CCoSZ

[Chaos Swissroll]

yeah it must hurt to break up with ur girlfriend, why did u break up with her?

[sonicmaddave]

well I broke up with her because she pretty much bullied me into a relationship or she would spread lies about me. She was desperate to get a boyfriend so she bullied to get one. After a few days of being in a relationship the novelty for her wore off, and constantly accused me of cheating on her. Because I have a full time job and in a totally different time zone.

She didn't take the breakup well with me I never ever loved her ever

[HMS7]

well I broke up with her

same here but i broke up with her because it was her or lisa.....im glad i picked lisa

[sonicmaddave]

lisa is way better for you you deserve her

[HMS7]

lisa is way better for you you deserve her

she deserves better then me......but she dont want anyone other then me

[Dracoslythe]

Now I wouldn't say that.
You're a great guy, and you two are lucky to have each other.  C:

[HMS7]

You're a great guy

i am not i hurt her all day today and on sunday

[sonicmaddave]

im sure you didnt mean to bro

[HMS7]

to me i didnt to her i did
im gonna post why i feel like this
(its long its 3 days long)

sunday i told her i was breaking up with my gf so i could love her more. she sent me this
-mibblez-...this is why i hate love...-breaks my heart in ur hands-
that broke my heart in 2....
(monday)i popped my pills for back pain and i popped double the limit..the limit is 1650 and i took 3500+ all i know is i was in pain and nothing worked so i popped all the pills i could...i told her this morning about it and she was all upset at me she sent me
" U FUCKING BASTARD I NEED U U DONT UNDERSTAND"
i asked her
"is that all i am to u a fucking bastard"
she said
"no ur not....i love you..."
i said
"i love you to lisa"
then today
i was tryin to figure out why she loves to cut(it reminded me of why i loved it)so i cut my arm all up
i called her and told her about it and she cryed for 20 mins on the phone with me
i tryed to make her happy but nothing worked
so i got real sad and i played the song dear you(far away)
(this song)

and started to sing it and she calmed down and she was all happy
(on yt she commented with this
Love it ever since my boyfriend sang it to me to calm me down.... first song he ever sang to me)

told her that i feel like shit and she asks why
and i said i cant forget all the times i hurt you
she saids it ok i forgive you
i said no its not ok
she said "stop being so hard on yourself"
well maybe u shuld stop being hard on urself
i said
" cant if i wasnt i would hurt you even more so i have to be
she said
"ur so caring"
i said
"im to caring thats why all my other gfs have broken up with me"
she said
"awe..........well i dont think so robbie"

thats why i think she deserves better
and why im not a great guy

[sonicmaddave]

sorry to hear that bro *hugs HMS7* these things do happen though

[HMS7]

please let go
i dont deserve anything right now im sorry

[sonicmaddave]

...wut, maybe you shouldn't be so hard on yourself

[HMS7]

...wut, maybe you shouldn't be so hard on yourself

i have to i love her to much

[Chaos Swissroll]

being caring is no bad after all u have a good girlfriend she can understand you and be kind about it unlike that "fuck a tree".

[HMS7]

"fuck a tree"

yeah that was funny
but i feel like if i keep goin im gonna break our promise

......................"im never gonna leave your side not till the day i die"
that was the promise
we both made it at the same time