my days
4:00am
i woke up to my friend txting me about his gf then at 5 my bro comes in and wants to play my games
7:00am
starts school work (im homeschooled yay)
12:00pm
eats a shitty lunch i mean shitty
3:00pm
finishes school work and leaves for work(a 9hr shift)
1:00am
gets home and sleeps
thats my day and why im not on like i used to be
on friday i dont get home till 2 on saturday its 3
so i have a busy day
i dont have internet any more so im on maybe once a week now soo
sorry for me
om off to tuesday and wednesday and sunday
yes got to go bye
im back im useing the internet at my moms work
ok i kno i have not updated my blog for a while because of no internet and stuff
oct 20th
its payday yay had to buy string for my guitars lol go thru a pack of staring a mothn not good
tomorrow is my friends burfday so i have to give her some money like 20
AND thrusday is karinas burthday given her 40 for hers lol busy day
i get internet tomorrow so thats good yay
Post Merge: October 21, 2009, 01:28:32 PM
oct 21srt
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yay i gopt internet to day so YAY
LOL I have to work tonite so boo that
OCT 22
karina birthday lol it was fun she did not come to work
lol fell and was almost knocked out pain
tues day
27th
woke up at 7 and got on line to rp wit mic and shadow26
lol then at one had to leave for work lol
inspection day so i was workin my ass off tryin to imprese the inspector
worked till 12 just got home so yeah long day
Lol, you actually pay people instead of giving presents.
i dont kno what they want lol
oct 28
i have to back track to 2 days ago
oct 26
me and draco were txtin and i said i wanted to die so we started to talk about that so i now kno she is my friend YAY lol i has new friends lol
oct 27
it was shit i was off so i did nothing but be online all day
i mean all day from 6 am to 2 am
lol
oct 28 nothing happened yet day just started yay
Too bad, your friends never tell you what they like? :o
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on October 28, 2009, 03:33:37 PM
Too bad, your friends never tell you what they like? :o
i kno right so i just give them 40 $ us dollars
nov 9
i came back and i missed everyone
i must never leave again
the reason i left was i had stuff to do(get back with my gf and guitar lessons)
now im back and here to stay again
Post Merge: November 10, 2009, 10:58:11 AM
yester day was sad
i was at work and i listened to blur (zebrahead) and i started crying as it got to the bridge
i couldnt stoping cryin for 2 hrs i was cryin
i sound lkie a baby right now
im not anyones buddy im a loner so please dont call me buddy or pal or friend
oh dude don't cry crying doesn't make you better
yeah i know lol'
good that u knew lol or else i'll have to call you crybaby XD
Quote from: Chaos Swissroll on November 14, 2009, 11:59:43 PM
good that u knew lol or else i'll have to call you crybaby XD
i dont care anyway it dont matter to me
today nov 17
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
back up some days
one day this week i dreamed i killed my friends and family and then i killed my self i drove a knife in my heart and died
but when i woke up i send my friends the dream in a txt and they said they loved me and they would be hurt if they kno i died or was going to kill myself and the did nothing(they are lesbians)
Quote from: HMS7 on November 17, 2009, 04:14:11 PM
i dont care anyway it dont matter to me
today nov 17
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
back up some days
one day this week i dreamed i killed my friends and family and then i killed my self i drove a knife in my heart and died
but when i woke up i send my friends the dream in a txt and they said they loved me and they would be hurt if they kno i died or was going to kill myself and the did nothing(they are lesbians)
That's some crazy shit dawg, tho I had a very similar dream to that except I didn't kill my friends... They killed me.
yes it is lol
Quote from: Zero Insanity on November 17, 2009, 04:33:19 PM
That's some crazy shit dawg, tho I had a very similar dream to that except I didn't kill my friends... They killed me.
Ouch....
Quote from: Zero Insanity on November 17, 2009, 04:33:19 PM
That's some crazy shit dawg, tho I had a very similar dream to that except I didn't kill my friends... They killed me.
ouch thats rough
Quote from: HMS7 on November 17, 2009, 04:14:11 PM
i dont care anyway it dont matter to me
today nov 17
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
back up some days
one day this week i dreamed i killed my friends and family and then i killed my self i drove a knife in my heart and died
but when i woke up i send my friends the dream in a txt and they said they loved me and they would be hurt if they kno i died or was going to kill myself and the did nothing(they are lesbians)
That part made me laugh :P, and that dream is some terrible crap.
good to know that u think my life is funny
jk
Quote from: HMS7 on November 18, 2009, 01:23:50 AM
good to know that u think my life is funny
jk
No, I never meant that but I meant that part "fuck a tree" was funny :P since she got no -beep- she cannot -beep-
lo funny
ok from today on i may be off a while im getting sick again
and i need to focus on my school work and get my songs right
so laters
ok im back
12-11-09
today has been shit so far
lisa is tryin to kill herself again for the 4th fucking time
i cant stop her again i need help
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!PLEASE
-starts to cry-
did you ask her whats wrong?
Quote from: Gamerdude on December 11, 2009, 08:12:23 PM
did you ask her whats wrong?
i did she is gin to she hear theprayist to day right now
Quote from: HMS7 on November 17, 2009, 04:14:11 PM
me and my gf broke up and i hate her guts she can go fuck a tree for all i care
:-X Thats.. :-\
Hmmm, the life of HMS7...that's...interesting.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on December 14, 2009, 12:19:31 PM
Hmmm, the life of HMS7...that's...interesting.
lol thank you EP
No updates so far? :-\
ok jan 11 2010
i lost my gf .....she was cheating on me for 2 weeks...then i got another one...her feelings are messed up.....so im looking for a new gf....again..for the 6th time in 3 months....
Ouch. That's harsh. Im sorry to hear that, HMS.
Aw, I'm sorry to hear.
It's terrible really.
Like I said.
Relationships are bullshit.
You think you have the perfect one, oh joy, I'm in love, blah blah, until they find someone who's cuter, nicer, whatever, than you. It's worse long distance.
It all blows to hell,
you move on
then the cycle repeats.
It's even that way with marriages.
Very rarely is there "love"
"Love" is a word that's been fakely tossed around so much, it's lost it's meaning.
I've found myself saying relationships are a waste of time.
To be honest, I feel more happier/free when I'm single.
What's really in a relationship, arm candy? The right to say "yeah, I got a girlfriend/boyfriend?"
Really.
Sorry if I didn't help, but I felt like it was time to put my two cents in there.
Quote from: HMS7 on January 11, 2010, 10:11:38 AM
ok jan 11 2010
i lost my gf .....she was cheating on me for 2 weeks...then i got another one...her feelings are messed up.....so im looking for a new gf....again..for the 6th time in 3 months....
I'm sorry man. But I promise that God has a reason, and he'll make it work for your benefit. Just like in the story of Joseph.
Why not get a girlfriend when you are actually an adult?By then, people are more mature and the girls you meet wouldn't be like the ones that cheat on you.
Quote from: Dracoslythe on January 11, 2010, 10:53:17 AM
Aw, I'm sorry to hear.
It's terrible really.
Like I said.
Relationships are bullshit.
You think you have the perfect one, oh joy, I'm in love, blah blah, until they find someone who's cuter, nicer, whatever, than you. It's worse long distance.
It all blows to hell,
you move on
then the cycle repeats.
It's even that way with marriages.
Very rarely is there "love"
"Love" is a word that's been fakely tossed around so much, it's lost it's meaning.
I've found myself saying relationships are a waste of time.
To be honest, I feel more happier/free when I'm single.
What's really in a relationship, arm candy? The right to say "yeah, I got a girlfriend/boyfriend?"
Really.
Sorry if I didn't help, but I felt like it was time to put my two cents in there.
by all fucking means draco...you didnt hurt me..noone can....im just hit the point to where any amount of words dont hurt....i had people call me on the phone and cuss me out for an hr..one girl lost her phone for a month becuz she cussed me so hard..i might as well go back to where love meant nothing
love to me was
meaning less
blank
viod
empty
hollow
it meant nothing.....
Quotejan 12
ok so im updating this blog thing today
yesterday my friend kelsie(i cheated on lisa with her)try to kill herself ....she cut open her arm.....she went to the hospital.......i feel like im the one who caused it all to happen..so mayb i hould ust leave the world alone....everything is against me
everyone is gonna kill me now
ok three days ago
i cut my arm 27 times with my knife and i made a deal with satan..if cat dont love me like she used to he can have my soul
well i got 12 hrs left and she still dont love me like that anymore...so im losing my soul....i'll be having so much fun in hell after tonight later guys..
Not again man, come on!
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 12, 2010, 06:37:59 AM
Not again man, come on!
it was a mistake....satan came to me after i cut my arm and he said ur soul is beaten and broken and dead
and i said
if cat cant fix my broken heart and beaten soul then in 3 days you can have it
he said...see u in three days
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 06:49:31 AM
it was a mistake....satan came to me after i cut my arm and he said ur soul is beaten and broken and dead
and i said
if cat cant fix my broken heart and beaten soul then in 3 days you can have it
he said...see u in three days
Let me just ask this. Who has the power to fix souls? A cat, or God?
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 12, 2010, 06:50:40 AM
Let me just ask this. Who has the power to fix souls? A cat, or God?
God...but cat is catlin's nick name ><
but i knew God could fix my soul but cat can heal my broken heart
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 06:51:48 AM
God...but cat is catlin's nick name ><
but i knew God could fix my soul but cat can heal my broken heart
Here, I want you to watch this. It's funny, but there's truth in it. Don't ignore it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_gBhbRmoXc (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_gBhbRmoXc)
Stop being so down. Right now you just seem like your seeking attention. I feel for you with how your life has gone recently, but you need to stay and look at the bright side, y'know?
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 12, 2010, 06:56:35 AM
Here, I want you to watch this. It's funny, but there's truth in it. Don't ignore it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_gBhbRmoXc (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_gBhbRmoXc)
rofl yeah it is true
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 07:00:07 AM
Stop being so down. Right now you just seem like your seeking attention. I feel for you with how your life has gone recently, but you need to stay and look at the bright side, y'know?
yeah i know what u mean
mayb i should ust go back to how i was last year
love meaning nothing
Just try and look at the good side.
Positive-There are many more Woman
Positive-Your free, and now your able to get back on your feet
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 07:09:13 AM
Just try and look at the good side.
Positive-There are many more Woman
Positive-Your free, and now your able to get back on your feet
yeah but....everytime i date a girl....they cheat on me becuz im to fucking clingy..i told cat in one hr..i loved her 10 times
Love doesn't mean nothing, but maybe you should put it on hold until you can handle it. There's something I read recently. When your emotions dictate everything in your relationship, it'll most likely fail. You need to use your brain too. True love is when you care deeply for the welfare of the other person. When you base the relationship on how you feel, it's called romantic love, and romantic love isn't made for the stress that comes with a true relationship. True love is.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 12, 2010, 07:17:32 AM
Love doesn't mean nothing, but maybe you should put it on hold until you can handle it. There's something I read recently. When your emotions dictate everything in your relationship, it'll most likely fail. You need to use your brain too. True love is when you care deeply for the welfare of the other person. When you base the relationship on how you feel, it's called romantic love, and romantic love isn't made for the stress that comes with a true relationship. True love is.
thats why everyone says im too clingy...becuz i care to much...but cat is the same way...seh cares about me so much its not funny...we can tell when the other is hurting even when we are 40 miles apart
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 07:20:01 AM
thats why everyone says im too clingy...becuz i care to much...but cat is the same way...seh cares about me so much its not funny...we can tell when the other is hurting even when we are 40 miles apart
Then stick by her. She doesn't think you're too clingy. But take it slowly. One mistake that guys make is that they go too fast. You smother the flame so much, it dies out. Let it glow.
Dude please, stop being so Melodramtic!
Your down right now which is why your thinking this. Your only a teenager, it's not like your a 30 year old who has been in a relationship for 10 years.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 12, 2010, 07:24:28 AM
Then stick by her. She doesn't think you're too clingy. But take it slowly. One mistake that guys make is that they go too fast. You smother the flame so much, it dies out. Let it glow.
im tryin to...she told me she wants someone who is clingy that way she can always be told i love you and i miss you and she knows i mean it
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 07:25:32 AM
Dude please, stop being so Melodramtic!
Your down right now which is why your thinking this. Your only a teenager, it's not like your a 30 year old who has been in a relationship for 10 years.
wat dat mean
Then try something in the middle. Keep in touch, but don't be next to her every moment. Group dates are extremely effective, and one-on-one dates should be kept short and casual. And whatever you do, don't be a prayer partner with her. I know I said the opposite with Lisa, but that was a mistake on my part. I'm sorry.
Quote from: EchidnaPower on January 12, 2010, 07:36:02 AM
Then try something in the middle. Keep in touch, but don't be next to her every moment. Group dates are extremely effective, and one-on-one dates should be kept short and casual. And whatever you do, don't be a prayer partner with her. I know I said the opposite with Lisa, but that was a mistake on my part. I'm sorry.
EP its fine bro......dont worry
cat dont want me to stop being like this....she worrys about me every day..
Quote from: HMS7 on January 12, 2010, 07:43:02 AM
EP its fine bro......dont worry
cat dont want me to stop being like this....she worrys about me every day..
Well, I'm sorry man. But if I don't get some work done, my dad will take all my electronics away. I have to go now. Good luck, and God Bless You.
Quote from: ChaosDazer on January 12, 2010, 07:09:13 AM
Just try and look at the good side.
Positive-There are many more Woman
Positive-Your free, and now your able to get back on your feet
So true.....
there are LOTS of women...
LOTS
oook so after being gone for a long time
cat dumped me and kelsie and i are together and we love each other so im taken again yay
Quote from: HMS7 on January 25, 2010, 04:30:20 AM
oook so after being gone for a long time
cat dumped me and kelsie and i are together and we love each other so im taken again yay
Now, lets hope that you and Kelsie can be happy together <3
Quote from: Fiamonder10 on January 25, 2010, 05:18:34 AM
Now, lets hope that you and Kelsie can be happy together <3
here read what she put oin my chatango account ><
i let her hack meh account and i knida hacked hers lol
on the top she put
Ello Ello,Its Kels :D,hacking my hubbys profile :DD hehe i love u robert *kisses*
01/24/2010
married to Kelsie Aileen Simpkins :]]]]]
mood:loved by my one and only wifey,kelsie :Dand on bottom
Hey this is Kels, and im this boys wifey :DD
and any girl that trys to mess w him or take him from me,ill kick your ass or break your neck.
I am never leaving this boy and ill never hurt him. He is the sun in my morning sky and the stars in my night,i love him with every breathe i take and every beat of my heart, and ill always love him. forever and always baby -i pinky promise- hehe *kisses* well i guess imma get off here so he can get back on and talk to me :D
bi bi peoples
oh yeah i almost forgot to say something....oops
I LOVE YOU ROBERT LEE SIMPKINS THE 4TH!!! :D
<3Love always,
Kelsie Aileen Simpkins
^^your evil angel and wifey :DDi hope she really means all that stuff ^^ <333
Hehe, nice ^^