why everyone got so angry at me.
So Kay recently got herself a girlfriend...on the same day I was going to tell her. That hurts. You can only imagine how I felt that day opening Skype to see I was less than a day late to being with someone I care about. Kay had told me some things beforehand but I still figured I had all the time in the world. I didn't.
I was willing to look past that and be happy for her, but she kept posting about how much fun she was having with the group she was in. She hardly ever talked to us (GD and I) and the few words she said to us were always about LZtD. I felt like I was losing her so I said fuck it, made myself an account and joined. I never cared about Zexal or any of that stuff. All I wanted was to be with my best friend.
Now you guys all know how my sense of humor works. I don't have one. Simple as that, so I always try to aim at the sense of humor of the people I'm talking to. I figured Kay's friends had similar humor to Kay so I just acted like I normally did.
Remember how I always said I was sending a gang of ninjas after Kay's old boyfriend? She never got offended by it because she knew how I was and how my only intentions were to play around with them. I never wanted anyone dead. Well since it had gone over so well with Carter and because this was an RP group I figured I'd do something similar with Kay's girlfriend and our characters.
Have you ever seen the old Chuck Jones cartoons? Of course you have. In those cartoons Elmer Fudd spends entire seasons trying to kill Bugs Bunny. They fire guns at each other. They whack each other in the faces with hammers and drop pianos on each other's heads. People think it's funny because no matter how hard he tries Fudd can't catch Bugs for the life of him. That's the kind of relationship I wanted between Magi (my character) and Alit (hers). I never wanted to offend her, I just wanted to do some silly humor where the other members could laugh at the 100th time Magi fell down a flight of stairs and failed.
"Haha, failure Magi."
I never thought, though, that instead of humor she's take that as a death threat. Like I said, my intentions were only good but I never once thought that she wouldn't see that. That's where my fault comes in because I just assumed everyone was just as accepting of my bullshit as Kay was.
So as time went by eventually Kay came to me and said that people were taking offense to me always playfully hitting on her character (Vector) so I cut the shit...for a while. I can't remember when I started doing it again but I remember thinking that there were a few things that they had let me pass with and I think I started up again. I really don't remember that time too well.
Either way I think someone else told me to stop and I felt really bad for it. Eventually I wrote a little blurb where my character committed suicide because I was just really feeling depressed between that and switching to 100mg of Zoloft a day. Eventually I used it as a plot point to give my character amnesia so that I could essentially just forget about all that, once again thinking suicide wouldn't offend anyone.
So then an admin sent me a message asking me to quit the suicide talk so I did. If I had to mention it I tagged it as suicide so Tumblr Savior would block it. And that was that.
Well in the meantime my crush on Kay still had a pretty strong hold on me. I would often make posts about her and how much I cared and all the things we've done in the past and blah blah blah.
The two I'd like to bring up, though, are the one where I said getting over Kay was impossible and the one where I told everyone about the mod I mad of her in SDT.
First of all, Kay is a really good friend of mine. She knows this. You know this. They know this. Well now having told her I loved her I wanted to believe that those feelings were true. To put it simply, I was afraid that if I didn't keep myself convinced I loved her that I might stop loving her like that and that she'd hold it against me if the two of us ever had a chance to end up together. Maybe that right there should have tipped me off but I'm a fucking idiot so I spent a lot of time trying not to lose those feelings. For some reason I never thought that, once again, those posts would come off as creepy. I have four years of experience with the girl and those posts were aimed solely at her. I figured everyone else was uninvolved but they weren't. Just like I was trying to communicate my feelings for my friend they wanted to protect theirs from the guy who they thought was a perverted stalker creep and that's completely understandable. They don't know me, so I can see where they were coming from. I just didn't at the time.
Second is the Super Deep Throat mod. Yes, that sex game. We've already gone over this. I've made stupid 18+ things of her character before but the way I see it is different then the way they do and I never really tried to explain why things like that were so special to Kay an I.
Kay laughs at silly things like that. She knows I'm not a creep. In fact the entire time I spent making things like this I was constantly asking her if it was OK and if such and such was going too far and she would just laugh and tell me to keep going. Then I would sign out of whatever messenger we were using while she laughed her ass off at the poorly finished product. To Kay and I it was more of a, "we trust each other to the point where we can laugh at stupid shit like this" but to them it came off as a creeper comment and, once again, I figured everyone was like Kay.
Kay and have spent the past four years together which may not seem like a lot, but think that I'm eighteen now and she's nineteen. We met when we were fourteen and fifteen and have been best buddies ever since. That's almost all of our teenage lives when were we just finding out who we were and how we were going to deal with life. Most of the crazy shit we did back then set our standards as we grew up. We're such good friends and understand each other so much because we pretty much helped mold each other into the people we are today. I never put much thought into it though, so I didn't realize how much you really needed to know about us to understand my humor. Yeah, I see how normal people could see these things as creepy, but we aren't exactly normal people. She just tries to blend in. I don't.
In the end we ended up fighting because no one understood me. Kay did, but Kay doesn't make the entire group and she wasn't there to say anything at the time. I tried to defend myself by saying I was just using black humor but that was just me trying to make sense of me thoughts without actually thinking about explaining it. I understand why everyone got mad at me now that I've thought about it and for the most part I feel like I can see things from their point of view but I still think there's a bit more to be said.
First of all one thing they said that hit me home was that, "I don't treat others like I'd like to be treated.", but the thing is, I do. I've said above that everything I did had good intentions behind it. It's just that the way I want to be treated and the way they want to be treated are two different things. One of the admins yelled at me for calling them, "hun". I guess I can understand why that would offend some people but anyone who knows me knows that that's not something I'm just willing to stop. It's my dialect. It's a part of me that makes me who I am. By telling me to stop you're essentially telling me to change my personality just for you and that's just something I'm not willing to do. The same goes for writing about things that would offend people. In my stories there are characters that die as children, there are victims of domestic abuse. There are people who kill themselves and others because those are the kinds of things I like to write about. These are things that happen in real life. People murder others. People commit suicide. People cheat and do horrible things. Those things are all part of life and though I don't exactly approve of them happening, hiding from them helps nobody. That's why I can't understand people who get offended about things. Maybe I'm just ignorant about traumatizing events; I'll be the first to admit that I am, but in my mind it makes more sense to face these things head on then to hide from them because to me I feel like getting used to the fact people talk and write about these things can help you cope with the fact they exist. As long as the human race exists things like these won't stop. Hell, these things even happen with animals. As much as I'd love to see every last rapist put behind bars and every last depressed person get someone to talk to I know those are just pipe dreams and hiding from them doesn't help anyone and hurts me in the long run.
To make a long story short, yeah, I make offensive comments and write about bad things, but that doesn't mean I wouldn't want someone to do the same for me. I've been through some hard times to but I refuse to ask people to stop talking about things related to them because I know it only hurts me in the long run. I'm not saying everyone has to be like that, but just that that's how I'd like to be treated and my reasoning behind it. It's the same reason I never asked Kay to stop "dokying" over her girlfriend. I didn't like it but asking them to stop felt wrong to me and I knew that if I left I'd have to leave every time it happened and that isn't something I wanted to do.
Shorter story even shorter, I'm a stubborn bastard that believes in facing problems head on.
I've already told everyone about how I'd feel about the other things. It's not that I don't do unto others as I'd have them do unto me. It's that our views on what we're willing to accept and how we react to it are drastically different.
Anyway, I think I'm done venting. I thought going into LZtD that I was going to learn something. GoW taught me how to make friends. Sonic ZONE taught me how to stand up for my beliefs in who I am. I thought LZtD would teach me how to adapt to others but it didn't. They thought they were going to teach me about morality but you can't really "teach" conflicting opinions. Instead what LZtD taught me was that not everyone is going to agree with me. Yeah, I might be offensive and stubborn and kind of clueless but I'm also a wonderful big brother, a role model to a lot of people, a great friend and someone who isn't afraid to give an honest opinion or stand up for his beliefs. If LZtD taught me anything it's that I need to stop trying to please everyone and focus on pleasing the people who are willing to accept me for the great guy that I am and let no one else tell me different and, honestly, I think that's the best lesson the internet has taught me yet.
At the time I didn't believe her, but now I have little reason not to. Kay has become a completely different person and pretty much replaced me. It's causing me a lot of stress and even talking about it is shooting my nerves through the roof. I just want all the bullshit to end and for things to go back to the way they used to be...
JUST MY OPNION: Don't listen to her girlfriend, she seems jealous. Ignore that. If anything, I find you VERY funny; and you are. She's just finding ways to push your buttons. To do exactly what you're doing now, get over Kay. There's no reason for you TO get over Kay, you guys are just friends. But, to me, she just wants Kay all to her. So she's trying to pull you two appart.
Now, what I DO know, is that what you TOLD Kay, is probably the best thing -- you were being the better person and just letting her know how you felt. And just totally ignoring everything else past that (It's something I did with Shelley, except more anger involved and had nothing to do with not Talking to eachother. It was more of, she was a bitch and I had it with her).
If there's anything you could do now, in my honest opinion, is to move on. Maybe quit Tumblr for awhile? Leave that Roleplay group and just keep on. I know this isn't the best advice, but what you did now, was the best thing to do, and probably the only thing to do.
Quote from: Maddie8D on August 31, 2013, 04:15:26 AM
JUST MY OPNION: Don't listen to her girlfriend, she seems jealous. Ignore that. If anything, I find you VERY funny; and you are. She's just finding ways to push your buttons. To do exactly what you're doing now, get over Kay. There's no reason for you TO get over Kay, you guys are just friends. But, to me, she just wants Kay all to her. So she's trying to pull you two appart.
Now, what I DO know, is that what you TOLD Kay, is probably the best thing -- you were being the better person and just letting her know how you felt. And just totally ignoring everything else past that (It's something I did with Shelley, except more anger involved and had nothing to do with not Talking to eachother. It was more of, she was a bitch and I had it with her).
If there's anything you could do now, in my honest opinion, is to move on. Maybe quit Tumblr for awhile? Leave that Roleplay group and just keep on. I know this isn't the best advice, but what you did now, was the best thing to do, and probably the only thing to do.
Thanks, hun. At lot of this happened awhile ago, though. I had a few friends on Tumblr but I find the site boring so I left. I've tried getting Kay to talk to me but she ignores me so...I'm kind of lost.
Quote from: jkid101094 on August 31, 2013, 04:20:04 AM
Thanks, hun. At lot of this happened awhile ago, though. I had a few friends on Tumblr but I find the site boring so I left. I've tried getting Kay to talk to me but she ignores me so...I'm kind of lost.
Ah, I see. Well, I'm sorry to say it, but, past that, there's not much you can really do. You can try and still strike up conversations once in a blue-moon, but I'm sure you've already tried that.
No matter what, you know you have friends here who LOVE talking to you. I know we all aren't as close as you and Kay were in friendship, but we love seeing you around.
Quote from: Maddie8D on August 31, 2013, 04:26:50 AM
Ah, I see. Well, I'm sorry to say it, but, past that, there's not much you can really do. You can try and still strike up conversations once in a blue-moon, but I'm sure you've already tried that.
No matter what, you know you have friends here who LOVE talking to you. I know we all aren't as close as you and Kay were in friendship, but we love seeing you around.
Thank you, hun. I really appreciate it~
I'm sorry that I'm not using my real account, but I needed to vent and wanted to stay anonymous for personal reasons. Hope you understand. If you know who I am, please don't tell anyone.
This is the short version of the story. I had a 16,478 word story about it but felt it was too long and went into too much detail.
Started a few years ago. I lost everything. My home, friends, family. My life. I joined here in search of a place to have fun after being permbanned on another site for the same reason.
I enjoyed it for about a year and a half... but I had to leave due to personal issues, drama on here, and just crazy depression from what happened to me.
It only got worse when I left. I found another community, and around the same time fell in love. I dated this girl for 7 months... then I found out she was cheating on me (with a friend of mine, no less.)... That, in addition to what happened to me earlier in life... I started cutting. I was suicidal, almost went through with it twice. I talked to my best friend for about an hour and she talked me out of it. Things were good.
Then I joined a great site, screwed up and had literally 100 people constantly attacking me. I went back to that state, and just recently got over it. About 70 people were banned from that alone.
I joined a game community, became a Moderator in said community (very large community), and I'm having a lot of fun there.
I met someone absolutely amazing. I felt so great around her. We became close friends, played games and talked from the moment she got home from school until she went to bed. She was constantly on my mind. I was going to tell her how I felt about her, but today, I found out she has a boyfriend. I just feel like dying, I don't know what the hell I've done to deserve this, I'm glad she's happy but I just keep losing myself in a dream world... life sucks. I'm in a skype call with her and 3 other people right now, it just feels so akward and I don't know what to do...
Thanks for reading, I suppose.
EDIT: Was in a skype call with her and a couple others, and someone added her boyfriend. Holy shit, I think he takes the cake for the absolute biggest prick I've ever met. It also sounded like he was fapping literally through the whole fucking time he was there. What the hell...
I'm sure someone helped the anon in PMs but I think I have a clue of who we're talking to and I wouldn't feel right posting nothing and just ignoring his post. I'm not exactly sure what to say which is why I haven't yet, but I'll try to say something.
I'm close to losing my house too and I can kind of sympathize with you on more feelings than one. It's hard to move on, I know it is, but if you can't push through the hard times you won't be able to create any good ones.
As for your girl situation I'm in the exact same boat except mine thinks she's a lesbian (please laugh). I want to say things will end up well for you but I can't hide the fact that the girl I care about has given me nothing but pain as of late. All I can really say on the subject is power through it. Wait until she breaks up with the goof and if she doesn't try your best to move on. Know when to hold 'em and know when to fold 'em, so to speak. You might say her happiness is first and foremost but remember, you are the only one controlling your life and things are only going to get better if you take the right actions. What you do is up to you and, so long as you honestly believe you made the right choice, you'll never have regrets.
Now for my problem.
So I've been 'Kayless" almost a month. Even still I don't want this to end and figured it was worth it to try one last time to fix things. Here's the message I sent her;
Quote from: TumblrI don't know when or if you'll see this and I'm sorry that it's so out of the blue but there's something that needs to be said. Remember before when I told you I needed to talk to you but you said you weren't feeling well? Well it can't wait anymore. It's tearing me up inside and I think I should, at the very least, tell you before this all ends the way I think it's going to.
http://soniczone.net/forum/index.php?topic=12211.msg427990
First I want you to look at this. I don't care if you read the responses, just that post is the important part. It pretty much sums up what I'm about to say but I'm going to say it again anyway. In short; we miss you. We as in me. As in GD. As in Maddie. As in Nazo. As in Tobi and TGN and Dshad and Kyo and the rest of us who used to hang out with you. We all want you back, me especially. Now if you read the post then you already know this isn't just a, "Come back to SZ!" plea. I want you to understand the severity of what I mean when I say this may be the last time I try to talk to you. I don't want to lose you, but if you just shove this off I'll take it as a, "we're done". I know you're busy. I know you have a life but I've checked your posts on here. You're pretty active. Saying you're too busy only works when you aren't sitting at a computer. The way I see it is that if you can talk to them you can talk to us. Disprove me if I'm wrong but there is no reason that you can't be on both sites at once, or at least more active in our Skype chats. I'm willing to accept "my message got lost on Skype" as an excuse so many times. There have been multiple times where I've tried saying hi to you only to be ignored. I can understand once or twice but nine times out of ten is too much. When I started going on SZ my mom told me not to leave my friends on GoW behind and to this day I haven't left their side. You, on the other hand have pretty much abandoned all of us for these guys on Tumblr and I honestly wonder how long it'll be until you abandon these guys for another group. I know I've brought this up before and your response has always been, "Dude, we're like best friends." but then you never back that up with action. You go right back to ignoring me and it makes me feel like I don't even matter to you. Are you just not trying to hurt my feelings because you've turned me into a nervous wreck and I just can't take it anymore. This is NOT the jkid that is in love with you talking, mind you. It's NOT the jkid hyped up on Zoloft. It's the jkid that decided four years ago that the two of us were best friends that's talking to you. He knows Kay is in there somewhere and he just wants his friend back. Of course, you might probably brush this message off, but, if you've read the post on SZ, you should know that if you do our friendship is done and over with. Until you can realize that there are people that love and respect you that feel like you've abandoned them then I think it's high time they stopped waiting on you. GD has already moved on, and though I'm clinging to my last few threads of hope I'm almost to that point too. Good luck with your future, sweetheart. Even if you don't care I hope you at least remember that you've been a huge part of quite a few lives and that there are a ton of people that'll never forget you...for better or for worse.
Am I being too harsh? Am I in the wrong?
Harsh? Hardly. I'm harsh jkid. When she first announced that "she would be too busy because of school and life" that was pretty much a half-assed, half-hearted attempt of saying "I'm bored" in the kindest way possible.
In this day in age, if you are able to get on the damn internet and watch YouTube videos and check Facebook statuses you are sure as shit not too busy to drop by a site like this and say hi. Chris Silvano does it. PSNGigobyte does it. Why the fuck can't she? What makes her so damn special? Unless she was addicted to this site and needed the kick the addiction Jeexx-style, she had no valid. But as far as i can tell, she role-plays, she watches YouTube, she checks Facebook, and she gets on Skype. If she is ignoring you for no valid reason, end it. If her girlfriend is in the way, she will eventually dump the stereotypically jealous bitch. But like i said, i seriously doubt she is too damn busy to say hello.
Well she actually responded to me and we patched things up a bit. Apparently she doesn't even talk to her GF much anymore.
I do appreciate the support though, Smash.
Sooooo, the two of you are cool again? But she still won't come back here? Well, as long as she's alive.
No, I don't think that was harsh, just the words of a very concerned friend.
But now I has a problem,Code Cyan Google broke my Wii U and I'm upset...
Quote from: Hakudamashi on September 28, 2013, 02:23:05 PM
But now I has a problem,Code Cyan Google broke my Wii U and I'm upset...
Can you return it and get it replaced for free or send it to Nintendo? It's not your fault for it breaking, and Nintendo seems to be reliable for fixing their products. I had to send in my wii awhile back, and they fixed it like brand new. Maybe they'll do the same for a low cost, if it even costs at all?
Code yellow specifically pink, green, purple grey.
I already talked to a few members here and I appreciate their help so much, I owe everyone who has helped me.
I'm still hurt to break down in public though and still lose my sleep, so I'm going to my last resort.
Alright...long story time here we go. Sorry if I made the text too small
Almost a year ago I met someone who I thought was the greatest, always funny, smart, knows priorities, athletic, does co-curricular, all of those kinds of qualities.
Let's fast forward to March 26th. We decide to settle down and call ourselves into a relationship. All of the months were good, we did crazy things for each other out of love, some even getting us on the verge of trouble (all worth it.)
Let's fast forward again to around the first week of August, when I left for vacation out of the country. This is where everything goes down a little.
I couldn't talk to him for a week, and when I finally did, I was able to tell him how much I really miss him and what's been going on. The way he acted was different from when I left, but I shrugged it off. It might of been me since I haven't seen him for a week or so.
Fast forward - after I came back, school was going to start in a few days. We both talked a lot prior and I was already prepared for him going to school at a different time than me and coming back hours later since he was going to do some co-curricular things. Something still seemed out of the ordinary, but I shrugged it off again since it's school, maybe he's just tired. We kept talking for shorter periods of time than normal, even when school was in session during March through June. I started to notice it, and it hit me after a few days since I wasn't used to it. Call me weak and overattached - but yeah, it's true. I did break down occasionally but he was there to make me feel better and assure me that he'll be there to help my emotions and to help me cope with it. About a week later, he suddenly stopped talking regularly to me. Either I get a text from him when I don't expect it (in the shower, left my phone somewhere else because I got used to getting nothing) or it was in the middle of class, and I can't answer those anymore since I'm unluckily placed next to the teachers all year round. The days we wouldn't talk started getting longer, and when we did talk, it was for a really short period of time abruptly ending around 10pm each time with "night" and no time for me to say anything. I knew he was busy so I let it off. I was sad of course but I knew I was going to get used to it. "As long as he still loves me," my mind thought, but this is where it changes.
On Saturday, he came on around 9:30, which didn't leave a lot of time for conversations. I greeted him with "hi" and I teased him about how he's always busy. I asked him, "What if it stays like this until the school year ends?" His response: "It might just lead to a break up.."
I teared up (fuck, I am right now again) and we talked about it. Here's a glance of the conversation (as far as I can remember) orange representing me and lime representing himI don't want to leave you hanging.
I know, but I don't mind..I understand you're busy. As long as we can talk on certain days, I'll be okay..
...
I want to fix everything we have left. I want to build what we still have left without force.
Let's stay for a little longer. If we are able to fix what's left then we'll continue making memories, if not, then it's going to have to be this way.
...
Be honest with me, do you still love me?
Yes, not as much as March since we're starting to separate, but yes I still love you..but how about you?
Honestly..I don't know.. ever since you left for vacation... the first few days I missed you a lot, but after awhile, I got used to the bachelor's life again, hanging out with friends and sis..
Oh..I excused myself to calm down, but it's gotten to where I started to cut myself with nail cutters. I changed the subject to nail cutters and how fast skin healed. No questions were asked, and after awhile we both went to bed. I couldn't sleep straight, and when I did, the dream was him saying "The site is taking you away from me." I found that quite saddening and weird. I always went here when he wasn't on or during his schedule for co-curriculars. I asked him to text me good morning to make me feel better, and he did. I told him about the dream, he seemed pretty neutral, even in disputing it. More questions were asked.Do you still think of me as your girlfriend or as a friend now? I don't know..it's inbetween
Ah, alright..and I'm assuming you're busy today? Maybe.
Was going to ask if we could skeep later on but if you're busy it's alright. I dont know for now.
I'm supposed to be dragged to church at 10 but I can do it now and be back before 12 Might play tennis today
Oh alright, one more thing, could you force yourself to sleep a little later sometime soon? It might help.. No, it might seem a little selfish but I want to continue sleeping early.
It's understandable. I was going to refrain from asking this but how can I get you to fall in love again? Honestly, I dont know.. :c
I remember we stayed up late for hours during March and we skeeped a lot too. They might help but I'm not sure anymore. Did trimester start? If it started then fuck. xD it'll be way harder. I want to find a way though, and I'll (half-)promise I will. I'm tired of the one being in pain from things like this and I want to fix it before its too late, but thats my first step. -five minute break- Gonna play league now.. Alright. Have fun. It's like you don't give a fuck anymore..
I talked to some people here because I was left in tears. They helped me feel better and even gave me the courage to sever the ties with him (I was thinking of doing that while I slept but I denied it and had a mixed feeling of fixing and breaking right away when I woke up from sleeping) I felt better that morning. Dragged myself to church but I was crying and breaking down in the middle of it. I started getting a headache from it but I excused myself. The first time, I was only crying a little bit and out of pure turmoil, just said "I hate you I hate you I hate you! I don't have anything anymore!" I don't know how or why that came out of my mouth but it did. Washed my face and went back out to my seat, only to cry more. I told my mom it was from the headache and she took me out for medicine. I felt a little more calm but still sad. We went back home, came on the chat, saw an old friend and talked to him for awhile. I felt better when talking to him, but I felt ultra-light headed and had to go take a nap. Thoughts flooded again, I went back on. Out of curiosity, I checked if he was on one of our games, and I just felt the depression and stress pour onto me again. Made another cut on my arm to stop myself from crying again.
I'm going to sever the ties tonight around 8-9pm (which is in an hour.) I'm going to do it as calmly as possible, and if he doesn't understand, I'll rip up the love note I made for him several days before he admitted his feelings (the note was for us being together for seven months but not being able to celebrate our day) in front of him. I still have feelings for him but they're cooling down. I'm going to tell him we can just be friends and leave it as that instead of waiting for a month and hurting me more than it should.
On a sidenote: for choir, our extra song is going to be a pop song. My choir just happens to be singing a break-up song (Jar of Hearts) and now when I listen to it for half a minute, I start tearing up. I'm asking her if I can skip the song until I feel better (probably not going to happen since I'm the only strong singer for my section of the choir.) Is that too much to ask for?
UPDATE: This is stupid of me but...we both compromised..
I told him I wanted to sever it now, but he still wants me to hang on now since he said he's starting to kind of "feel" it again. I'm not exactly sure if I should go but I still let him anyways. I'm deciding it as an open relationship.
Instead of ripping the letter, I showed it to him..I'm awaiting the response. I think it's starting to kindle up a little more. We're reminiscing the past and it's really making us smile. However, I told him that if I'm in anymore pain than now then he's going to have to give me the verdict of severing or not.
Sorta seems like he wants to save it, but at the same time he doesn't mind. I don't know anymore.
Update 2:I think he's trying. The note helped a lot. I'm not sure if my elated feeling will last long enough but I'm hoping it will. I'm sorry for not severing the ties and leaving myself a big trap. Maybe it wont trigger.
He told me "Pls don't :( I know this hurts, but stay strong" before we went to bed so it might be a good start? He also apologized for everything including ditching me for league. He's unsure of the schedule still but let's hope for the best..
Well I have no right to tell you what or what not to do, however, I'll try helping you the best I can. I now I have to choose my words carefully...I'll try, but sorry if I upset you. I only mean the best.
I forget how old you are, Sal. You met this kid in school? I remember you being younger than the rest of us and at your age most kids can't commit to a relationship. It's not that they don't care, it's just that they're too young to really understand what they're doing. It's really neither of your faults that it isn't working out and I don't think him feeling more comfortable being single is really a bad thing either. When you're in a relationship you feel really tied to the other person, for better or for worse. At your age being tethered like that feels restricting. This is the time in your life where you get to be carefree and have fun. You really shouldn't worry about these things until you're older.
Also, not to make you feel even more down but, please don't cut yourself. I know you're smarter than that and it does nothing good for you.
If he wants to keep the realationship going then I'm happy for the both of ya, but I still stand by what I said. Live while you're young.
You shouldn't have to worry about boyfriend/girlfriend stuff at your age.
And please, do not cut yourself. It does not help you, and It is harmful.
Sorry if something I said turned out wrong in any way.
replying to Jkid:
I didn't meet him at school, and I'm 13. He's 15. I understand what you mean by we're young, I understand..honestly I've never really cared about being a little carefree..it hardly clicked. (Well, carefree where I'm not supposed to be at least)
I'm not thinking of cutting myself too much more, some things are changing for the positive but I don't know how long that will last.
Replying to Mr. Link:
I've always thought I was a fool for starting things like this haha but hey it worked out.. ;~; and you didn't say anything wrong, I understand.
Update 3: Nurse found out, called psychiatrist, who called my dad, who hasn't called mom yet. Dad is fully aware of the situation and it's up to both of us to tell my mom (which if any of you guys remember, was the first reason why I left SonicZone for months) and I don't know how she's going to react to a situation of the past repeating itself all over again other than maybe the same penalty. Not only will that make my situation worse but to lie to my mom for a long time (she doesn't know about the time I dated Mikey either because I didn't do any of this..) whelp... I"m not planning to tell her about Mikey but I'm sure as hell hoping she won't find out. Take this as my notice too: I might disappear again for the same reason my mom did to me three years ago because of this situation and I'm not sure when or how I'll be back if this happens to me. God damn..
Quote from: xSalashawty on September 30, 2013, 11:11:26 AM
replying to Jkid:
I didn't meet him at school, and I'm 13. He's 15. I understand what you mean by we're young, I understand..honestly I've never really cared about being a little carefree..it hardly clicked. (Well, carefree where I'm not supposed to be at least)
I'm not thinking of cutting myself too much more, some things are changing for the positive but I don't know how long that will last.
Trust me, hun. I didn't either. I do now, though. I know you hear this a lot from grownups but take it from one of your friends; growing up sucks. Don't rush these things. Yeah you're going to be asked out, you're going to fall in love and you're going to be surrounded by kids that want to act older than they are but it's better for yourself to not get involved in those things so you don't look back on your teenage years and wish you had used them to have fun.
Also, I don't mean to prick any old wounds and I'm sorry if I do, but you should know better than I do that online relationships rarely work out.
Quote from: xSalashawty on September 30, 2013, 11:11:26 AM
Update 3: Nurse found out, called psychiatrist, who called my dad, who hasn't called mom yet. Dad is fully aware of the situation and it's up to both of us to tell my mom (which if any of you guys remember, was the first reason why I left SonicZone for months) and I don't know how she's going to react to a situation of the past repeating itself all over again other than maybe the same penalty. Not only will that make my situation worse but to lie to my mom for a long time (she doesn't know about the time I dated Mikey either because I didn't do any of this..) whelp... I"m not planning to tell her about Mikey but I'm sure as hell hoping she won't find out. Take this as my notice too: I might disappear again for the same reason my mom did to me three years ago because of this situation and I'm not sure when or how I'll be back if this happens to me. God damn..
Well that's disappointing to hear, but there's really nothing anyone can do but hope for the best. It's unfair to the both of us to make any drastic decisions for you, but whatever happens I'm wishing the best for ya~
Code Purple
I don't feel like I'm loved anywhere. Both internet and Real life.
Can someone give me some comfort?
I won't be surprised if nobody replies.
Hush, you. We all love ya.
It's silly to think that nobody loves you. You shouldn't let your negative thoughts get in the way of how people really feel about you.
Quote from: Link on October 14, 2013, 12:09:18 PM
Code Purple
Of course we love you...why not? You know how we treat all the undesirables here. We bully, ban, and argue back and forth with them. If what you were thinking were true, what happened to Nova and Shilze would also happen to you.
I'm surprised you'd even
think that we won't like you. Look at all the bondings you've made with everyone. Get your head up, we love ya c:
It's really great to see the staff on the site helping members out ^^
Though it hasn't been used in awhile... Which I guess is a good thing.
Long live peacefulness!
We should make a counter of how many days goes by without incident.
I'm sad, depressed tired and lonely and I think Miles, Gavin and Nazo are mad at me.
To top it off I can't even think straight enough to make a proper post here so this is all you get. I hate myself and I want to disappear to never be seen or heard from again.
Does this have something to do with that tornado last night?
Nah. I mean, it caused me anxiety yeah but the warnings were cities away and I hide under my covers every time a tree so much as sways.
After I got back though I accidentally convicted Nazo of being a stalker and blew up on Miles, Gavin and Leaf for no reason.
I am feeling better now, though. I do have another problem but I think it's more suited to being asked on the other forum.
You do the most interesting things when I go to bed early.
Well the storm woke me up and I was really tired. :c
So tiredness makes you big grumpy grump?
Normally, it just makes me a lazy ass.
Quote from: Hakudamashi on February 21, 2014, 04:57:49 AM
So tiredness makes you big grumpy grump?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMLZUB4K404&list=PLUJRyy0OkWiBY0tqKkSVj89_wbNOxko-J&index=31 (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMLZUB4K404&list=PLUJRyy0OkWiBY0tqKkSVj89_wbNOxko-J&index=31)
...but yes.
If you kill something accidentally are you still a murderer?
Quote from: jkid101094 on March 28, 2014, 09:18:28 AM
If you kill something accidentally are you still a murderer?
If you kill some
one, then yes.
Is there something you want to tell us?
I think I killed the family dog and it's kept me down all day.
Quote from: jkid101094 on March 28, 2014, 09:34:48 AM
I think I killed the family dog and it's kept me down all day.
What happened?
Quote from: jkid101094 on March 28, 2014, 09:18:28 AM
If you kill something accidentally are you still a murderer?
But are you sorry?
I'm sorry to hear that. What happened?
Pink or something
When you realise what's been missing in your life, and when you realise that it's too late to get it...
And you realise that you cant forget or live without
What do you do?
Quote from: {Your Lovely Kyo}~ on April 02, 2014, 05:28:34 AM
Pink or something
When you realise what's been missing in your life, and when you realise that it's too late to get it...
And you realise that you cant forget or live without
What do you do?
Depends on what you are talking about.
Try to find something simillar.
Quote from: Ioshyriku on April 02, 2014, 08:12:23 AM
Depends on what you are talking about.
Try to find something simillar.
A Person
Quote from: {Your Lovely Kyo}~ on April 02, 2014, 05:28:34 AM
And you realise that you cant forget or live without
You think that you can't live without it but you totally can. You need to learn to move on.
Quote from: Elija2 on April 02, 2014, 08:56:21 AM
You think that you can't live without it but you totally can. You need to learn to move on.
This.
All of this.
Quote from: {Your Lovely Kyo}~ on April 02, 2014, 08:38:25 AM
A Person
There are many fish in the sea. Although you will miss that person very much, one day you'll find someone better, belive me.
3 Years later and I cant.
Quote from: {Your Lovely Kyo}~ on April 02, 2014, 09:35:45 AM
3 Years later and I cant.
You have to put effort into it. Like how I got over Kay.
No it's not, you tard.
Maybe you just need some closure.
Stalk her.
Hey guys, idk what code this would be. But I need someone to talk to. I'm just.. *sighs* idk.... just a lot on my mind right now..
~HMS7~
I guess this calls for a code black...
I have a problem, a problem that has been with me since as long as I can remember. A problem that I think I need to make public to someone I care about before one of my attempts at ending my own life becomes successful.
The short Version? I have zero self worth. No matter what people try to tell my, I consider myself completely, and utterly worthless and unlikeable.
The long version? Growing up, I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, I had no plans for the future, no real goals or dreams, I just did what people around me told me to do, and did whatever they suggested I should do.
I never had that "Moment of self discovery" that some people describe to me, where you find out that one thing you enjoy doing, or the discovery of your special talent, or that moment where your parents or friends notice that there's this one thing you do really well and suggest you explore it further. I just went with the flow, and did what people around me claimed to be the "right thing to do".
This then led me to "wanting" to be a doctor, and went through several miserable years of school where deep down I know I wasn't enjoying any of it, but I didn't object or rebel cause I didn't know what else to do. Instead of nipping the problem at the bud and telling my family how unhappy I was, I stayed quiet, because more than anything, I was afraid of dissapointing everyone. So my family were none the wiser, and thought I was doing what I wanted to do, and gave me their words of encouragement as I pressed on... That is until I made it to University.
Due to a series of emotional trauma and turmoil cause I guess my misery levels reached the boiling point, I had a long, hard, heartfelt talk with my mother.
Yes, she was dissapointed that all the money she's spent up until now was for naught, and I wasted an entire university year since I failed all the classes, but she was much more concerned that I was miserable all this time, and she didn't know, which in turn, made me really tear up inside as all this could have been avoided if I wasn't such a pansy and had this talk much sooner.
So my mom was willing to help me discover what my talent is, and find what it is I truly want to do with my life, despite me being a 19 year old man, but she was the only one to share that feeling. My aunt on the other hand, not wanting to see her sister's time, money, and resources go to waste, told me I better hurry up and decide something and stop being a burden.
So due to my very weak willed nature, I cracked under pressure and simply chose a job that'll give me an "easy" time at school...
Aaaaaand, I hate it, I hate it very much, I've already failed a class twice, I'm not enjoying what I'm ding, and I'm miserable all over again. I can''t backpedal outta this one after I made that public speech about how "confident" I am about this, but here I am again, wasting my precious mother's time, money and resources, being a burden. And I still have no special talent, no goal, and no dreams to do anything else.
I'm not enjoying life, and I'm dragging everyone I care about with me, as because of their love for me, they make all these needless sacrifices to make sure I'm happy and comfortable, and I have nothing to show for it. And I can't help but think if I was never born in the first place, how much happier everyone would be.
I've just, ruined everything, and to no end.
I just... feel everything would be better if I just disappeared.