How 2 Happy?

[Hakudamashi]

Cause I dunno how.

[Elija2]

Practice makes perfect.

[Hakudamashi]

Practice how?

[Elija2]

[jkid101094]

Well for one you have to actually want to be happy instead of using "depression" as an excuse for sympathy.

[Elija2]

Well for one you have to actually want to be happy instead of using "depression" as an excuse for sympathy.

I don't think it's nice to assume that someone who is depressed is only doing it for attention.

[jkid101094]

I don't think it's nice to assume that someone who is depressed is only doing it for attention.

Oh, I'm not, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with making sure they know they aren't either.

[Hakudamashi]

Well for one you have to actually want to be happy instead of using "depression" as an excuse for sympathy.

Well, I'm at least sure I don't want to be a depressed little shit and making everyone worried instead of talking about happier things like bewbs.

I thought that whenever I got this way, I could just hide away till I calmed myself down, but as time went on, that got harder and harder to do, so I decided to try to talk to people about my "depression", but all that's done is made people worry, which has added to my problem.

I do the usual things that make me happy that got me out of this rut before, video games, anime, porn, jogging, eating a sandwich with juice while watching Nostalgia Critic, but nowadays, the feeling lingers alot longer, and it's taking much more effort to get rid of, and most annoyingly, it's gotten way too easy for me to relapse.
As in, a loss in Pokemon from Alex? A loss I well deserved for using 3 pokemon that are weak to fire that I just put together on the spot. Normally, I would've shrugged the loss off and made some witty remark about how I actually have to take Alex seriously or something, but instead, out of reflex or something, I just closed the 3DS and started talking about how I'm bad at pokemon...

I hope throughout the time you guys have known me, I've given the impression that I don't enjoy it when things get all sad and down in the dumps. Before I'd try to sort this out myself, but clearly I'm fighting a losing battle, so this is me reaching out for assistance.

I've recieved too many blessings to have any right to be thinking about killing myself.

[Elija2]

Don't worry about us worrying about you. We're your friends, we're happy to do whatever we can to make you feel better. You're not a burden to us.

If you're having suicidal thoughts, please get help. Call your local suicide hotline. If there is none, call 911.