So if Jkid Wants To Be a Girl...

[Hakudamashi]

And he's still attracted to females, fictional or not...
Does that make him a lesbian?

[jkid101094]

I've actually thought of this before, though trying to explain it would have me come off as schizophrenic.

[Elija2]

Yes.

[Hakudamashi]

I've actually thought of this before, though trying to explain it would have me come off as schizophrenic.

Do it anyway.

[jkid101094]

Do it anyway.

After I finish my Math quiz.

[Hakudamashi]

Well you did your math.

[jkid101094]

Then I had to go eat and now it's bedtime soooo....

Nah, I'm in an OK mood right now so I guess I can make this one of my last things for the night. I figured you'd post here if you really wanted me to say something but that doesn't make it any less awkward on my end.

So there are two generalized personalities that make up who I am. There's Justin, the 50% of me that's 'male' and Jordan, the 50% of me that's female. Now obviously both of these shine brighter than others at times but I digress.

Now let me say that this isn't schizophrenia and if you think it is you know nothing about psychology. For it to be schizophrenia I would need to be convinced that these two were actually two different people inside of me. I do not and they are not. It's just the easiest way I can put my personality into words. This is completely normal, believe it or not.

Anyway I can associate Jordan and Justin to various traits of my personality. Jordan is the one that likes cute things, everything girly and speaking her mind while Justin is the lazy, laid back slob.

I'm bisexual. You all know this. I love the D just as much as the V but my sexuality can also be attributed to my personalities. Jordan likes her sexy boys and Justin likes his adorable girls so it makes sense that I like both. That does not, however, extend into dating. My body reflects Justin right now. Primarily that's who I am on the outside. Justin is not gay (sorry, guys) which is one of the reasons I couldn't stay with Tana. Jordan, on the other hand, is more me on the inside. She wants her chance to strut her stuff for once but she can't as long as the body she's in has a dick so she just has to grin and bear it.

Getting back to your question though, Wind I think that if I got my sex change and became Jordan on the outside that my tastes would become the inverse of what they are now. I mean yeah I like a lot of anime guys as well as girls but I'm not as comfortable with liking them. Likewise if I were a woman I'd be more comfortable fangirling over Ethan and Chrom then I would Saber and Lilligant. If I were a girl I would never be comfortable dating another girl thereby not making me a lesbian.

This is what I meant when I say I'm bi but not gay. I mean it in the truest sense.

[shadowDOESrock]

Hm, that actually makes perfect sense to be honest.

[Hakudamashi]

So it's a matter of being self-concious?
m'kay.

[jkid101094]

I guess you could say it like that, though I prefer my explanation.

[Hakudamashi]

You got ur point across, isn't that all that matters?

[jkid101094]

Not if the point is skewered.