Bf/gf problems thread

[NiGHTS]

Haha yeah.
Yunalesca was a BITCH.
Went through every one of Yuna's aeons except for Shiva.  rofl



Snooky, no.
not just a hug.  ._.
and it was speed.

lol yunelesca on NSGNS = more of a bitch

lol all this from a hug

I THOUGHT HUGS WERE ONLY GOOD THINGS D:

[Dracoslythe]

I thought speed = meth?

And I has nothing to say about that I...oh God flashbacks no thanks now o_@

They're different, if I'm not mistaken.  O_o
They may not be.
I dunno about drugs that much so.


ME TOO NIGHTS  D:

[NiGHTS]

They're different, if I'm not mistaken.  O_o
They may not be.
I dunno about drugs that much so.


ME TOO NIGHTS  D:

everything i know is wrong

the worlds gone all uppy downy

[JetTheHawk]

and my dad realized my hickey

[HMS7]

wow if u leave for 2 weeks this topic went real big wow
Post Merge: October 07, 2009, 01:30:14 PM

Big problem right now.  Here's a copy and paste of what I put into MSN, cause it's alot, and I don't feel like retyping it:

you know that my ex and I broke up a while ago.  then he ended up going out with the bi girl, them breaking up, and never wanting anything to do with her.  well, to be honest, the breakup really did hurt, although I never showed it.  well, tham means I still kinda had feelings.  It wasn't like "OMG BF/GF" feelings, but more or less like he's the closest thing without being a boyfriend.
*Well, I thin he still has feelings for the other girl who they broke up like three times and got together.  thee of their relationships lasted like 2-4 months, while one of ours lasted like a year.  probably longer if if woulda happened earlier.
Well tonight at the homecoming dance, I was feeling really jealous.  so much that I was crying.  then some stranger came up to me and talked to me, making me feel a little better.  so Michael (ex bf) left the group that  the girl and some of our friends were in, so I went over there feeling pretty good (about the last 5 minutes of the dance)
*well, the other two guys were trying to cheer me up and stuff, and it kinda worked.  Well, then I had to leave, so I passed around hugs, and one of them was like "a little kiss before you go?"  i figured on the cheek or something.
*no.
*I hardly know this kid, he's a friend, but hardly know him.  if that makes sense
anyway, we ended up making out right in front on Michael.  .__.  now I feel so bad for it.  I've never...I'm not the type to...
*It was kinda my fault.  I think I led him on.
*Cause I was trying to make Michael a little jealous.  you know how girls are, I think.
*so I was all huggy huggy and shit.
*So yeah.  I think it was my fault in the end.  And I feel terrible about the whole making out thing anyway.  But it was worse because I didn't want to take the "revenge jealousy" that far.  Right.  In.  Front.  Of.  Him.
*Now I feel like just dying.  ._.
*I've had two little bottles of weak rum.  First time I've dran, that much.
*and on top of it, I almost did speed (drugs) too.  ._.
*I was that desperate to be cheered up.
*But then I was like "what the fuck am I doing?"  about the speed.
*One night, I've done so manyt fucking things out of character.
Hev(Michael) kinda seemed upset.  He distanced himself from me.  We'll see how it goes tomorrow.  He's on my bowling team.
*God.  I shouldn't have gone...I just shouldn't have...

I never thought I would get caught up in that kinda drama.  I'm not exactly the popular type, so I figured I was safe from that shit.
*I guess not.
*Now it's led to me acting out of character, drinking, almost taking drugs...all in the matter of like two or three hours.
*I really have no fucking reason to ever see the light of day again.  EVER.

The kid...
I was hugging him, and like I said, he asked for "a little kiss" so I figured it would be on the cheek or something, you know, since I hardly know him.  and then he.  yeah.  I tried to pull away, but either he was strong or I was weak cause I couldn't do it.  so I was like "I have to go," and ran off.  and I wish that I could go back in time, cause I would have never done that if I knew he was going to pull that stunt...

I've never thought of suicide more than I do now.
One night, and I revert to...someone totally different.



what a great fucking way to end my last few minutes of being 15...

wow thats so sad u want a hug or someone to talk to because i'll always be there when someone needs to say or get stuff off there chests its kind of who i am so if i dont reply to this spend me a line or txt im always there for friends

[Dracoslythe]

wow if u leave for 2 weeks this topic went real big wow
Post Merge: October 07, 2009, 01:30:14 PMwow thats so sad u want a hug or someone to talk to because i'll always be there when someone needs to say or get stuff off there chests its kind of who i am so if i dont reply to this spend me a line or txt im always there for friends

Haha, like I said, I got it off my chest and it's all good.
But thanks anyway.  (:

[sonicmaddave]

I'm feeling frustrated... i am sorta friends with my stupid bitch of an ex but now she is unloading all her problems onto me on deviantart all the time.

Draco, I left you a comment on deviantart but you never replied to it. D:

[HMS7]

Haha, like I said, I got it off my chest and it's all good.
But thanks anyway.  (:

np im always here for my friends

[Hakudamashi]

Well, I talked to him about it, and I have my friend talking to the kid who did that.
Michael understands, and knows it wasn't my fault.  I had help from a friend with that.
It kinda went like this (using first initials):

A (friend who helped and is talking to other kid): I'm going to get someone to jump T for me.
Me:  Can you tell said person to jump him for what he did to me?
A:  yeah sure.
Michael (of which we all know already):  So what exactly happened?  It was dark and I was texting (he knew what happened though.  I guess he was trying to get an explanation about it)
Me:  Well, uh...I hugged him, and then...well...
A:  He forced himself on her.
Michael:  oh, so that's what happened?
Me:  Yeah.  And I feel like it's my fault...
Michael:  it wasn't.  i understand.
*someothershitlater*
Then we're at Michael's house playing FF10 and making our usual sexual jokes cause his parents weren't home.  And I had more rum.  Vanilla this time.  He didn't like it (neither did I), but A did.  rofl.
So yeah.  We're all happy go lucky again.  (:

What?Kingdom Hearts not good enough for ya >:C
jk,glad things worked out A-ok,,now all you need is make-up sex and everything will be back to normal
they say make-up sex is the best kind of sex,cause your gots the adrenaline built up

and my dad realized my hickey

you has girl?

[HMS7]

what jet has a girl when did this happen

[sonicmaddave]

sigh.... I had enough. DX

(I forgot to add what I had enough of, it's my ex she's hassling me non stop she cannot understand a word I say when it comes to saying back off to her. DX )

[annoyinglad]

Ooh! Ooh! I have a problem I wanna share! Here it is:

Every girl I like doesn't like me and every girl who likes me, I f***ing hate!

Awesome right? Not really when you consider that all the girls I like are incredible people in every way and every girl who likes me (thus far and to my knowledge, maybe there's some I don't know of) is either ugly, intrusive on my life when I don't even know them, or f***ing crazy! One of them or any given combination of them. I hate it!

So essentially that's why I'm gonna go through my life single for the entirity of it. Because no girl likes me that I like back. Just thought I'd share. Ooh, and there's this one girl I like now that I'm 100% sure doesn't like me in that way, so I'm wondering how long I can go before I have to tell someone about it.


So yeah, just felt like venting on the subject. I would go into more detail, but you'd get bored of it. Plus my ADD is acting up, so...

[JetTheHawk]

What?Kingdom Hearts not good enough for ya >:C
jk,glad things worked out A-ok,,now all you need is make-up sex and everything will be back to normal
they say make-up sex is the best kind of sex,cause your gots the adrenaline built upyou has girl?

YES

[HMS7]

ok i got a gf again yay but i dont kno how love feels so it may not last

[sonicmaddave]

i thought I'd bump this because... well...